About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

sizzle
Accompanied by the sound of cooking, is the fragrant smell of fried meat.

The setting sun made the outdoor sky a fiery red, and at the same time it lit up, as well as the busy figure of Raku Sakakibara in the open kitchen.

My head is still a little dizzy, and it is very vague to think about things.

Like the sticky cream that Le makes when making fried ice cream, messily churned into a ball.

But even if it was blurred like this, Tianhai Zhixue vaguely remembered that just now, Le was downstairs, and he carried himself upstairs, right?

While he was concerned about his own condition, he took the initiative to carry his own back upstairs when he saw that he was not feeling well.

why.?

When Mingmingle was talking to Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli just now, she was still feeling very uncomfortable. All this was because of herself
Le quarreled with Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli for himself, obviously he made them all unhappy, and they didn't contact each other for many days.
As long as Mingming Le just leaves him alone, there won't be so many things happening.

But happy.
Sakakihara Raku came over busily, wearing an apron and carrying a plate.

He put the chopsticks in front of him, and offered himself a bowl of steaming porridge from the pot.

"Yuki, the fried meat is ready for you. It looks like you're not feeling well. I guess you can't eat too much. This is not okay. You didn't eat anything when you were sick, and you became thinner, so I specially made you some plum porridge for you. Eat some of it and get back to health as soon as possible."

Listening to his words and watching his busy movements, Tianhai Zhixue finally turned her gaze to a bowl of prunes and lean meat porridge neatly placed in front of her.

粥.
A bowl of porridge
A bowl of porridge specially made because I feel unwell.

"fun"

"Huh?" Sakakihara Le, who was sitting opposite her, just lifted up the bowl and chopsticks, and he noticed that Tian Haizhixue's eyes were red, as if she was about to cry, "What's wrong? It just happened like this all of a sudden."

". Le, why are you so kind to me?"

"Is it abnormal?"

"I don't know, I don't know."

Tianhai Zhixue gently wiped the crystal teardrops around the red eyes with the heel of her palm, she shook her little head with the big white flower on it, and the heat of dried plum porridge rose on her small nose, "But, Le. Le."

Amami Zhixue looked at Sakakibara, hesitant to speak.

She opened her mouth, obviously wanting to say something, but because of the lack of words, she couldn't express her inner feelings.

Sakakihara Raku only saw her red eyes.

He turned around, took two pieces of paper from the table and handed them to her.

Sakakihara laughed:

"Don't cry, if you have something to say, just tell me directly, take it, and wipe away your tears. Yuki will cry now, which means that there are more emotions in his heart, which is a good thing."

"Le's sorry, I'm really sorry. I made sister Qiyue and Liuli angry again today."

".nothing."

Sakakihara was speechless.

Recently he told yuki not to apologize to himself, but it seems...to no avail.

After all, Yuki's own guilt is so deep and deep that she can forget her sister, and she can't forget her guilt towards everyone.

Yuki is having a hard time today too, right?
Combined with Yuki's childhood experience.

This scene of being rejected with sincerity must have reminded Tianhai Zhixue of the past.

Zhixue is a lonely little girl who was rejected by her family since she was a child.
Accompanying her is only an empty and monotonous room, a diary left by her mother, and a small guitar.

Perhaps Tianhai Zhixue has grown a little.

After wiping away her tears, she picked up the bowl and chopsticks and started eating.

It was quiet and there was no sound.

"Is it delicious?"

"Delicious. As long as it is made by Le, it is delicious"

Her voice was choked up.This sentence made Sakakibara smile, "I have nothing to like about me, right? I'm a bad person, and I can only cook some side dishes."

"It's good to have no music. No one is better than music"

"No, yuki, let's just say, I also deliberately ignored you for a while before. I still understand this."

Tianhai Zhixue didn't know how to refute his words, but after hearing what he said, she really wanted to refute.
I don't want to talk about myself like that.

She understands, Le will not deliberately neglect herself
Certainly not.

So. It should be because of Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli, right?
Because they know that contacting themselves will make them face embarrassment, so keep a distance from themselves.

But now, Le instead chooses to take care of herself, and even quarreled with Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli because of this, to the point where she is now.

not understand.

not understand.
Le, why do you want to do this for yourself.

Obviously sister Qiyue and sister Liuli are more beautiful and better, and they are not as stupid as me.
Le. You don't need your own at all, right?
Le. You can completely discard your own, right?

Le. You can let go of yourself and let yourself be alone in the hospital forever, right?

