Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 612 Xiaomi's Diary (Please Subscribe!)

midnight.

Xu Zhimu looked at the sweet girl sleeping in his arms.

Although An Xiaomi's character is very lively, she is still a very timid and thin-skinned little girl.

I still remember that before even holding hands, I had to touch them quietly.

Obviously I like it very much, but I have been secretly hiding it in my heart and dare not say it.

Up to now, she dared to pester herself to do this noble cause of promoting family planning on the sofa in the living room.

If it was before, Xu Zhimu might still find it very exciting, but now that she is like this, Xu Zhimu always feels a little blocked in his heart.

This is what An Xiaomi may have sensed about his own body.

The last bonfire carnival before darkness comes...

The two of them were wrapped in blankets, and the pillows on the sofa were thrown everywhere.

Xu Zhimu tidied up the clothes on the two of them, looking at the war wreckage in the trash can, Xu Zhimu quickly put them away.

Although the matter of the two of them is now under the acquiescence of the parents, it is still a bit embarrassing if this kind of thing is bumped into.

But Xu's mother knew that the two of them were in the living room just now, so she didn't come out, which just gave Xu Zhimu room to manipulate.

But if An Xiaomi is not sent back today, Father An probably won't be able to sleep at ease all night.

Xu Zhimu slowly got up from the sofa and took off the girl on his body. Fortunately, An Xiaomi didn't pinch his head with the deadly scissors.

Xu Zhimu wrapped An Xiaomi tightly with a blanket, then picked up An Xiaomi, and slowly walked out of the room. The two families kept each other's keys, and took them directly from the key rack at the door.

Slowly opened the door of An Xiaomi's house, and found that the light in the living room was still on, as expected, they were still waiting for the two of them to go back.

Xu Zhimu hugged An Xiaomi, went to her room, and gently put her on the bed.

There is still a hot water bottle under the bed, which will be warm immediately. It seems that Xiaomi's mother should have not slept all the time, and even comes to change the hot water bottle every once in a while.

This mother who usually looks black-bellied and unreliable is actually more delicate than anyone else.

Helping An Xiaomi tuck in the quilt, Xu Zhimu lowered his head and quietly looked at the girl in front of him.

Since the beginning of winter this year, An Xiaomi's condition has not been very good. The weak state has continued, and her fair and tender face always has a morbid paleness.

But even so, every time she sees herself, she always blushes, opens her arms, and runs over in small steps, with a cute face that wants to be hugged.

Perhaps, Xu Zhimu now is the ray of light in An Xiaomi's gloomy life.

She is only 20 years old, which is the most beautiful age for a girl. God has made her so perfect, so she shouldn't be taken back so early.

Xu Zhimu lowered his head and kissed her gently on the forehead.

He looked at her quietly for a long time, and finally saw a photo and a notebook on the table.

The photo was still a headshot of himself and An Xiaomi wearing school uniforms and taking a stroll together.

In fact, there are many photos of the two of them together, but An Xiaomi seems to like this one the most.

After all, that school uniform is a memory that only belongs to two people.

From elementary school to high school graduation, throughout the school days, they were the only figure in each other's youth.

It can be said that the memories in school are all about her.

I still remember that at the beginning of school this year, when I went to welcome the new students by myself, An Xiaomi said that a wedding would be held in the school first.

Difficult, but not impossible.

Xu Zhimu went over to pick up the photo and looked at it. At that time, he hadn't completely untied An Xiaomi, and he always felt a little absent-minded when taking pictures, but An Xiaomi pulled him and took a group photo with a smile.

Mindless and unhappy.

Xu Zhimu smiled, I knew this was the case... I took a good photo with her back then.

Next to the photo, there is a notebook.

Xu Zhimu remembered that this was her diary, and remembered that the last time he came here, An Xiaomi still hid it so that he could not read the contents of the notebook.

A breeze blew by, and the notebook in front of me opened a few pages.

【May 12

It's snowing and it's so cold, that stinky guy finally came back with Sister Ningqing today.

He also said that he would go out to the villa to hold a party together.

Going to that beach, I remember the last time I went there was still winter.

But it's really cold today, my head is a little dizzy, and my chest hurts after taking a breath of cold wind...

But today I can finally go out with him, I have to hold back, come on, An Xiaomi!

in the afternoon.

This stinky guy really took me to eat noodle stew again.

In fact, I don't particularly like stewed noodles, but in this way, I can be with him!

