Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 625 In this life, I will not let you do what you want! (Please subscribe!)
In the ward, Xu Zhimu stroked An Xiaomi's sickly pale pretty face.

This girl got up early this morning and came to help her fold her clothes and quilts. She also followed the red carpet at noon, and she hasn't really had a hot meal until now.

"Are you hungry?"

Xu Zhimu asked softly, and opened the insulated lunch box on the table, and the delicious smell permeated the air.

What Liu Ningqing made was a bowl of seafood porridge, which wouldn't look greasy and was also nutritious.

After all, An Xiaomi's body is suffering from chronic wasting disease. He needs to eat meat to nourish his body. He can't eat big fish and meat. This bowl of delicious seafood porridge really makes people more appetite.

"Sister Ningqing did it, right?" An Xiaomi twitched her little nose.

"You can smell it, the little nose is still very good."

Xu Zhimu smiled and lightly tapped her little Qiong's nose.

An Xiaomi wrinkled her nose, and her frail eyes flashed with the color of memories: "When you were in college, as long as you were not at home, Yaya and I would cook with Sister Ningqing, as long as we wanted to eat, Ningqing My sister will help us make it..."

An Xiaomi said, with a warm smile on her pale face.

To be able to find this kind of family-like friendship in a university in a foreign country is like God's pity.

Xu Zhimu took out a bowl, tested the temperature with a spoon, helped An Xiaomi adjust the angle of the hospital bed so that she could lean on her body, and then put the spoon containing seafood porridge to her lips.

An Xiaomi looked at the seafood porridge, and slowly opened her pink lips that lacked blood. A mouthful of hot porridge slowly flowed down her throat, and it seemed to turn into a stream of heat that spread throughout her body. An Xiaomi's weak eyes seemed to glow with some luster.

"Is it tasty?"

Xu Zhimu asked her with a smile, gently wiped the corners of her mouth with his hands, and continued to feed her.

"Sister Ningqing's cooking is of course delicious."

An Xiaomi chewed lightly, her eyes soft.

"That's great, I'm afraid I'll never be able to catch up with Sister Ningqing's cooking skills in my life, and I will definitely be able to raise you fat and fat in the future."

"Then take good care of your body. If you want to get fat, we have to get fat together."

Xu Zhimu fed her another spoonful.

An Xiaomi leaned on the pillow, as if regaining some strength, she looked at Xu Zhimu: "If I get fat, will you still like me?"

"That depends on how fat you are."

Xu Zhimu gave an example with a smile: "For example, if you are as fat as Qingqing, I will definitely like it too."

Comparing An Xiaomi and Liu Ningqing, there is a sense of contrast between a young girl and a slightly mature woman.

Because An Xiaomi's figure is the perfect model of a young and beautiful girl, light and slender, plus she has practiced yoga all the year round, every part of her skin is smooth and delicate, without a trace of excess fat, but overall it is less Sensual.

Of course, the main reason is that the girl's strength is still almost there.

Liu Ningqing is half a year older than Xu Zhimu, and taller than An Xiaomi. In the past two years, he has been nourished by studying food for Xu Zhimu every day, and now his body is soft and tender. .

Thin where it should be, and where it shouldn't be is an unusual way to save face.

Some people always say that when you are young, you don't know how good sister Yu is, and you mistakenly regard young girls as treasures.

But Xu Zhimu said that they are all good, they are all forehead drops!

Of course, An Xiaomi also knew what this bad guy was thinking, a trace of red appeared on her pretty face, and she bit her neat white teeth: "You think beautifully! Others say that when you get fat, you have a fat face first, and then a big belly , I'll get tired of you by then!"

"Just don't lose weight. I also heard people say that thin people lose weight first... In short, small steamed buns can't prosper."

Xu Zhimu smiled and brought another spoonful of porridge to An Xiaomi's lips.

An Xiaomi wanted to bark her teeth like a kitten, but she really didn't have the strength to fight with him, so she could only stare at him angrily.

"Okay, if you want to take revenge, you have to wait for your health to recover. Hurry up and open your mouth to eat."

Xu Zhimu smiled and rubbed the spoon on the girl's lips.

An Xiaomi looked at him angrily: "Then I will hit you in the future, you can't fight back."

"Never fight back."

Xu Zhimu nodded with a smile still.

But An Xiaomi always felt that he was a little specific, but she still opened her mouth and ate the porridge.

After a while, most of the bowl of hot porridge went into my stomach.

An Xiaomi's pretty face finally turned a little more bloody, and it made people feel relieved to see it.

