The first free king of Tang Dynasty

Chapter 13 Tang Sufan's Loneliness
In her previous life, her life experience was also uneven. Her parents died in a car accident when she was nine years old, and her elder sister took on the burden of earning money to support the family.

But I was young and ignorant, rebellious and disobedient. When I was young, I stayed with my grandparents in the countryside. My sister worked outside to earn money, and even returned to the city to study when I grew up.

Until later, my sister suffered from acquired coronary heart disease, and my sister never told him in order not to let him know.

After he recognized the reality of the society, he worked hard to get admitted to a business school and studied foreign trade in China. After graduation, he worked hard to make money, started a business, and was busy with work all day long.

Time passed by so unknowingly...

He didn't know what was most important to him until the day his sister was lying on the hospital bed.

Later, my grandparents also left one after another, and I seemed to be the loneliest person in the world. He had no relatives, no home...

He numbs himself by working, by being busy.

Until one day, he wanted to go out for a walk by himself to liberate his heart that was about to be paralyzed in the secular world.

So I went out alone, and came to a trip that didn't need to be selective, and I stumbled and fell from the mountain, and came to the Tang Dynasty more than 1000 years ago.

When he woke up, he was lying in the snow and ice, his body became a teenager, exactly the same as when he was a teenager, and he also inherited the memory of the original 'Tang Sufan'.

Later, he wandered around the territory of the Tang Dynasty for more than half a year, eager to find a shelter like a lonely ghost......

In the end, he returned to Chang'an, the home where his "traveling body" once lived, and he barely found a sense of belonging.

Sometimes, many people in the world will be lonely, but no one can bear loneliness.

Every time he dreamed back at midnight, he still couldn't fall asleep, and even developed the habit that he could fall asleep peacefully only if there was some movement around him.

This is mostly due to his psychological problems, but maybe this is also the root cause of his poor living habits from modern times to ancient times.

This is why he would take a nap at a street stall every day when he went to the street.

In the previous life, I was in a hurry, and it was over when I said it was over. In this life, I didn’t choose what I should choose, and I didn’t protect what I should protect. I didn’t know how regretful I was until the things that I thought should exist were lost. .

In this life, I never thought I would be alone...

The setting sun shone on Tang Sufan's now young but not immature face, making the flush caused by alcohol more conspicuous, and the corner of Tang Sufan's mouth curled up in a self-deprecating arc.

He murmured in a low voice: "Hehe, am I born to be lonely..."

Tang Sufan was deep in thought, and suddenly called Li Shimin beside him: "Old Li."

Li Shimin looked at him, and he found that the current Tang Sufan was exuding a sense of desolation and sadness that shouldn't appear on a young man.

Tang Sufan's voice paused, and he softly asked a question about the bad streets throughout the ages.

"You said... what is the purpose of living this life?"

Li Shimin thought for a while, but he didn't answer. He glanced at the wine in the glass with deep eyes, and fell into deep thought.

What do people live this life for?
I work hard to govern, only for the people to live and work in peace and contentment, and the national power of the Tang Dynasty to prosper.

I have pursued imperial power and hegemony all my life, and for this I even killed my brothers and imprisoned my father.

But in the end, my family is not a family, the country is not a country, wolves and tigers are waiting for me, natural disasters continue, internal and external troubles, and I have to face the condemnation of countless people in the world.

I work hard to govern, and dare not slack off, only for the eternal life of the Tang Dynasty, the national establishment and the people's safety!But why so many people don't understand me?
All living beings in the world, why don't they understand me?

Seeing that he didn't answer, Tang Sufan pursed his lips and smiled, that's all. Judging from Lao Li's expression, everyone has their own suffering and worries.

Li Shimin glanced at Tang Sufan, his distressed face eased a bit, and he said, "Boy Tang, after listening to a certain piece of persuasion, you entered the imperial court. With your own abilities, why should you worry about being rich and famous?"

"Prosperity and wealth?" Tang Sufan turned his head slightly and looked sideways at Li Shimin. Although the two had different ideas, Tang Sufan knew that what Lao Li said was really for his own good.

He smiled at the corner of his mouth, and then said: "I'm really not interested in glory and wealth. Besides, do you think that officialdom is so easy to mess with?"

Tang Sufan put his hands on his head, thought of a line of poetry, looked at the sky and continued to speak slowly and unrestrainedly: "Furthermore... An Neng's brows and waists are all powerful and powerful, which makes me unhappy~"

Li Shimin was taken aback by this sentence, and Fang Xuanling who was paddling beside him also raised his ears.

They are already used to this kid's eloquent talent, but what he said...

Is this kid dissatisfied with imperial power?Or does this kid just want to get away with it?
Li Shimin said again as if joking: "You lazy boy, what, isn't today's saint worthy of your followers?"

"Today's saint?" Tang Sufan murmured for a while, then glanced lazily at Li Shimin, and said slowly, "You mean Li Er?"

Li Er! ! !

Tang Sufan's name made Fang Xuanling's heart tremble violently when he heard it. This bastard still likes to kill himself~ Do you know that the old Li in front of you is Li Er.

In this world, although the name Li Er exists, who dares to say it out of fear in front of the current emperor, even the current empress affectionately calls him 'Er Lang'.

I don't know if it was because of drunkenness or other reasons, but Li Shimin was not in the slightest emotion. Looking at Tang Sufan, who had his legs raised high, his hands resting on his head and his face was lazy, he asked seriously, "Then what do you think of today's saints?"

If he hadn't been drinking, Tang Sufan would never have talked about Li Shimin in Chang'an with his seemingly carefree but cautious personality.

But now, he who has been crazy about two or three taels of liquor said slowly: "How is it..."

He seemed to be thinking or maybe it was because of the wine that he had slowed down for a while, and then continued: "It seems that Li Er launched the Xuanwu Gate Change, and it has been two years since Li Er killed his brother and ascended to the throne, oh no, almost three years."

hiss~
bang~

Even though he was sitting on the back chair specially made by Tang Sufan, Fang Xuanling, who was leaning forward on the table and trying to listen to what this kid had to say, staggered and slipped.

Killed brother?

This stinky boy is a real Nima, dare you say it!
Seeing the old man slipping down, Tang Sufan thought that the old man was drunk, so he said hello: "Oh, old Fang, are you alright?"

"It's okay, it's okay!"

Fang Xuanling quickly got up, not even daring to look at Li Shimin's face, even if he thought about it with his toes, he knew Li Shimin's face now.

It's a shame you still have the time to ask me if I'm okay, so you should worry about yourself first!
At this moment, under Tang Sufan's remark that he beheaded his brother and ascended to the throne, Li Shimin's expression darkened instantly, and his eyes that were a little drunk just now suddenly became a little cold.

The change of Xuanwu Gate has always been the biggest thorn in Li Shimin's heart, and it is also the most untouchable thorn in his emperor.

Since ascending the throne and proclaiming himself emperor, no one has dared to say this in front of him, and it is still blatantly saying that you beheaded your brother and ascended the throne.

This kid is No.1!
　I’m going to read books about time and space later, because I’m really uncomfortable when I always sum everything up with the word time travel...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)