After I went back, I knew that Sister Ningqing had already guessed something. I thought she would be angry, but she didn't.

She is really gentle. If that stinky guy can marry Sister Ningqing in the future, he won't have to worry about him in the future.

Even if it is... I no longer...]

At this point, the content was suddenly blown by the wind again.

Xu Zhimu looked at the notebook, and then looked back at the girl sleeping soundly on the bed. Instead of turning the pages, he turned the notebook in the other direction and closed it, pressing it with the photo album.

In the diary, Xu Zhimu disagreed with the ending of the story.

Xu Zhimu put down the photo frame, came to An Xiaomi's bed, and gently smoothed her hair around her ears.

This girl who haunted his entire youthful memory in his dreams.

Absolutely won't let her leave him.

……

After Xu Zhimu left.

The door to the master bedroom was gently pushed open.

Mi's mother, who was wearing the same style of pajamas as An Xiaomi, came out of the room.

She looked in the direction of the door and walked to her daughter's room.

Under the dim moonlight, she slowly came to An Xiaomi and looked at her daughter's rosy and pretty face.

She also sighed softly, and touched her cheek pitifully.

Today is the day when the two families pamper them by default.

But this year has passed, Xu Zhimu is about to get engaged, what will happen to her in the future... no one can say for sure.

She stood up and looked at the photos on the table.

The two looked like they were wearing school uniforms, and the time passed so quickly in the blink of an eye.

When picking up the photo album, the notebook flipped to the last page without force.

This page has very little content, it is the last page of the entire notebook.

Only a few words.

【If there is an afterlife
Put on a wedding dress for you. 】

Mother Xiaomi was in a daze for a long time, her eyes were slightly moist, and she looked at An Xiaomi who was sleeping soundly at the moment.

Silly girl……

……

The first and second days of the Lunar New Year are the days when close relatives visit relatives.

Xu Zhimu accompanied An Xiaomi to her grandma's house.

The old lady was also very happy, and she prepared the meal early and waited.

While eating, he pulled the two of them and asked again.

"It's been another year in a blink of an eye, and you two aren't going to talk about family affairs yet?"

As soon as the old man reaches his age, he always likes to match up the juniors to get married quickly, and most of them are well-intentioned.

After all, it is a major event in life, and it can be said that Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi know each other completely.

The old man is completely at ease with them, so naturally the sooner they get married, the better.

An Xiaomi was stunned for a moment. She glanced at Xu Zhimu, and her sweet and greasy expression appeared on her face again.

"Grandma, we are still in school..."

"It's not too late to go to school. Xiaomi, you will be almost 20 years old after the new year. According to the regulations of the country, you can get a marriage certificate. You are a big girl."

Grandma Xiaomi said with a smile.

An Xiaomi blushed slightly, and then cast a glance at Xu Zhimu: "It's useless for me to get the certificate alone, he still has to wait for two and a half years."

Xu Zhimu is now 20 years old after the new year, and he is still more than two years away from the legal age of 22 when he can receive a certificate.

But why do you always feel that this number is a bit weird?

"So, even if you don't get a certificate, you can always get engaged. Nowadays, people get engaged according to the standard of marriage. It can be regarded as an early experience for you."

Grandma Xiaomi smiled and offered a suggestion, and then put a chicken leg to An Xiaomi: "Eat some, Xiaomi. You feel thinner this year. If you tend to get cold in winter, drink more chicken soup to keep you warm. This girl still needs to eat some meat." A little meat, otherwise it will be difficult to have children in the future."

"grandmother…"

An Xiaomi's face turned red after being teased, but it didn't look like it had been slightly pale these days.

In fact, An Xiaomi's physical condition has been kept secret by her parents.

They told relatives that An Xiaomi had been cured.

After all, An Xiaomi's body will have to go through a lot of hardships in the future no matter what.

Telling this matter would only increase the pressure on the old man, so An Xiaomi's grandparents didn't know that An Xiaomi's health was so serious now.

It's just that Xiaomi's body has been injured by the previous treatment, and it will be weak in winter.

"You eat it too, Zhimu. You are about to grow your body now. I am still waiting to have a great-grandson and a great-granddaughter in my arms."

Grandma Xiaomi is also a cheerful old lady, a word or two made An Xiaomi too shy to look up.

Xu Zhimu smiled: "Then I will work harder in the future."

"Xu Zhimu! What are you adding?"

An Xiaomi blushed and punched him coquettishly.

Grandpa and grandma Xiaomi looked at these two people and couldn't help but smile.