I can't give anything to myself. Le's affection for him is far inferior to sister Qiyue and sister Liuli.
But why. Why, Le has to be like this because of herself, and sister Liuli and sister Qiyue.

Le, you can completely abandon your own.
I don't have to give myself anything
In the beginning, I didn't have to take care of myself at all.
You don't need to make fried ice cream for yourself every day.
"Yuki, yuki? Don't be in a daze, let's eat."

"fun"

"Another problem? Recently, Yuki has more problems than before. Uh huh, tell me, I will listen."

"Le, why are you being so nice to me?"

"."

Hearing this question, Sakakihara didn't care and ate dinner normally.

There are many things that can be answered about this question.

But after a thousand words, it is enough to sum it up in one sentence:

"I can't worry about you."

"."

Tianhai Zhixue didn't answer, but just looked at him quietly for a long, long time after hearing him say this lightly.

Don't worry
Just because of this, did you quarrel with Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli?
Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head and stared at the dried plum porridge in front of her.

Smelling the sour aroma of prunes inside, she didn't know how to face Sakakihara Raku.

been here for so long
Care, love, enthusiasm, common sense, happiness. Everything is brought to me by Le. Obviously I have no effect on her, obviously I make things difficult for him, and obviously I have chosen to leave on my own initiative.
I understand my inner joy but still worry about myself. I choose to take myself home and treat my illness patiently.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't know what effect she had on him.

But he also understands that he can't always trouble Le.

*
After dinner, the day is almost over, and nothing happened today.

Ah, when Sakakihara came out of the shower, she found that A Ling was staying in her room for no reason, and she was still sneaking.

After being discovered by herself, she hesitated and explained that she didn't know what to say for a long time. Sakakihara Raku was very tired today, so she didn't want to delve into it, so she drove her back to her room to sleep.

One day after that, Tianhai Zhixue began to actively seek out Tianhai Jiuliuli and Tianhai Jiuliuli.

"I want to be with you." Such words, Tianhai Zhixue said countless times in front of the two of them.

Naturally, Tianhai Qimingyue, who had absolutely no reason to accept her, refused again and again.

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't bear to refuse like this for three consecutive days.

".July, is this really good? Every time Yuki waits for us for a long time."

Tianhai Qimingyue, who was wearing a high ponytail, didn't appreciate it at all, "Maybe it's some scumbag's scheme to use Yuki's pity to get close to us."

".July," Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't help asking, "Is Le Jun really that bad?"

"elder sister."

Tianhai Qimingyue's tone was quite calm, as if she was stating a fact, "When he said those words to us, he was already an absolute rotten person in my eyes.

"If a person can't even fulfill the promise he promised with us, and is full of deceit, what is a bad person?"

"."

July is really angry.

sad angry.

If I hadn't suggested her to stay in a hotel for a while, and said a lot to her, Qiyue would have been so sad that she would have flown directly to a place where Le Jun would never find her again to open a bookstore.

July has never felt safe
She lacks trust in anyone.

It has always been like this.

And the person she entrusted her whole life with complete trust said those words some time ago.
Ugh.
Tianhai Jiuliuli wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say to her sister.

After watching her younger sister's basketball skills at all, Tianhai Jiuliuli walked towards her, reached out to catch her crooked basketball, and said to her:

"Then let's talk about business, July."

"what?"

"It's about our team members."

"."

The two are going to participate in the women's basketball game.

For a basketball game, it is natural to form a five-member team by yourself.

The school allows teams to sign up for competitions in the name of classes or clubs.

Strictly speaking, the current registration of the two in the student union is only a preliminary registration, occupying a team spot.

As for the reserve quota, it is natural that people cannot occupy it all the time, and there is a time limit. If the number of people is not gathered before the start of the sports festival, it will naturally be revoked.

In order to form the team, my sister and I have been recruiting people these days.

Tianhai Qimingyue was very speechless about this.

I don't know what my sister thought at the beginning, Feila came to participate in the basketball game by herself, and said that it would be good for your health in July who stays at home and reads every day!

But what is reality?

The girls in their first class are all very bookish girls, who can usually run 500 meters and can pant to the physical strength of walking. Naturally, no one is willing to participate in this basketball game.

This caused the team plan of the two of them to be completely stranded.

Sister is talking about this now, as a younger sister, Tianhai Qimingyue, how can she still not understand what she means?
She said angrily:
"Big sister is soft-hearted again, seeing Zhixue coming to us every day, so you want to take advantage of the situation and pull her into our team?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled at her cold sister, staring at her face exactly like her own, "Zhixue is not very suitable, is it?"

