Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 607 I will never let you go.

Do you want to hear my story?

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu, and slightly bent the corner of his mouth.

Xu Zhimu can probably guess what the story is.

Xu Zhimu didn't want to tell about An Xiaomi in front of others, because he didn't want to expose his sensitive scar.

However, for Cheng Fanmiao, perhaps what she wants to say is also to uncover her own scars.

"Some things, it may be better not to say it."

Xu Zhimu spoke.

"If you don't say it, don't those things happen? If you don't say it, can those things not happen?"

Cheng Fanmiao smiled, and she looked at the dumplings in the pot that were gradually turning white and were about to be cooked.

She poked slightly with her chopsticks, as if talking to herself.

"I remember that after that man left me and my mother, my life fell into hell at that moment, and I couldn't see the slightest light. I remember that year, I was just 16 years old. In the eyes of others, I was still a very popular person. My beloved little princess, just like your little childhood sweetheart...

Cheng Fanmiao pressed a dumpling into the boiling water with chopsticks, her eyes could no longer see the slightest sadness and sadness, and she even chuckled softly when she said the last sentence.

It's as if it's someone else's story.

"At that time, I was taking expensive art training courses, I would buy one or two new clothes every week, and a random afternoon tea was the living expenses of others for a few days.

However, all of this changed drastically after that day.

That person carried my mother behind his back, emptied all the shares in the company, transferred all the property, and flew away with a coquettish vixen.

And there is still a lot of liquidated damages that need to be compensated after the company's capital chain is broken.

My mom sold the house and everything that could be sold and still couldn't fill the gap and the courts seized everything we had.

Overnight, we lost everything, and we could only spend the most difficult days under this flyover.

I also changed from a little princess envied by many people to a downcast ugly duckling overnight.

Not to mention art classes, I can't even pay the tuition fees. I used to wear the same clothes for a month, and I could only wear them again and again during that time, and I could only wash them in cold water in the river. Bai's afternoon tea, at that time, I couldn't even get the money to buy a meat bun, and I didn't even have a home..."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the fire with a complicated smile on his lips.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "At that time, my mother's gray hair grew a lot. In order to help my mother pay back the money, I put down my once proud figure and became a waiter and a dishwasher.

do you know?When I went to work as a waiter, I met classmates in my class. I will remember their surprise and strangeness when they saw me as a waiter. "

Cheng Fanmiao finally smiled wryly: "Later, there were a lot of rumors about me in the school, and there were a few people who wanted to take care of me. more.

In addition to the tuition and various fees charged by the school, it was overwhelming. Later, I didn't want to go to school even more, and sneaked out to work part-time.

It was the head teacher who told my mother about my truancy.

When my mother with a little white hair and a tired face dragged me out of the shop where I worked.

I didn't want her to work so hard, but she insisted that I must go to school, and said that I don't need to worry about money.

But obviously, we don't even have the money to rent the cheapest house.

My mom and I had a fight, and in that moment, all of our pent-up emotions burst out. "

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the frozen lake, with tears in the corner of her eyes: "At that moment, I walked into the water, really wanting to end this dark life, my mother jumped into the water, crying and pulled me When we went ashore, she slapped me and apologized to me crying.

My mother was betrayed by the person she loved the most, she was reduced to the street, and she was tired with gray hair. She was so stubborn that she didn't cry out that she was tired.

But when she saw me walking into the water, she cried.

At night, I still caught a cold. There was no thick quilt, so my mother took off her coat and wrapped it up for me. She wore a thin unlined garment and bought cold medicine with the remaining money. As a result, she also caught a cold.

But cold medicine is only enough to buy one person.

My mother put the medicine in my mouth, but I refused to take it.

We pushed and pushed a small pill, and finally it was my mother who stuffed it into my mouth, so I finally felt relieved..."

Cheng Fanmiao wiped the corners of his eyes and showed a silly smile.

"But my mother didn't expect that I bit off half of the cold medicine, secretly mixed it into the porridge, and she drank it too.

And I also had an extremely difficult night. In the middle of the night, half asleep, half awake, I even felt that I could not breathe, and many hallucinations appeared in front of my eyes.

Sometimes I think too much and just leave like this, but my mother's crying face always appears in my mind.

I know, maybe we can live and die without caring, but someone loves you desperately.

It was also from that day that I made up my mind to myself.

