Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 677 An Xiaomi, I, Xu Zhimu, like you! (Must chapter.)
(It is better to eat with the BGM "Those Years".)
The horns on the campus, with their whistling electric sound, always stir the strings of youth in people's hearts.

As if at this moment, returning to the flying youth of high school...

"An Xiaomi, it's me, Xu Zhimu."

The magnetic voice echoed on the campus radio, just like the one two years ago.

"Please forgive my sudden action today.

It is said that confession should not be a charge of attack, but a triumphant return of victory.

But sorry, I just can't wait.

So, I decided to say it myself, this love letter that may be destined to have no results. "

The beginning of the letter is almost the same as the confession in the third year of high school, but it seems to be a little different.

I remember at that time, Xu Zhimu stumbled nervously, as if in a tone of death.

But now, Xu Zhimu's voice is full of memories and sighs. This is not only a love letter, but also a summary of the late love.

The students present all pricked up their ears and listened quietly to the sound outside the window.

An Xiaomi stood at the window, her white dress fluttering with the wind, and she couldn't seem to feel the cold wind at this moment. At this moment, she just wanted to listen to this love letter again.

"To be honest, at that time, I didn't know what liking was, and I didn't know what love was, and I didn't even know what it meant to be in love, and what kind of responsibility I had to bear...

But, what I do know is.

From the first time we met, when I saw that little, cute little girl who always blushed and hid behind the grown-ups.

I knew that I would never forget the name "An Xiaomi" in my life. "

An Xiaomi couldn't help laughing, yes, the two families met for the first time on that snowy night more than ten years ago.

That little Xu Zhimu came to him and stretched out his hand: "Sister Xiaomi, I will take good care of you from now on!"

From that day on, the three words "Xu Zhimu" also accompanied An Xiaomi's life.

"No one is born knowing what it means to like.

But, what I know is that every time I see you, I always feel very happy.

Whenever I see you sick and hospitalized, I feel heartache again.

When I see other boys wanting to get close to you, I always feel like I've overturned the jar of vinegar, sour.

I heard from others that liking someone means that you will be happy because of her happiness, feel lost because of her sadness, and be in a hurry because of the opposite sex suddenly appearing beside her...

At that time, we didn't know what liking was, but we all matched every label and word about liking.

Although we are not in love, our behavior is no different from that in love.

We always rode bicycles to and from school together, ate together, went shopping together, and we were never absent on birthdays. Occasionally, during lunch breaks at school, you would subconsciously lean your head on my shoulders... …

I remember that sweltering summer, I was sweating all over, my arms were sore from being pressed, but I was still reluctant to move a little bit, smelling the faint fragrance of gardenias on your body, I slept very sweetly.

I still remember that when I woke up, you were carefully wiping the sweat off my forehead, gently pinching my arm, and you asked me why I didn't wake you up.

I just blushed and scratched my head, I looked into your eyes, my heart beat so fast, at that moment, I almost blurted out.

I say because I'm... used to it.

Actually, what I want to say is, because I like you.

Same pronunciation, different tones.

But after all, I still lost to the shyness of a young man, and missed a chance to confess my love face to face..."

Xu Zhimu's voice spread along with the radio.

At this moment, An Xiaomi's thoughts were pulled back to the past.

What Xu Zhimu said was the few days before the senior high school entrance examination.

Of course she remembered the guy's flushed face.

what i'm used to.

Do you have the "habit" of pronouncing the "third tone" sound?

Of course...it could only be "like".

Perhaps, even Xu Zhimu forgot, after An Xiaomi heard his trembling and nervous "getting used to it".

An Xiaomi looked at him for a long time, finally smiled lightly, helped him wipe the sweat off his face, and twisted his arm again.

"Yeah, I'm used to it too."

It's just that Xu Zhimu, who was flustered at the time, didn't hear it.

An Xiaomi's "habit" is the third tone.

In fact, that time was really the closest that Xu Zhimu confessed to success.

Because at that time, An Xiaomi hadn't really determined the severity of her body.

If Xu Zhimu really confessed at this time, maybe An Xiaomi really agreed...

An Xiaomi was holding onto the edge of the window with one hand, but the cold touch could not suppress her inner emotions.

There are really many things in the world, and they are all a little bit... just a little bit.

The students in the audience also listened quietly.

What they envy is that most people's love letters are just some sweet and earthy love words, or some love song lyrics that they don't know where to copy.

But what about Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi?

This is not a love letter, it's clearly a documentary about my own youth.

A love letter written in the past is better than thousands of sweet and powerless words.

Some people use love letters to pray for love, while for some people, their life itself is the most romantic love letter.

The voice on the radio continued.

"I missed that confession, but my heart became more and more flustered. The failure of the high school entrance examination made me realize for the first time that there is really an invisible gap between us.

Don't blame you, it's me in the rebellious period, that ridiculous and childish self-esteem.