Tianhai Qimingyue really has nothing to do with her soft-hearted sister.

The girl sighed and said: "Sister, you must recognize Zhixue's current identity. Besides, even if you ignore this, Zhixue has just had an operation and is not suitable for sports."

"Le—" Tianhai Jiuliuli quickly covered her mouth, then changed the topic, "Didn't Sakakihara say yesterday that Zhixue has no physical problems, she is just a little weak because she was just discharged from the hospital.

"Besides, what if we reject Xuexue so much every time, what if her condition relapses accidentally and becomes more serious?
"July, don't tell me that you don't care at all! When you were in Hawaii, you were the one who took care of Zhixue the most."

Tianhai Qimingyue squinted her eyes, "My sister has said so much, but I can't persuade me to let go."

"July~"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't intend to give up, and continued to rub her ears softly.

"Look, we haven't seen Le Jun in the past few days. What does this mean? This means that this is Zhixue's own idea! It seems that when you met Sakakihara-san the day before yesterday, didn't he also say that it was Zhixue who wanted to come to practice with us on his own initiative?"

"A man who is full of lies is not worth trusting."

"."

Seeing her younger sister's dissatisfied side faces, Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't speak any more.

She stopped and thought about it, and soon, she seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly laughed.

"Then Zhixue will come to us again this afternoon, and you, July, will come forward."

".Why do you want me to come forward? My sister can't? My meaning has been made very clear, and I don't think it is necessary to repeat things that waste time."

There is a play.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took advantage of the victory to pursue and came to the twin sister.

"July~ Can you still understand, sister Xinsi? You just can't bear to see Zhixue's sad face after being rejected, right? She already feels guilty towards us, and the way she looks at us makes people feel distressed."

Tianhai Qimingyue folded her hands on her chest, and turned her face to the outside, avoiding her sister's gaze.

"July, you must not have the heart to see Zhixue like that, right?"

".There's nothing to bear. She got the happiness she wanted. She should be happy."

"Are you happy to see Zhixue every day in July?"

"."

Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for a long time, and finally, she couldn't help but look at her sister.

".Why? Why did sister let Zhixue join us?"

"The reason is very simple. We are short of people. Zhixue and our goal are the same. They are both classmates and acquaintances. Isn't it good to be a teammate?"

"But," Tianhai Qimingyue tried hard to calm down, took two deep breaths, "Sister, don't you think it's very awkward for us to get along with her, Zhixue's current identity?"

"It's a little bit, but didn't we agree not to blame Yuki? Everything is Sakakihara-san's fault. He gave too much care to others that shouldn't be given. Putting myself in the shoes of others, it's completely normal for Zhiyuki to like him. She even chose to quit voluntarily when facing us. Doesn't this mean that Yukiyuki is good?
"Yeah, the main reason is that I'm soft-hearted. Really, in July, I can't see Tian Tianzhixue coming to us so pitifully. She wants to apologize to us and wants to be with us."

"."

"July, how about it, think about it. Anyway, we can't find anyone to form a team."

"."

"July~"

Tianhai Qimingyue frowned nervously, "I don't understand why my sister insists on playing basketball."

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled and said, "It's not my fault! This was decided from the very beginning, and you agreed to it in July. I didn't know that Le Sakakihara would choose the same project as them."

"."

"accepted?"

".I didn't say that"

"If you agree, that's fine, or else, call the bell by the way. She seems to be practicing basketball too. I saw it in physical education class. Well, if that's the case, our five-member team is only missing one person."

"Since when did my sister learn how to push an inch?"

"July, anyway, as long as Sakakibara-san doesn't come with me, isn't it all right?"

"."

"Then I finally ask my sister a question, what is my sister really thinking?"

"The real idea, isn't it—"

"Sister." Tianhai Qimingyue became serious.

"...Well, didn't I say before that I always feel that Sakakihara-san is a bit strange."

Tianhai Qimingyue understood her meaning almost instantly, touched her chin, raised her head and said, "So, my sister wants to test that scumbag by getting in touch with a few people. I advise my sister not to have any expectations, that guy will only disappoint you."

Tianhai Jiuliuli quickly grabbed her sister's hand, "Yeah, I also agree with what you said in July. It's just that no matter how bad Le. Sakakihara is, it won't hinder our relationship with Ling and Yuki. No matter how you say it, we still have the identity of a family now."

"."

Tianhai Qimingyue closed her eyes and stopped replying.