Xu Zhimu took out a tissue to help her wipe the corners of her mouth, and gently adjusted the angle of the bed for her so that she could lie down more comfortably again.

"Is my situation... serious?"

An Xiaomi suddenly asked a question.

"It's not serious, don't think about it, the expert just showed you, you will be fine."

Xu Zhimu helped her cover the quilt and said in a calm tone.

But An Xiaomi smiled and shook her head: "The experts are here, how could it not be serious..."

Xu Zhimu's movements paused, looked at An Xiaomi who was looking at him with fluttering eyes, and lightly tapped her on the forehead: "I'm usually stupid, but why am I so smart when I shouldn't be smart."

"I also hope that I can be really stupid and carefree all the time."

An Xiaomi let out a laugh, looked at the ceiling above, and muttered to herself again: "It's so annoying, I've come to this kind of place again."

"Then take good care of your body, and you won't use this kind of place after you take care of your body."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand, sat on the edge of the bed and continued to guard her.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth curled up slightly: "However, I am actually very happy to see you when I open my eyes this time."

The girl smiled sweetly, just like the scene when she was dating her boyfriend for the first time.

Xu Zhimu took her little hand, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly: "I promised you, the first person you see when you open your eyes must be me."

An Xiaomi looked at him softly.

In fact, as long as I can see him, I already have a lot of courage in my heart.

only……

Only then did An Xiaomi think of something: "You're here...What about Sister Ningqing?"

Today is his engagement, if he comes here at this time, if his engagement banquet is disrupted, then all the hard work today will be in vain, and Sister Ningqing...

"Don't worry, I came here after the engagement ended. Look, she cooked all this porridge specially for you."

Xu Zhimu knew what she was worried about, and comforted her with a smile.

An Xiaomi looked at the insulated lunch box on the table, and her eyes flickered for a moment: "Sister Ningqing...it's really irresistible."

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and decided to tell her what he had just talked to Liu Ningqing.

Telling her at this time may give her a little more hope for the future.

"Xiaomi, our matter... I have already talked to Qingqing."

Xu Zhimu's voice fell, but An Xiaomi's hand was tightly clenched, and his eyes, which had just recovered some expressions, widened.

"What did you say……"

"I have said everything I can say, including what I once told you, and I will be responsible to you for the rest of my life."

Xu Zhimu stroked her slightly trembling hand.

There seemed to be waves in An Xiaomi's heart. In fact... she had thought about this moment many times.

She even thought about taking Xu Zhimu back to her side at first.

After all, my relationship with him for nearly 20 years has accompanied the other party's entire youth. As long as she confesses her inner concerns and truth, it is impossible for Xu Zhimu's character to let go of herself.

Moreover, Xu's father and Xu's mother have long wanted to treat themselves as their daughter-in-law. After nearly 20 years of company, this level of the family has long been taken by him.

In this way, in fact, her own chances of winning are quite high.

It's just... when she thought of her medical records, she felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on her.

She didn't dare to bet that even if she really pulled him back to her side, if she failed to survive this test, Xu Zhimu would only be left with greater pain.

Therefore, she has never dared to expect extravagantly.

She even felt that only if she was not as self-willed as herself, as unreasonable as herself, and as bad as herself...

The gentle and kind Liu Ningqing can go up to the living room and go down to the kitchen.

He is the most suitable person to accompany him for the rest of his life.

Therefore, An Xiaomi has actually been planning for the worst for herself.

But today, Xu Zhimu said that he told her all this.

An Xiaomi couldn't help the thin mist rising from her eye sockets. She looked at Xu Zhimu's cheek which was close at hand, but she gritted her teeth, and she didn't even have the strength to hit him.

"Xu Zhimu! Are you an idiot!"

With a slight sob, An Xiaomi inhaled a breath of cool air into her throat, and couldn't help coughing.

Xu Zhimu hurriedly gave her a little pat on the back, he couldn't laugh or cry: "You scold me no matter what."

An Xiaomi's reaction at this meeting was exactly the same as Ye Luojia's just now. She felt that if An Xiaomi didn't have an IV in her other hand, she would have to punch herself in this meeting.

An Xiaomi sobbed, her pale and pretty face was covered with a blush from emotion.

"You, why do you have to say it now, obviously, obviously I might..."

An Xiaomi couldn't say the second half of the sentence.

"Because I promised you, those words I said before, now it's time to fulfill them."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand tightly, soothing her emotions.

The promise to An Xiaomi is actually very simple.

Xu Zhimu owed her a wedding, and owed her the rest of his life.

