About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

"By the way, do you want Le Jun to practice basketball with us now?"

"I used to suffer a blank stare every five seconds?"

"."

Tianhai Jiuliuli bowed her head in silence, recalling what happened in school yesterday, she felt a little sorry for Sakakihara Raku.

——Suggested to him to practice together, and then thought that July would also come over, as long as the two of them get along a little bit, they can remember the past friendship and get closer in distance.

but.

always backfires.

Every five seconds, Qiyue would say a word or two to Le Jun, and Le Jun would not give in to Qiyue now, and then the two taunted each other mercilessly with vitriolic words.

It was uncomfortable for me to be caught by the two of them.

Do you think it is necessary for the two to poke each other's scars like this?

Playing basketball is full of gunpowder.

". Le Jun, can you try to make it one o'clock in July?"

"Why let it go?"

"Because maybe July is waiting for Le Jun to soften your attitude?"

"Why didn't she relax and wait for me?"

"...Because it was indeed Le Jun who did something too much before. It's not that Le Jun doesn't know how important Qi Yue thinks Le Jun is."

"Let's discuss the matter as it stands, Liuli."

"Okay." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded.

"I never cared what July said to me. I did something wrong. Of course, I will try my best to make up for it. My request is indeed too much for you."

"Then why is Le Jun still so angry with Qi Yue?"

"She said things that she absolutely shouldn't have said as July. I couldn't accept that she didn't acknowledge her childhood self that was saved by compassion.

"She thinks my sympathy is unnecessary, Liuli, do you still remember what I said to you yesterday afternoon?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought for a while, and tentatively guessed:
"Le Jun wants to be loved?"

Sakakihara shook his head, "To be precise, it is the sentence 'my life comes from the approval of others, I give my family the best possible care, and hope to get love back'."

What does this mean?
Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't want to just listen, because if she didn't think about it, she believed that it would be impossible to reconcile the relationship between him and Qiyue.

Therefore, after careful consideration, I tentatively continued to ask:

"Because Le Jun relied on these emotions to support himself in the past, and asking Le Jun to give up sympathy in July is to deny Le Jun's fundamental motive?"

"It's the fundamental personality!"

Sakakibara made a loud noise, then calmed down again.

"Since she asked me to abandon compassion, fine, it means she is denying the past, and she herself does not want my salvation.

"I used to believe that Qiyue was someone who understood me, and I was willing to be responsible for her feelings because of this, but since she doesn't even recognize me as a person, why should I contact her again?

"Everyone is born as an individual. There is no one who is the son of destiny. Since Qiyue thinks so, she doesn't even agree with her past self. Then I don't want to plead with her so humbly."

After Sakakibara explained seriously, she glanced at the time on the watch.

"Okay, Liuli, I don't want to explain too much about July. I have a ball game with people from the basketball club at noon. You can arrange it yourself at noon today."

After he said these words, he went straight to the teaching building.

Ugh.

Amami Jiururi stood under the shade of the zelkova tree, watching the back of Sakakihara Raku go away.

The girl sighed slightly in her heart.

She thought to herself that the relationship between Le Jun and Qiyue was more serious than she imagined.

Qiyue was angry because Le Jun didn't keep his promise.

Le Jun was angry that Qiyue did not recognize him, and even asked Le Jun to change his long-standing insistence
Perhaps Le Jun's current changes are exactly what Qi Yue wished for?
The current Le Jun is actually the result of Qi Yue wanting him to abandon his sympathy?
Sure enough, in this world, can people not understand each other after all?
Tianhai Jiuliuli even felt that she didn't agree with what she said to Le Jun before July, the sentence "Enough of empathy".

If there is no empathy, then there will be a lack of empathy.

If there is no empathy, why do you expect others to understand yourself?Empathize with yourself?
She feels little hope for the future of the two of them.

Could it be that the two will really go their separate ways in the future?
No, Sora sighed that it was useless. Now that he understood what the two of them really thought, he had to work hard to find a way.

*
There are still 11 days until the official start of the sports festival.

Well, what should I say?

