Become a god after divorce

Chapter 493 Zhou Na's Self-Reflection

Seeing Zhou Na eating deliciously, Zhou Ying couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional!
Thinking about what she just said, there is only a bag of instant noodles left at home, and there is no water, and I don't know how she managed to get to this point.

Although the salary of Unit X is not high, the consumption level in Kefu City is not bad. Although there have been a lot of high-end consumption in recent years, the prices of civilian consumer goods have not increased much.It stands to reason that even if the rent is removed every month, there will still be four to five thousand yuan in expenses. As long as the money is not spent indiscriminately, no matter what, I can live a decent life with food and clothing.

During family reunions, every time she saw Zhou Na's family, they were all well-dressed and paid attention to food and clothing, but she didn't expect her life to be like this now. Some do not understand.

"Zhou Ying, what are you doing?" Xu Fuhai's dissatisfied voice came from the bedroom.

Hearing what he said, Zhou Ying got up quickly, and said to Zhou Na embarrassedly: "Sister, you eat first, Brother Fu Hai called me, I will go to see him first. You can just leave after eating in a while, no need to clean up, just use water If so, there are still two barrels in the kitchen that I just made, you just take one and use it first."

Zhou Na was eating delicious rice and braised pork, when she heard Zhou Ying's words, she stopped immediately and looked in the direction of the bedroom.

Of course she knew what Xu Fuhai was asking Zhou Ying to do at this time, seeing him treat her like air, she felt even more grief and indignation.She wanted to get up and leave, but this warm and familiar room seemed to be magical, so she couldn't move away no matter what!

After all, after so many years with Xu Fuhai, the two separated in the past two years, and experienced so many things, Zhou Na will also reflect on the past of the two, wondering why Xu Fuhai hates her so much and refuses to forgive her.Although most of the time when she was thinking about it, her mind was occupied by anger, but occasionally, Zhou Na would think about some of her own problems.

When she just entered the door, she saw Zhou Ying, who was so glamorous that she didn't even dare to recognize her, Zhou Na suddenly seemed to understand something.She originally came here with the idea of ​​coming to the door to inquire about her teacher's crimes and disturb her, but now sitting here, eating the long-lost delicious meal, the hurdle that she had been unable to overcome before seemed to have passed it suddenly.

Listening to Zhou Ying's words, Zhou Na nodded, turned her head and smiled at her and said, "It's okay, you can go quickly."

Seeing Zhou Na's reaction, Zhou Ying was a little surprised. She thought Zhou Na would lose her temper like before, but she didn't expect to laugh at herself!
At this moment, Zhou Ying found that she seemed to have changed, and became different from the previous Zhou Na.

However, Zhou Ying didn't show the surprise, but nodded to her with her usual expression, greeted her a few more words to let her be more casual, and then got up to leave.

"Can I use the bathroom? I was in a hurry when I came out, and I didn't take care of myself, like a beggar." Zhou Na said with some embarrassment.

Seeing her say that, the surprise in Zhou Ying's eyes grew stronger.

But she immediately said: "No problem, you can use whatever you want. The things on the dressing table are mine, you can use whatever you want, and there are new toiletries in the cabinet next to it, it's Sister Mi Xue and Qingcheng. A few of them were put there when they came, if you need anything, just take it.”

Zhou Na nodded, seeing Zhou Ying's anxious look, she couldn't help but smiled and said, "Okay, I see, you should go as soon as possible."

Seeing Zhou Ying nodded and hurried into the bedroom, Zhou Na said to herself with some emotion: "It's nice to be young. But he doesn't know what's going on. He's in his 40s, but he still looks like a young man." , so many women..."

Shaking his head, he stopped thinking about these things, sat down silently, and finished the remaining rice and braised pork in the bowl.She ate very slowly, chewing once and for all, as if she wanted to remember the taste in her heart.

The door of the bedroom was closed, and it was very quiet inside, only some tiny movements could be heard.Zhou Na knew in her heart that Zhou Ying was deliberately suppressing her feelings, fearing that she would be embarrassed outside.

She sighed, got up and cleaned up the dishes, and went to the bathroom again.

Pressing the switch on the wall, the soft light turned on, reflecting himself in front of the makeup mirror.

That mirror was chosen by myself when I married Xu Fuhai. It was a very expensive brand at that time, and it cost as little as 1000 yuan.Of course, with Xu Fuhai's current net worth, this little money is nothing.The rare thing is that he hasn't replaced the mirror yet.

Not only the mirror, Zhou Na found that the small cabinet below, the two rows of clothes hooks on the wall, and a small locker behind her were all bought when she and he first moved into the house, and they hadn't been used yet. Throw.These are just ordinary brands. With his current net worth, he might not use them if they were given to him for free. Why should he keep them?
Zhou Na couldn't help but look at this familiar yet unfamiliar bathroom again.

