Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 622 I allow you to treat her better now... (Revision.)
"Qingqing, I like Xiaomi..."

When Xu Zhimu said this, he felt that he was nothing.

But up to now, if he pokes the hole, he has to tear it open first.

For Xu Zhimu, nothing in this world is unreasonable. After all, as a reborn person, he is the biggest bug.

As long as he does not die, there is nothing in this world that Xu Zhimu cannot achieve.

He looked at Liu Ningqing whose eyes were a little dull at the moment, and continued to speak.

"Qingqing, I know it's hard for you to accept it now. I caused it all. I must be responsible to the end, especially Xiaomi... Remember, I told you more than once about my last life, no matter Believe it or not, Xiaomi's body has reached its limit, I can't abandon her at this time, and I won't in the future."

Xu Zhimu hugged the waist of the primary school sister, Liu Ningqing's steps were still a little messy after all, the high heels she was wearing stepped on Xu Zhimu's feet.

It hurts, but Xu Zhimu knows that Liu Ningqing's heart hurts even more at this moment.

In fact, Liu Ningqing should have guessed the matter between Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi a long time ago.

It's just that as long as Xu Zhimu doesn't tell the truth, Liu Ningqing can keep pretending to be stupid.

Once it is revealed today, it means that there is no way out between the two of them.

"I know I'm an asshole, scumbag, but I will do what I promised you, Qingqing, I promised you, you will always be my last bottom line, but they, I don't want to miss the appointment, please forgive me my greed."

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and slowly squatted down. Under her white wedding dress, Xu Zhimu knelt on one knee, holding Liu Ningqing's hand with one hand.

It's like the scene of kneeling on one knee and proposing marriage today.

It's just that this time Xu Zhimu didn't have a diamond ring in his palm, but felt a drop of warm liquid dripping down.

Those were Liu Ningqing's tears.

She looked down at Xu Zhimu, her usually gentle eyes were also shrouded in tears at this moment.

"Zhimu, I'm really happy today... We got engaged, accepted everyone's blessings, you also brought me to know your relatives, and I finally put on a wedding dress and a diamond ring for you..."

Liu Ningqing seemed to be avoiding Xu Zhimu's topic, her cheeks were glistening with tears, she bent down, and gently stroked Xu Zhimu's cheek: "I actually knew it a long time ago, you told me many times, your last life s story."

"Actually, I don't care what happened in the last life, but sometimes I always feel that the person you most want to find when you come back to this life is me or her."

"I know, from the moment I came to this place, people around me were surprised when they saw me, why the person next to you is not An Xiaomi, but me.

Obviously this is my future home, but at that time, I always felt that the position in this home that belonged to me seemed to be a bit too big for me. "

"I can understand that it was the relationship between you for nearly 20 years, and you have already regarded each other as your real family members, but I always feel a little uneasy in my heart, like duckweed in the water..."

Liu Ningqing's soft words were full of endless sadness.

Xu Zhimu also knew the feeling Liu Ningqing said, when he took her to meet her relatives today.

She said that she envied this kind of relationship between relatives.

Because, Liu Ningqing experienced the death of her mother since she was a child, her father dared not go home all the year round in order to pay off the debts she owed, her grandparents were weak, and her younger brother had to go to school...

The eyes of the same village, the estrangement of relatives, and because of her appearance, she is always missed by others. When she is followed to the door of the house, she always carries a pair of scissors for self-defense. Get up girder.

At the age when girls are the most beautiful, they are not even willing to buy a new dress. They cover themselves tightly with masks and old clothes, just to save some trouble.

But even in such an environment, she can still treat others with such a gentle personality.

Isn't that why Xu Zhimu was attracted to her?

In despair, but still able to maintain hope in the heart.

But she is also a person after all, and she always has low self-esteem, timidity, and even cowardice.

These senses of security cannot be fully compensated by love alone, and this is what Liu Ningqing has always longed for.

Another tear fell from Liu Ningqing's eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.

"You know, after I got the news from An Xiaomi today, I was really scared at that moment, I was afraid that you would leave me alone again... There were many guests, but at that moment, I always felt that there was no one around me. "

Liu Ningqing also slowly squatted down, holding Xu Zhimu's hand tightly: "I have experienced the feeling of being abandoned too many times, but you still chose to stay by my side in the end.