After dinner, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi took another walk on the street.

"Tomoki."

"Ok?"

"It's already New Year's Eve, and it's not snowing yet..."

An Xiaomi looked a little disappointed, Xu Zhimu also looked up at the sky, the weather is very good today, the sun is high, that's why he dared to take An Xiaomi out to visit relatives.

Xu Zhimu thought about it, and in fact, there will be a heavy snow in a few days.

"Didn't I promise you that it will definitely snow this year, and I'll build a snowman with you."

"Then what if it doesn't come down?"

An Xiaomi pouted her little mouth, she was very serious about building a snowman.

"If it doesn't fall, I'll have someone go to the Himalayas to bring back a truckload of snow for you to make a snowman, okay?"

Xu Zhimu smiled.

"That's pretty much the same, I reward you for holding hands." An Xiaomi couldn't help but hum when she heard this, and passed her little hand from her pocket.

"It's an honor." Xu Zhimu smiled, grabbed her little hand, and kicked it directly into his pocket.

The two continued to walk a few steps.

An Xiaomi suddenly said again: "When is your wedding with Sister Ningqing?"

The girl's voice was small, but Xu Zhimu could still hear the complicated emotions inside.

"After the third year of junior high school, it will be tomorrow."

"Oh, pretty good."

An Xiaomi lowered her head and spoke calmly, but that little hand still moved unconsciously.

Engagement, although it is not a marriage, but you can still put on a wedding dress for the person you love the most in front of the people closest to you.

That was the happiest moment of a girl's life.

An Xiaomi is really envious, but she always feels that she has no chance in this life.

And this opportunity, I pushed it away with my own hands, no wonder who...

Xu Zhimu looked at the gloomy look in An Xiaomi's eyes, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.

Tomorrow, I will get engaged.

This is what Xu Zhimu has been looking forward to, and it is also a promise he made to Liu Ningqing.

Liu Ningqing, An Xiaomi, Ye Luojia.

The three people in Xu Zhimu's heart can no longer be described in simple terms.

A more appropriate metaphor should be part of Xu Zhimu's internal organs.

Heart, liver, spleen, stomach, kidney...

No one is more important than anyone else, because without any one person, Xu Zhimu cannot be complete.

Xu Zhimu will not let anyone go.

Moreover, among the three of them, Liu Ningqing provoked them on her own initiative.

Because of an obsession in her previous life, she forcibly broke into her life. From the beginning to the end, the person Xu Zhimu owed the most was her.

Perhaps compared with An Xiaomi and Ye Luojia, Liu Ningqing seems to lack some shining points. If she doesn't have such a high appearance, she may be just an ordinary person among the crowd.

But what really makes Xu Zhimu never forget is Liu Ningqing's gentle character that still shines even in the dark.

That's the most overlooked thing.

It may be just a simple greeting, a bowl of steaming home-cooked meal...

Most people are unwilling to face the trivial matters of life. Small things can still kill people.

If there is no one around you who can understand and tolerate you infinitely, life will be very sad in the future.

Therefore, getting engaged to Liu Ningqing is definitely not just about making up for her because of guilt.

This is also one of the things Xu Zhimu most wants to accomplish in his life.

He looked at An Xiaomi and gently held An Xiaomi's little hand in his pocket. He remembered something, and then he said with a smile, "Xiaomi, how about I make a bet with you?"

An Xiaomi was taken aback for a moment.Looking at Xu Zhimu: "Bet... what?"

"Just bet on you!"

Xu Zhimu nodded her little nose: "As long as you can get through this winter well, I will definitely hold a wedding with you, the most special wedding, how about it?"

wedding……

These two words, in An Xiaomi's mind, once seemed so extravagant.

She was dumbfounded, looking at Xu Zhimu's laughing but extremely serious expression, she felt the tip of her nose suddenly a little sour.

She didn't know what would happen to her fate.

Even if they recover, can they really accept themselves and Xu Zhimu to continue like this in the days to come?

However, she really couldn't say the two words of rejection.

It's like a drowning person grasping at a life-saving straw, even if it is fragile, it is still a hope worth looking forward to for An Xiaomi at this moment.

The complicated and dull colors on her face were swept away, and she lightly twitched her little nose, showing a silly smile.

"OK……"

She agreed.

Xu Zhimu also laughed, thinking in his mind that the wedding in the near future will belong to the two of them.

　Come on, try to resume normal updates in these two days, everyone stop raising, thank you for your support.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)