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Chapter 203 I'm Your Cousin 【5K】

Until the evening, Yi Xiaoqing was still not found.First, the relatives of Yi's family were looking for her nearby while calling her name, and then the neighbors in the neighborhood heard about the missing girl, and they also joined the search team one after another.We were in the village at the beginning, and then gradually expanded the scope of the search to include places where the little girl might go.

During this process, Wang Hua and Yi Xiaoqing's father were naturally the most anxious.But even at such a moment, Wang Hua still murmured ferociously: "The wings are really hard, which makes us so worried! When she comes back, let's see how I take care of her!" Yi Lan beside her sighed. Tone: "Don't say such things at this time..."

"It's not what you're used to!"

"I……"

Yi Yang watched this scene in silence, didn't say anything, but sighed silently in his heart.

Yi Lan is Yi Xiaoqing's father. His name doesn't look like a farmer's name at all, because the second grandfather can write, and he was very particular about naming, hoping that he would blow to the outside world like a mountain wind. , It's just a pity that the name didn't bring him anything. Instead, it was Yi Yang's father who used to be called "Yi Dawa" who broke out.

Yi Xiaoqing's name Xiaoqing is taken from the meaning of "green out of blue is better than blue". Naturally, it is also the name chosen by the second grandfather, full of hope for the girl.Although Yi Xiaoqing was not close to the second grandfather under the influence of Wang Hua, from the perspective of the second grandfather, Yi Xiaoqing was his only granddaughter. At this time, she was lost, and the old man was so sad that she wiped away tears.

At this time, Wang Hua wanted to say something more, but all relatives couldn't stand it any longer, and some persuaded them with kind words: "Sister-in-law, please stop saying a few words... If there is really something wrong with the child..." "You I still have to control my temper a little bit, after all there are so many people, and Xiaoqing is about to graduate from junior high school, so I still have to save face..." Some elders even said quite harshly: "What is right and wrong now? I still can't think of a way to get rid of it. The child will be found first?"

The reason why Yi Xiaoqing left was that when the pole was erected today, Wang Hua said a few words to her. Originally, it was just a trivial matter. , Chased and said: "Your wings are hard, are your wings hard? Now that I say a few words about you, I will see your face? You are not yet the time to show me!" After a few words of quarrel, Yi Xiaoqing ran away crying.

At the beginning, they didn’t realize the seriousness of the problem. The adults continued to work until they finished their work in the morning and were about to go back for a meal. They called Yi Xiaoqing but turned off the phone. Then they realized something was wrong. , Then I searched around and saw no one, and gradually realized the seriousness of the problem.

After all, she is my cousin, so it is impossible to say that she is not worried.Yi Yang followed the team to search everywhere, while thinking about where the girl would go, and brought himself into the opponent, tried several possible places, but found nothing.It's not a girl after all...

After thinking about it, Yi Yang picked up the phone and called Zhao Yuee's family. Twenty minutes later, Zhao Yuee appeared at the entrance of the village on a bicycle.

Zhao Yue'e's height has also grown a lot taller, and she is no longer the little one she used to be.At this time, Zhao Yue'e, who was in the third grade of junior high school, had already passed 165 in height. According to the memory of her previous life, she could still grow a little longer.But there is not much flesh on the body and face, and it looks thin.At this time, she was wearing a pair of washed-white jeans, a pink printed short-sleeve, and a ponytail, but maybe because she was used to seeing her short and small, she felt that she was not as well-behaved as before... probably because the girl grew up An awkward period on the road?

"How long has Xiaoqing been lost?"

"A long time... if it were you, where would you go?"

"Uh... I don't know, I probably won't run."

Yi Yang sighed, "Forget it, there is no other good way now, I can only search around by pulling a net first. If it doesn't work, just call the police..."

"Call the police?"

"If she runs out of the village, or even goes to the county town to buy a ticket, then she will be in trouble. Although she is still quite timid, it is not impossible."

Zhao Yue'e nodded silently, she also thought of this possibility, and was more surprised at this time, she really didn't expect that Yi Xiaoqing would actually dare to do such an outrageous thing as running away from home.But there is one thing she disagrees with Yi Yang's words, and that is the evaluation of Yi Xiaoqing's cowardice. She thinks, is it cowardly to run away from home?
……

"I'm so timid!"

Thinking of this, Yi Xiaoqing's tears fell down again somewhat disappointingly.

At this time, she was curled up under an arch bridge in the village. This angle was a blind spot. Unless she went under the bridge, she would never be seen on the bridge or on the river bank.Several waves of people have already passed by on the bridge, calling her name...