It is said to be familiar because most of the furnishings inside have not changed, and it is said to be unfamiliar because there is another woman's breath here.

Although there were not many small bottles placed on the small table under the vanity mirror, each one was extremely exquisite. Zhou Na even found a ruby ​​the size of a pigeon egg on the lids of the two bottles, which exuded a charming glow against the light. shine.

What woman doesn't like jewelry?Zhou Na's heart trembled, and she reached out to touch it lightly.

Withdrawing her hand, looking at her unkempt face in the mirror, Zhou Na blushed slightly, and hurriedly began to wash and tidy up.

After simply washing her face and hair, Zhou Na casually picked up the hair dryer hanging on the wall.She saw the introduction of this hair dryer on the Internet, saying that it is the latest high-tech product without a fan, and it is very expensive, it seems to cost more than 1 yuan.

After pressing the power switch, there will be strong hot air blowing out immediately, and the rare thing is that there is no noise at all, and it is indeed expensive for a reason.

After drying her hair, Zhou Na looked at the expensive cosmetics again, hesitated for a moment, then reached out to pick up a small delicate ruby ​​bottle, and gently unscrewed it.

"Just use some hydrating and moisturizing products." Zhou Na thought to herself.

Although Zhou Ying told her to use it casually, it was her cousin's property after all, and Zhou Na's face was not that big.Thinking back to how she was arrogant in front of their family a few years ago, showing off her sense of superiority in all kinds of ways, and now that they are in front of her, but they don't have the slightest intention of ridicule and revenge, Zhou Na can't help but feel a sense of competition in her heart. Heart!
"Could it be possible that I can still make her a little girl?" Zhou Na thought to herself, unscrewed the bottle, and poured a little lotion on her face.

It is mild and comfortable, especially easy to penetrate, and it also has an indescribably elegant fragrance, which smells of high-end.

After applying moisturizer, Zhou Na looked at herself in the mirror again, and finally looked normal.Although the faint wrinkles on his face still couldn't be covered, at least he didn't look so embarrassed.

It's just that the gray robe I'm wearing is really a little hakama.Thinking of Zhou Ying's stunning pink sling just now, and looking at the tiger's head on the front of her gray robe, Zhou Na shook her head, and couldn't help but think of a previous quarrel between the two, Xu Fuhai said he didn't I like my robe.

What did he say then?

Oh, by the way, he said that he is a dog, Zhou Na wore this gown with a tiger head, he felt uncomfortable.At that time, Zhou Na laughed at him when she heard this, and then she dressed more vigorously, almost every time she wore it at home, just to annoy him on purpose, thinking that she was wearing this tiger patterned dress, just This watchdog can be subdued.

But he didn't expect to bully him so badly that he ran away from home directly.

Thinking of this, Zhou Na sighed softly, crossed her hands and took off from below, took off the old gray robe, and threw it into the trash can.

Standing in front of the mirror in her underwear, looking at her withered and sagging figure, Zhou Na sighed again.

It's been less than two years since I divorced Xu Fuhai, look at Xu Fuhai, and then look at myself.Xu Fuhai is now as young as a strong young man in his thirties, while he looks like a middle-aged woman in her late [-]s.

Putting it in another place, Xu Fuhai is rich and has status now, so why would he want to be a middle-aged and elderly woman who wants to look good but not good looking?If I am diligent and thrifty in managing the family, caring for him, and taking good care of the elderly and children in his family, that's okay, but what did I do when I was with him before?

Let alone the matter of cheating in marriage, even when the two of them are together, what Xu Fuhai gets from him is always endless complaints, accusations and even abuse.As a wife, she didn't let this man experience the warmth of a family for a moment, and didn't provide him with any emotional value. Instead, she always wanted to control and drive him.

Looking back now and looking at herself at that time, Zhou Na suddenly understood what Xu Fuhai did at that time.

At that time, she also laughed at Xu Fuhai, who was honest and careless. He obviously made mistakes first, but he still agreed to his request to leave the house, and even helped her solve her daughter's problem.Now it seems that he is honest and careless, he clearly wants to escape from this family desperately, and he regards those things he gave up as the price of leaving himself.And in order to leave him, he can do whatever it takes!
Why?She is obviously a dignified school belle, and it stands to reason that she should live a happy life of being loved and loved by others all her life, why did she live her life like this?How could an honest man who didn't care about his past and wanted to live a good life with him be forced to such a point?
Zhou Na looked at herself in the mirror, and after a while, she sighed again and said, "You did this all by yourself."

After finishing speaking, she bent down, opened the cabinet behind her, picked out a lavender one from the neatly folded new nightgowns, and put it on her body.

It feels warm and silky, and it is much better than the old robe I put on.

that's nice!

Zhou Na looked at the mirror in the bathroom again, tidied it up carefully, then opened the door of the bathroom and walked towards the bedroom.

(End of this chapter)