Thank you for choosing me in the end. "

Liu Ningqing looked at Xu Zhimu with a smile mixed with tears, but the light in the depths of her eyes was a little bit brighter.

If Xu Zhimu really left her today, perhaps Liu Ningqing would really be hurt in her heart for the rest of her life.

However, he finally chose to stay with him.

Xu Zhimu proved his promise to her with his actions.

She will always be Xu Zhimu's last bottom line.

For Liu Ningqing, this is a kind of salvation, and it is also her greatest confidence to face her future life.

She hugged Xu Zhimu tightly, sobbing softly.

Xu Zhimu also felt his heart beating faster at this moment, he hugged Liu Ningqing's soft body.

"It's me, thank you, you can still choose me..."

……

Xu Zhimu was changing clothes in the room, and his mind was filled with the image of Liu Ningqing hugging and crying just now.

Has Liu Ningqing been able to accept the matter between herself and An Xiaomi or even Ye Luojia?
Perhaps it will not be completely acceptable for a while.

Or maybe, she already knew that she couldn't completely keep Xu Zhimu by her side, but she was more afraid that she might get farther and farther away from him in the future.

After all, whether it's An Xiaomi or Ye Luojia, they all have their own irreplaceable brilliance.

As for Liu Ningqing, her gentle inferiority complex and timidity made her feel insecure all along.

Today, the choice made by Xu Zhimu is to truly tell her with actions that she will always be Xu Zhimu's last choice.

This is what Liu Ningqingyuan feels happier than this engagement at the moment.

Perhaps, it is still difficult for her to accept it, but she finally has more confidence in her heart.

Now, everything has been put on the bright side, and the rest is left to time, the most difficult step has already been taken
After Xu Zhimu changed his clothes, he walked out of the room, only to see Liu Ningqing, who had also changed at this moment, cooking hot porridge in the kitchen.

"Qingqing, are you still willing to accompany me to the hospital to see Xiaomi?"

Xu Zhimu asked her.

Liu Ningqing was cooking porridge. She had washed her face. She didn't have any delicate makeup, but she also returned to the gentle and approachable feeling in the past, but her eyes could still be seen a little red from crying.

She concentrated on looking at the hot porridge in the pot, the heat made her rosy cheeks look even more attractive.

She thought for a while, then said softly: "I can't give you the answer yet, but I still hope that Xiaomi will be well. At least for this period of time, I allow you... to be nice to her."

Liu Ningqing's speech now has the feeling of the mistress of the family.

Xu Zhimu opened his eyes slightly, he was also stunned for a while, and finally walked over slowly, hugged Liu Ningqing's tender waist from behind, and gently pressed her cheek: "Thank you, my wife."

My wife... yes, the two of them are really engaged now, so they can change their titles.

Liu Ningqing's hand holding the spoon was a little unsteady, but in the end she still said softly: "Go, the porridge is going to be mushy..."

……

Hospital ward.

Xiaomi's mother was still guarding An Xiaomi's bedside, holding An Xiaomi's hands that seemed to be lukewarm all the time, and her beautiful face was haggard at the moment.

Father An was also waiting in the ward, occasionally visiting the corridor and pacing back and forth.

This tough guy, looking at his daughter who had been in a coma all afternoon on the hospital bed, couldn't help but sigh slightly.

They have been waiting.

Although they knew that today was Xu Zhimu's engagement day and they shouldn't show up at this time, they also knew that if An Xiaomi woke up and saw that he wasn't the person she saw, how uncomfortable she would be.

"It's already this time..."

Father An looked at his watch, the engagement banquet should have ended by this point.

Although Xu Zhimu promised to come, but after all, he just got engaged, that girl...would let him come again?
He sighed, even if it was a girl who refused to let Xu Zhimu come, it should be, after all, today is such an important day, no one can be blamed.

It's just that An Xiaomi suffered a lot, but she couldn't have a good body...

Father An looked at the corridor, just when he felt that Xu Zhimu might not be able to come today.