Since entering high school, there are always more and more people around you, and they are getting better and better. Gradually, we seem to be drifting away.

The term "childhood sweetheart" gradually seemed to become a curse.

That's right, after all, one is the high school beauty of the Ninth High School, and the other is the famous rebellious crane tail of the Ninth High School.

At that time, the whole school said that I was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat. "

At the beginning, when Xu Zhimu said this sentence on the radio, he was self-deprecating and trembling, but now, Xu Zhimu can already talk with a relaxed smile.

After saying this, all the students couldn't help but smile.

That's right, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi didn't have the same style of painting at all.

The identity of a childhood sweetheart brought Xu Zhimu a lot of ridicule and sarcasm.

They looked at An Xiaomi who was standing at the window again.

An Xiaomi, who was dressed in a clean white dress, was like a princess transformed into a white swan, so holy and charming, it might be hard to find a girl who is prettier than her in this world.

Listening to Xu Zhimu's voice, An Xiaomi's eyes flickered. When she was in high school, she already knew her physical condition and the fate she would face in the future.

Therefore, she could only gradually distance herself from him.

“At that time, I was really confused for a long time.

I also once said to myself, let’s leave it at that, since I won’t be able to find a girlfriend in the future, it’s just An Xiaomi, so what if I don’t have her?
So, I wanted to stay away from you angrily, but every time I went to school, I could always see you pushing a bicycle at the door by chance.

Every day when I was distracted in class, I could always happen to see you staring at me.

Every time you accept homework, you are always the first to ask me if I have finished it.

Every time you go to the cafeteria to eat, you can always find an empty seat by your side by chance.

Even every time I go home from school, even if I am left by the teacher to recite until dark, when I go downstairs to the carport, I always see you standing in front of the bicycle and walking by by chance.

At that time, I always felt that we should be destined, and God would create so many coincidences to make us together. "

When Xu Zhimu said this, he paused slightly.

In my mind, I also thought of the incident between myself and my primary school sister, those coincidences...

He smiled and said with a meaningful smile.

"However, I realized later that there are so many coincidences in this world.

We can always meet downstairs with a tacit understanding, because you have been waiting for me downstairs, and you don't want to miss the journey to school together.

The eyes that can always look at each other in class are because you have been watching me quietly.

I am always the first one to ask me when I collect my homework, because I am afraid that I will be criticized by the teacher for not doing my homework, so that I can make it up quickly.

In the restaurant, there is always an empty seat next to her, which is also reserved for me, and sometimes you will help me wipe the rice grains from the corners of my mouth while disgusted.

There are too many, these things that I have overlooked...

The coincidences we encountered are all the long-planned results of others.

It is those unspeakable loves that quietly bloom and bear fruit behind the scenes.

Sorry, Xiaomi, I only realized this now..."

After this heart-wrenching apology fell, An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, tears glistened in her bright eyes, and her heart was sour.

When Xu Zhimu was in high school, she suffered so many grievances, but An Xiaomi, who had been suffering from illness and even death notices, would feel very uncomfortable in her heart.

Of course she also wanted to have a good relationship with Xu Zhimu, and of course she also wanted to agree to Xu Zhimu's courageous confession.

However, she really didn't dare.

She knew Xu Zhimu's temper, if she agreed to him like this, according to his character, if she really left in the future, he would never fall in love with another person in his life.

For the girl who was just 18 years old back then, she couldn't think of whether her choice was right or not, but for her, this was the best result.

The students didn't know what happened between the two, but they still heard the sadness and the helplessness they once felt.

At the same time, I can also hear the relief and hope now.

Tears were streaming down An Xiaomi's cheeks, but she was still smiling.

This idiot... how come I only know now.

In fact, I never thought of alienating him, but I used another stupid way.

It's like the confession that Xu Zhimu missed in junior high school.

An Xiaomi also missed this confession in high school.

No one owes the other to the other. After all, the two have always liked each other in their hearts. It can only be said that both of them have taken some detours.

"Xiaomi, I used to be too immature, too rebellious, always self-righteous and thinking of taking care of you, but I couldn't even take care of my own life.

This love letter is the love letter I confessed to last time. Do you still remember the ending? "

Xu Zhimu suddenly shouted to An Xiaomi through the radio, but that gentle voice made An Xiaomi's heart even more sour.

"An Xiaomi from Class [-], Grade [-], please agree to be my girlfriend!"

Before she could speak, everyone in the studio shouted out one by one, and the voice resounded throughout the campus.

Just like two years ago, Xu Zhimu's trembling voice was so excited and so bold. The moment the dean broke in, this voice of great courage echoed over the campus for a long time.

The tear stains on An Xiaomi's face were blown away by the wind, and the shouting voice in the class brought her back to that scorching hot spring.

On the radio, Xu Zhimu took a deep breath.

"In the past, I didn't know what love is, and now I probably don't know much about it either.

I used to naively think that as long as I have you, as long as I treat you well, that means I like you.