An Xiaomi's eyes were complicated. In fact, sister Ningqing might have already guessed about her and Xu Zhimu's affairs.

But as long as this layer of window paper is not pierced, they can still live in such a safe and sound way.

After all, my body may...can't last long, as long as I leave, all of this can be regarded as never happened.

They no longer have to make things difficult for themselves.

An Xiaomi has made this plan countless times, and has also made countless psychological preparations.

Perhaps this is the best way.

But when she looked at Xu Zhimu's gentle eyes, a glimmer of hope still surged up in her heart, and tears kept rolling in her eyes and across her pale cheeks.

"Why do you have to say it now... have you ever thought that if I... I didn't make it through, wouldn't everything you've done be meaningless? You might as well be on your own..."

An Xiaomi was sobbing as she spoke. In fact, she was really happy when she heard Xu Zhimu's words.

No matter how much you promise, you still have to realize it step by step in reality.

Today, seeing Liu Ningqing wearing a white wedding dress and receiving everyone's blessings, when Xu Zhimu knelt down on one knee and helped her put on the diamond ring that symbolized eternity, An Xiaomi was really envious.

Although, she once said that she wanted a special wedding, and also wanted Xu Zhimu to give her a diamond ring that symbolized eternal love.

But she also accepted it a long time ago, leaving silently by herself, the worst ending.

She knows that if she likes someone, she will think of getting everything from the other person.

Her own existence had already hurt Liu Ningqing once.

If she can really hold on, then she can use the rest of her life to make up for her little by little.

But what if you don't hold on?

There is no way for him to make up for the damage he caused to her.

Rather than that, it is better to choose a best way.

That is to leave quietly, before hurting them...

"However, you are not a multiple-choice question in my heart, let alone a judgment question that needs to be weighed after weighing the pros and cons."

Xu Zhimu stared at her deeply, calming her emotions: "I know, you always take the worst outcome as your final choice, you did that last time, but this time... I just don't like what you want."

In the last life, An Xiaomi was like this, she quietly put some on her body, and even at the last moment of her life, she was still enduring the pain and built the last snowman with herself.

Even if he will be misunderstood by himself for a lifetime, he is not willing to let Xu Zhimu be sad for the rest of his life because of missing her.

However, An Xiaomi still underestimated Xu Zhimu's love for her.

Xu Zhimu didn't expect that An Xiaomi, the always lively and savage little princess, would make such a choice for him.

In the last life, I missed it once. In this life, Xu Zhimu won't let go no matter what.

Xu Zhimu showed a smile. He approached An Xiaomi, stroked her cheek lightly with his hand, and looked into her watery eyes.

"Anyway, now that I've got the sack out, then you should hold on, otherwise wouldn't it be too unfair for me, a scumbag, to be scolded? Even if it's for me, you have to hold on, okay? ?”

Xu Zhimu smiled and kissed her gently on the cheek.

This trick is cut first and then played.

Childish, willful, and reckless Xu Zhimu.

But it caused waves of uncontrollable liking to An Xiaomi's heart.

"You were a scumbag."

An Xiaomi sniffled and pouted at him.

"Yeah, I don't deny it, and I'm still an insatiable scumbag. I won't let you leave me in this life. As for the next life... I remember someone promised me it?"

Xu Zhimu showed his greedy face.

There were more tears in An Xiaomi's eyes, but the corners of his mouth could not help but curl up.

"I didn't...you remember wrong!"

"No way, I remember that some people hung this wish on that wishing tree? Shall I pick it up for you and have a look?"

Xu Zhimu rubbed her pretty face, that memory in Neon was also exclusive between them.

The bright fireworks that day illuminated the girl's beautiful cheeks, and also illuminated the tears welling up in her eyes. An Xiaomi made her wish.

"Zhimu, in this life... I may not have a chance, so in your next life... can you choose me as your girlfriend?"

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It belonged to the memories of the two of them. Xu Zhimu gently wiped the corners of An Xiaomi's eyes, watching every detail of her cheeks, and his gaze was filled with endless tenderness.

"The next life is too far away, I love you, right now."

The girl's pale cheeks were blurred with layers of rosy color at this moment. Under the bright fireworks that day, the promise made by the two of them seemed to come ahead of schedule at this moment.

Perhaps, there is no need for promises between them.

The companionship of nearly 20 years has occupied the other party's entire youth.

Companionship is the most sincere confession.

At this moment, An Xiaomi's dim eyes were shining with layers of luster, like a little fire ignited in the dark night.

"Bastard…"

An Xiaomi scolded him, but raised her head and kissed him.

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