No matter how life will be in the future, I will live a good life. This world makes me sick, but there are still people I love most in this world. "

goo goo goo...

The dumplings are constantly tossing in hot water, and they are completely cooked.

Cheng Fanmiao also picked up the dumplings on the chopsticks, steaming and fragrant.

In the cold winter, this small dumpling is extra attractive and warm.

"Actually, the former Cheng Fanmiao is dead, and now I only live for those who love me.

Many people are like this. They obviously have no hope for their own life, but they will still choose to work hard and live stubbornly for the one they like. "

She picked up the dumpling, put it on her rosy lips and blew it gently, then handed it directly in front of Xu Zhimu.

Xu Zhimu listened, and some pictures flashed in his mind from time to time.

In his last life, after An Xiaomi left, his life was also in darkness, and he even thought about it.

However, the elementary school sister brought herself back from that edge.

Just like Cheng Fanmiao and her mother.

That was the only light in the darkness. Even though he was still surrounded by darkness, as long as he had this light, he never thought about ending it once and for all.

Live stubbornly.

She looked at the dumplings that Cheng Fanmiao brought to her mouth, and he opened his mouth to eat them.

The dumplings just out of the pot are still very hot, and the soup is very hot in the mouth, but it is so warm on this cold winter night.

"You don't have to tell me what happened, but I said we're all one of a kind.

Both have brought their own beam of light to each other, as long as their own beam of light is not extinguished, those who depend on us will never give up hope. "

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him, there was no hint of cunning in the past in his fox eyes.

It is unusually serious and determined.

Xu Zhimu was stunned, he chewed the dumplings in his mouth, and looked at the girl in front of him who seemed to be a happy enemy with him.

Obviously, the encounter between two people was the worst start.

But it happened that the two people also completed the redemption of each other.

Xu Zhimu changed the trajectory of her life.

Cheng Fanmiao also untie the knots in Xu Zhimu's heart again and again.

And this kind of knot, except for her, no one else can do it, even the elementary school sister and Xiaomi can't do it.

But this time, she used the form of self-exposing her scars to tear open the most fragile past in her heart, just to enlighten him so that she could empathize with him.

The matter of An Xiaomi has always been like a huge stone weighing on his heart.

Although he always told An Xiaomi firmly that he would cure her.

But this disease, after all, cannot be cured with a little money.

All Xu Zhimu can do is to do his best to maximize the chance of her operation being successful.

Xu Zhimu was not afraid of spending money or trouble, but he was worried that An Xiaomi himself would lose confidence.

After all, she is only a 19-year-old girl. It is not easy to maintain such a mentality under such pressure.

There is no one in this world who is not afraid of death, and there is no one who is not afraid of making the one he loves sad.

In the past few days, everything An Xiaomi did seemed to be saying goodbye to him in advance.

Those photos she took, the snowman she insisted on building...

As she said, "But if it doesn't snow this year, I won't even have a dirty snowman."

They were all like thorns, piercing deeply into Xu Zhimu's heart.

Perhaps, the emotions that An Xiaomi is enduring now are the same as the despair she faced in her last life.

These things made Xu Zhimu feel a dull pain in his heart all the time.

He didn't want to tell anyone about these things, because he knew that speaking out would only increase his troubles.

But Cheng Fanmiao, without knowing any information, still expressed Xu Zhimu's concerns.

"In this disgusting world, we are each other's light. As long as our own light is not extinguished, those who love us will never lose hope."

One word at a time, but just enough to dissipate some uneasiness and depression in Xu Zhimu's heart.

It's just that, Cheng Fanmiao used the method of uncovering the scar, the tingling feeling that brought back memories over and over again.

Xu Zhimu's eyes became softer, he looked at Cheng Fanmiao, and sighed softly: "You don't need to say these..."

"I know, but this is the only way I can empathize with you and help you."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled and took out a small disposable bowl to help him start filling the dumplings.

"Although I, Cheng Fanmiao, am not a good girl, I have always had a clear sense of gratitude and resentment. You helped me before, and I was just... repaying the favor."

Cheng Fanmiao handed over the steaming dumplings, and Xu Zhimu held them in his hands.

He looked at Cheng Fanmiao, then at the dumpling in his hand.

He was in a daze for a moment, picked up a dumpling, and bit into his mouth.

delicious.