Now I know that what I want to own and love is not only you, but also your classmates, friends, family members, and... our future children. "

As the last sentence fell, everyone's eyes lit up. The love in the campus period can only say some love words that are old and dry.

But it is rare to really remember that loving someone is never just loving the other person alone, but loving all the people around her who care about.

An Xiaomi clasped her hands in front of her chest. Her little hands were icy cold at the moment, but her heart was so hot. She stared blankly at the radio speaker, as if she was looking into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"At the beginning, we had already missed too much, and now I don't want to waste a single minute!
so! "

During the broadcast, Xu Zhimu took another deep breath, as if two years ago, he broke into the broadcasting room, wanting to let out his last cry.

Everyone's heartstrings were pulled up, and many people stood up silently, seeming to have become one of the protagonists of this youth story.

Yes, who didn't have one or two favorite people when they were students?
In the past classroom time, when I returned to the front and back of the classroom seat, I went to please the scolding of my favorite people. I still miss the obscure mathematical formulas on the blackboard...

The electric current of the broadcast was buzzing, and with the deep breathing behind the microphone, the voice was particularly melodious and clear.

"An Xiaomi from Class [-], Grade [-], I, Xu Zhimu, I like you!"

The voice was the same as before, it was another cry of a teenager for a confession that had never received a response.

"Okay! Promise him, promise him!"

"Brother Mu is awesome!!"

"An Xiaomi, I love you too!"

Below, all kinds of voices were mixed. Although they are all college students and have seen many tricks and confessions, but at this moment, they all seem to have returned to the past.

All of them blushed excitedly and yelled unreliable bullying words.

The school leader watched silently, shook his head and smiled, and let out a long sigh...

An Xiaomi clasped her hands tightly to her chest, her tears couldn't stop flowing, she opened her mouth.

She knew that this time, she must not lose this opportunity again!
She opened her mouth, but the cold wind made her lungs tingle, she coughed twice, and her eyes suddenly saw, at this moment, that tall and straight figure, dressed in a suit, coming downstairs with flowers in his hands.

An Xiaomi's whole body was trembling, and she stared at Xu Zhimu who came with flowers.

Her eyes were already filled with tears, and her heart was about to fly out to answer for herself.

At this moment, everyone also saw Xu Zhimu wearing a suit from the window, and immediately became quiet again, looking forward to the next moment.

Downstairs, Xu Zhimu knelt on one knee, he raised his head, his deep and soft eyes were looking at An Xiaomi at the window gently and expectantly.

It's like a young knight who slashed through all the thorns and slayed the dragon, and finally came to the castle at this moment, and proposed to his beloved princess.

"Xiaomi, please, be my wife!"

The confession just now, and now the proposal.

The second sentence is Xu Zhimu's current wish.

In a trance, it seems to be a reincarnation consisting of the beginning and end of youth.

An Xiaomi's face was covered with tears at the moment, complex, joyful, excited... all mixed together on her pale cheeks.

The fruitless confession last time has become an eternal pain in the hearts of the two of them.

This time...

An Xiaomi didn't say anything, she looked at Xu Zhimu, she suddenly turned her head and disappeared into the window.

Like, last time... she turned and left.

Xu Zhimu was slightly taken aback, the flowers in his hands moved with the cold wind, suddenly, hurried footsteps came from the stairs.

That pure white figure was walking on the icy ground with his skirt lifted at the moment, and the cold wind around him was like thorns, which made people's cheeks hurt.

However, An Xiaomi's pace was fast at the moment, she was like a princess in a castle, holding up the hem of her skirt, rushing to her knight in front of her knight.

With a weak body, she threw herself into Xu Zhimu's arms without hesitation, holding his chest and weeping unceasingly. She raised her head, her misty eyes were full of excitement.

She opened her mouth, the cold wind felt as if her lungs were pricked by needles, but she used her loudest voice to meet Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"I would like to!!"

The girl's enthusiastic response hovered in the air at this moment, penetrating the entire campus.

"Silly girl…"

At this moment, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but feel sour in his eyes. The responses of these two lifetimes are finally fulfilled at this moment!
"I said...cough, if we meet again, I will hold you tightly..."

An Xiaomi's voice was weak, but she exuded unprecedented emotions. She stretched out her cold hand and gently stroked Xu Zhimu's cheek: "Zhimu, I like you too..."

Xu Zhimu trembled all over.

"Oh oh oh!!"

"Kiss one kiss one!!"

"Xu Zhimu's confession succeeded! My youth is back!"

At this moment, there were boos in the studio that almost toppled the roof.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, and both of them smiled.

Head down.

kiss deeply.

　Here we go, this chapter has been written for a full day.

　　This paragraph is also the soul of the book. I know that no matter how I write this paragraph, it will not meet everyone's expectations.

　　However, overall, there are still feelings.

　　Thank you for your support, and the next few chapters are just as important.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)