At the end of the corridor, a figure suddenly appeared.

Xu Zhimu passed through the crowd and walked in the bright hospital corridor.

Father An was stunned for a moment, because beside Xu Zhimu, he unexpectedly saw another figure.

"Uncle An!"

Xu Zhimu yelled softly, took Liu Ningqing, and walked over quickly with an insulated lunch box in her hand.

Father An looked at Xu Zhimu and Liu Ningqing who was beside him. He opened his mouth, but for a moment he didn't know what to say.

"Uncle An, how is Xiaomi?"

Xu Zhimu asked again, and Liu Ningqing also looked in the observation window behind the door.

"Xiaomi...she hasn't woken up yet, so come in."

Father An was only stunned for a moment, and he focused on observing Liu Ningqing.

In fact, they have eaten together many times before, and they both have a good impression of this gentle and gentle girl, but today is their engagement after all.

Father An thought it would be good for Xu Zhimu to come alone, but he didn't expect this girl to come with him, and his years of observation and psychological experience told him.

This girl is really worried about Xiaomi.

This made Father An feel mixed feelings in his heart.

open the door.

Mother Xiaomi also noticed the two people, and when she saw Liu Ningqing, she was also stunned for a moment.

"Zhimu, Ningqing, you... are all here."

Mother Xiaomi spoke softly, seeing that the two of them had changed into their usual clothes.

I also breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, at least it proved that they came here after the engagement ended.

"Auntie, how is Xiaomi now?"

Looking at the hospital bed, both Xu Zhimu and Liu Ningqing were in a daze.

They have all seen the lively An Xiaomi who looks like a gardenia in summer.

But now, An Xiaomi's delicate cheeks don't have a trace of blood, and her pretty eyebrows are subconsciously wrinkled together, as if she is having some terrible dream.

"Xiaomi has been in a coma until now. She has a low-grade fever, but she has been on an IV. Your friend said that a specialist was invited. She is basically fine now."

Mother Xiaomi also looked at her daughter, her haggard brows filled with distress.

"Auntie, this is the porridge made by my millet."

At this time, Liu Ningqing took out the insulated lunch box in her hand.

Mother Xiaomi and Father An looked at the lunch box in her hand, feeling even more complicated.

What a good girl, they feel guilty in their hearts, but looking at their daughter who is still lying on the hospital bed at the moment, she can only recite silently in her heart.

"Thank you, Qingqing, for interrupting your engagement today, Auntie didn't even have time to bless you..."

Mother Xiaomi took the lunch box and looked at the girl in front of her. She also wiped the corners of her eyes.

"It's okay, Xiaomi's body is important." Liu Ningqing shook her head, looking at An Xiaomi's weak appearance at this moment, a trace of tenderness appeared in Liu Ningqing's eyes.

Once, she was lying on the bed at home like this, fever, hunger and weakness almost broke her heart.

She could understand An Xiaomi's situation now.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi's appearance, and the memories of his previous life seemed to flood into his mind again.

In the previous life, An Xiaomi, who was in a foreign country, was lying on a hospital bed, enduring desperate pain, how hopeless and helpless should he be.

When Xu Zhimu came to the bed, he looked at An Xiaomi's little hand, which was still infusion. This little hand, which was supposed to be round and crystal clear, didn't have any blood at the moment.

The blood vessels for the infusion could be seen clearly, Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently held her fingers.

Cold, like a block of ice.

Even Xu Zhimu found it a bit unbearable, what kind of pain An Xiaomi's delicate skin and fleshy body endured every day.

Even if the palm is placed under the hot water bottle, there is still no feeling of heat.

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and touched her cheek lightly, even her little face was cold, Xu Zhimu's warm big hand gently stroked her cheek.

An Xiaomi, who was sleeping, also seemed to feel a tinge of warmth, and her brows that had been tightly furrowed slightly relaxed a little.

Xu Zhimu slowly sat in front of her bed, what he can expect now is that she will get well soon.

At this moment, outside the door, a tall figure with red hair, covered with some snowflakes, had already driven over.

　Here we are, we will gather together soon, the heroines have confessed, try to get out today.

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(End of this chapter)