"This kind of thing can't be regarded as a kindness. Thank you for your enlightenment. I feel better."

Xu Zhimu spoke to her.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him with squinted eyes, and finally said with a smile: "Then I treat you to dinner and help you with psychological counseling. Is there any reward?"

The atmosphere seemed to become lighter in an instant.

But Xu Zhimu knew that the backlog of things in this girl's heart was no less than her own.

"Whatever you want, you can speak up."

"Speak casually?"

Cheng Fanmiao's eyes lit up.

"Except for those who sell their bodies."

"Tch, that's so boring..."

Cheng Fanmiao made a very disappointed look.

Xu Zhimu smiled: "I understand you, if I really agree, you will run far away at the last moment."

"Oh?"

Cheng Fanmiao's fox eyes were shining, and he took a careful look at Xu Zhimu's body.

"You, know me so well?"

"You also said that we are the same kind of people, so I am sure that you will not do that kind of thing."

Xu Zhimu nodded affirmatively.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu, but couldn't help but curl his mouth: "Yes, I do have evil intentions, and Boss Xu has a good opinion."

As she spoke, she suddenly changed her tone, looked at Xu Zhimu and said, "Boss Xu, can you promise me a request?"

"Cheng Aiqing, but it's okay to say."

Xu Zhimu listened attentively.

Cheng Fanmiao licked her tongue slightly, and after thinking for a while, finally said: "If I make some small mistakes that are unexpected to you in the future, you can't blame me, how about it?"

"That's it?"

"Hey, that's it, Boss Xu, won't you refuse?"

Cheng Fanmiao made a pitiful look.

"The small mistake you mentioned won't shut down my company, will it?"

Although Xu Zhimu was moved, he also knew how outrageous Cheng Fanmiao's behavior was.

"Don't worry, absolutely not, I'm really not interested in money."

"You're not allowed to have any unreasonable thoughts about me."

"I will never take the initiative to touch you. A gentleman is hard to follow! Is this all right?"

Cheng Fanmiao seemed to be able to compromise on everything.

Xu Zhimu always felt a little unreliable, but these conditions were added.

At least one's integrity can be preserved.

Finally nodded.

While eating dumplings, the two drank two glasses, and a bottle of wine was finished.

The alcohol content of the wine this time was not high, and even Cheng Fanmiao was not particularly drunk.

Xu Zhimu took a look and saw that there was still a bottle of wine in the bag Cheng Fanmiao was carrying, so he reached out to get it.

In the end, Cheng Fanmiao stopped him.

"This wine... forget it for today."

Cheng Fanmiao took the wine aside, his expression changed for a moment.

"The wine you brought is still not allowed to drink?"

"This bottle of wine is the best in my collection. I was supposed to have a happy New Year with you, but looking at you now, no matter how good the wine is, it has been ruined."

Cheng Fanmiao clicked his tongue, his mouth full of righteousness.

Xu Zhimu took a look, and found that it was indeed a good wine. One of the wines from Chateau Lafite cost [-] to [-] on the market.

"That's true."

Xu Zhimu smiled and shook his head.

"When will you be able to solve all the things in your heart perfectly, and come to me to drink this bottle of wine."

Cheng Fanmiao shook the red wine bottle in his hand, and there was a hint of hidden emotion in his eyes.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and nodded after a long time: "Okay."

I finished eating the dumplings.

Xu Zhimu called for a substitute driver, and first sent Cheng Fanmiao back to the community.

After waving goodbye.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the bottle of wine left in her hand, she shook it gently in her hand, and then looked in the direction Xu Zhimu left.

"Sure enough, it's still about An Xiaomi... I'm so envious... Forget it, I'll let you go this time."

She took the red wine and looked under the street lamp. There seemed to be some precipitation under the red wine.

The corners of her mouth curved slightly into a nice curve.

"But, you still don't know me well..."

"Soak it in wine, will the effect be stronger next time?"

Cheng Fanmiao's cheeks were hazy with a smile, which was pretty, but also carried a trace of obsession and coquettishness that belonged to her alone...

　Awaited
　　This chapter is not pushed, because the timing is not right, this point is not suitable
　　But the end is not far away. Of course, this process depends on how Miaomiao operates.

　　I have been updating in other places for the past few days and it is difficult to return to normal. The next chapter will push the big plot. Thank you for your understanding and support.

　　
　
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