In addition to studying, the whole campus is sports. On the one hand, it is necessary to prepare for the final assessment, and on the other hand, it is necessary to practice in advance for the sports festival.

Therefore, even when the time came to eight o'clock in Tokyo time, there was no sunlight in the sky, and there were still many people left on the school playground.

"Hmm. Ha."

Yuki's childish voice caressed her ears, and Sakakihara couldn't help but slow down the rhythm so that she could be more comfortable.

"Yuki, if it doesn't work, just take a break."

"No. Obviously Le still has so much physical strength, it's hard. You can accompany me alone. You should be more active."

Seeing Tianhai Zhixue's face that couldn't be more red, Sakakibara was happy to see that she was still willing to persevere, so he could only say Amitabha in his heart.

Then she dunked the basketball she was trying to defend with one hand.

This time Tianhai Zhixue was really dying, and sat down on the grass.

The sweatshirt was sticking to her body, not only the curves of her body, but also the traces of underwear on her shoulders and chest.

"Lele's physical strength is really, really good." Tianhai Zhixue panted, the red tide on her face hadn't completely faded.

"Don't use such strange words, you will be misunderstood. But if Liuli hears this, I would be happy to stab me in the back."

Sakakihara sat down beside her, with the basketball beside her.

Looking up, the sky above Tokyo is a deep blue.

The plane that draws its wake in the clouds is shining brightly.

"Why would you say that?"

"Living is tiring, isn't it? Thinking about it carefully, death is actually nothing. Quietly, sleeping forever, no longer being in a dilemma, and no longer suffering from making mistakes, hurting others and yourself."

Tianhai Zhixue hugged her legs, turned her head to look at Sakakibara Le's side face looking up at the sky, obviously she was very happy to practice playing basketball with her tonight, but seeing his expression made her feel a lot lost.

Then came another sense of powerlessness.

Obviously I am by his side, but I can't give him anything, I can't help him.
"It's just an inexplicable complaint!"

Sakakibara smiled suddenly, and met Amami Zhixue's slightly lowered gaze, and touched her head with the big white flower on it.

"Don't worry, for me, yuki is unique to me at this moment. There are not many things that can support me to live now, and you are one, yuki."

"However, I obviously didn't help Le."

"trust."

"."

"Absolute trust counts as one," Sakakibara continued, staring at himself reflected in Amami Yuki's eyes, "Now it's definitely what I say, and Yuki will do it, right?"

"Well, I will do whatever Le says."

What should I say about this feeling?

Trust without a trace of doubt or questioning, not caring about everything else, seeing the world in the eyes of only one's own trust is indeed something that is enough to make people stick to it.

It is precisely because of this that Sakakihara Raku didn't want to ruthlessly remove the only sun in her world.

Probably because Sakakibara's smile and touching her head were very effective for Amami Yuki, her heart felt a lot warmer.

She felt that she owed too much.
It's all because of my own happiness that I became what I am today.
"I want to squeeze Le's shoulders."

"Huh? That's a good relationship, come on."

Sakakibara sat up slightly, and Amami Yuki immediately came behind him.Although the movements are a bit clumsy, they are sincere, and they will feel very comfortable even if they are uncomfortable.

The July wind was blowing gently, and the body soaked in sweat felt cool with warmth.The zelkova trees beside the pitch rustled in the night.A little far away, the students of the track and field department were still chanting slogans and insisted on running.

"Well, sister Liuli said in the afternoon that she wants to ask Mr. Le for something."

"Is something wrong?"

Sakakibara closed her eyes, enjoying the shoulder massage service from Amami Zhiyuki behind her.

"If there is something to do, why doesn't Liuli tell me? Ah, that's right, Qiyue will be there this afternoon, so she can't talk to me alone. Tell me, what's the matter."

"Sister Liuli said that the members of the basketball team have been found."

Basketball is a five-player game, and their women's basketball currently only has four players, Liuli, Qiyue, Ling, and Zhixue.

"Who did the fifth person invite?"

"Sweetie."

The timid girl who spoke immediately appeared in Sakakihara Le's head, "Ah, it really is. It's probably because Ah Ling lured her in. She is not a girl who likes sports."

Thinking about it carefully, this basketball team is really a bit dilapidated.

Qiyue and A Ling are two physically weak chickens. Although Zhixue's physical strength is not bad, he is a novice in the field. He is practicing hard every day.

Tian Nai probably won't work either.

In other words, Liuli can be regarded as a "leapfrog athlete". She must be the power forward in the team, specializing in offense and defense.

"Then, Sister Liuli also said that the team is assembled and has practiced for several days. I want Le to do a favor."

"help?"

"Well, Sister Liuli said that Le has a good relationship with people in the basketball club recently, and I want Le to help organize a confrontational practice match."

Ah, got it.

Before, they were almost all practicing basic skills on their own, and they hadn't really fought in actual combat.

Now that the team is well-organized, I want to practice it.

It is indeed possible to find someone from the basketball club.

It is indeed more convenient for Liuli to invite people from the basketball club by herself.

It's just that all I know are boys.

Will they say yes?
*
"What?! Is there such a good thing?!"

Alright, Sakakihara decided to take back the idea of ​​last night.

As soon as these guys heard that they could play ball with girls, it was true—it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as a bloodbath.

The head of the basketball club, named Makino Yang senior, usually looks ordinary, but he is a decent and sunny boy, so he is very happy.

No matter what he said, he was unwilling to give up this opportunity to fight against the practice match to the girls in the club.

Although there are no girls in his club at all.

This smelly men's club full of sweat every day, will there really be girls willing to join?

Ah, speaking of which, they only recruited a female manager after I recently joined the basketball team.

Makino Yang directly embraced Sakakihara Raku's neck, and said generously to the members in front of them in the club classroom decorated with only basketballs and jerseys:

"Let me just say, it is an extremely wise choice for Sakakibara-san to join our club."

The deputy minister, wearing a pair of rimless glasses, with a bookish face, but the thin and tall Gao Shan senior held his forehead and said helplessly:
"When I said I wanted Sakakibara to join, I don't know who said that after he joined, no girls would watch us play, and he must not be allowed to come in or something like that."

"Huh? Is there such a thing? Why don't I, the minister, know?"

Makino Yang grinned grinningly. Seeing that the club members were looking at him with dead fish eyes again, he immediately changed the subject and became serious.

"Ahem, let's get back to business. Of course we can help with the things you mentioned, Sakakibara. Although the basketball club has a large number of people, in fact, there are only a few people who actually come to participate in club activities. Everyone has their own circle. Basketball In fact, everyone practiced this thing with a few classmates who had a good relationship.

"And this sports festival is not only held by our school, people from other campuses will also come to participate. As the basketball club of Mingde Guizhou, we have an obligation to help the women's basketball team in our school to improve their strength! This is an unshirkable obligation.

"So, when and where is this competition?"

Sakakihara shrugged:

"It's not clear, they haven't decided yet, and I only found out about it yesterday."

"That's fine, it doesn't matter. When it is confirmed, it will not be too late to inform us. We are free anytime."

Even if this matter is agreed to.

Several students from the basketball club are quite serious about this matter, and they are still discussing whether to try to keep their hands or not, so as not to make the opponent too ugly and lose face.

"Hey, Sakakibara."

"doing what?"

Sakakihara turned his head to the side, and saw Yoshiyuki Fujino approaching him.

This guy played basketball with him for a long time, so he took advantage of the opportunity to join the basketball club.

Anyway, he was in the previous department, no matter how you put it, he was doing odd jobs.

As soon as others said that playing basketball would make his girlfriend like him more, he took advantage of the opportunity to join.

"Sakakibara, you said, who is the girls' basketball team that asked us to help?"

"Didn't I just say that?"

"No, you never said that."

Didn't say it?

The minister and the others were so excited.

Or are they just happy to hear that they can play basketball with girls?
"It's not Liuli's team."

Yoshiyuki Fujino was stunned, "Which team is Jiujiu Liuli's deputy squad leader?"

"Ah, what's the matter?" Sakakihara didn't understand his expression.

".That's out of the question."