Hearing that they are anxiously looking for themselves, there is an inexplicable pleasure, and at the same time, the mood is even more disturbed. These are the conscious parts, and there is also a part of the emotions that she cannot detect, subconscious: she can perceive that they are looking for themselves , will bring a sense of solidity.

The river flowed slowly in front of me. Because there were stones at the bottom of the river, the water flowed unevenly. Some places flowed faster, hitting white splashes, and then disappeared quickly.She stared at those places in a daze, and her mood had calmed down from the grief and indignation at the beginning.

When I left in grief and anger, I naturally didn't think too much about it, but now my mood gradually calmed down, and I had to think about some things... What should I do next?Naturally, she doesn't have a formal logic chain yet, she has determined a point, and the thinking mode of how to go to the next point. At this time, she is just confused about whether to go back or not.

Riding a tiger is hard to get off.

She dared not really run away from home.

But she, who is already in the third grade of junior high school, can fully realize what a disaster she has caused by what she did at this time, and as the sky gradually darkens and the time passes by, the disaster is getting bigger and bigger... But being aware of this doesn't help the situation at this time, so why don't you go back in despair?She couldn't imagine how much anger she would bear from her mother when she went back at this time.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt very sad.

Those classmates ran away from home, and their parents must have been extremely anxious. When they went back, they must have cried while hugging their classmates. On the other hand, what they were worried about now was their mother's anger after returning.

I really hate my cowardice!
If it wasn't for my cowardice, if I really ran away from home, I wouldn't be afraid.Thinking of this, tears fell down again.

Many people have undergone great changes in their personalities since junior high school. Many people who used to give small reports or be active in front of teachers in elementary school suddenly became taciturn at a certain time in junior high school because their brains gradually began to think. Things, things about interpersonal communication, things about face, and self-esteem probably become stronger during this period.

Because of Yi Yang's point that time, she realized how many sarcastic words she had said because she had no brains and didn't know it, and she was complacent and thought it was a kind of straightforward humor.Later, when communicating with others, I will deliberately avoid it, and occasionally my nature will reappear, and after reflection, I will be annoyed.But after all, she is not a talkative person. After a long time, she has become more and more reticent, but she is not so annoying in the eyes of her classmates. Everyone is forgetful, especially after one or two long vacations, it is equivalent to refreshing the impression. There are also a few good friends here.

She is very grateful to Yi Yang.She thought, if it wasn't for Yi Yang's suggestion that made her wake up like a dream, she didn't know how long she would continue on this road, how long she would be annoying.

Respect others and understand their emotions.

It's just that the more she was like this at school, the more she collapsed when she got home, because Wang Hua is the kind of person who doesn't care about her emotions at all, and often a trivial matter will rise to the evaluation of the whole person. The sarcasm is constant, and only when chatting with others, will she show off her relatively good grades in the village... She finally realized why she was so annoying when communicating with others. Under the environment, this way of communication is regarded as a normal way of communication in an intimate relationship.

Really broken...

The sky is getting darker, from sunny to cloudy, and it is just a few gaps blown by strong winds.Even when she was under the bridge, she could realize that there were dark clouds.She thought, just let it rain heavily, let the water under the bridge rise, and drown herself!
Then it did rain.

Yi Xiaoqing: "..."

The rain came quickly, tick-tock-tick, and looking at the river from under the bridge, the river had been completely submerged by the bewildered water curtain.

The sky was also completely dark, and it was too dark under the bridge, and her heart became more and more heavy, and she even became a little scared later.But thinking of going back at this time, you will also be scolded, why not just stay here...

One autumn rain and one cold, this rain is supposed to cool down, and the cold gradually eroded from hiding under the bridge, she couldn't help but sneezed.She thought, let herself freeze to death under this bridge... Then she thought of some scenes, after a few days, or a little longer, her parents found her body, and finally couldn't help regretting it, crying bitterly... ... My heart hurts, but it is very refreshing.

But thinking about it, the body is still protesting.Cold and hungry, he sighed quietly, and prepared to go to a place where he could be found more easily... If he was found, it was not his intention to go back after all, so his ambition to run away from home would not be considered destroyed .

She got up from under the bridge, and moved cautiously to where she had slipped down, a slope to climb up.The rain slammed down, landed on the slope, and smashed the soil into mud. Looking at this scene, she was stunned...

Caught in a dilemma.

When she realized this, tears fell uncontrollably again.The rain fell on the body, and it became cooler. At the same time, the sky gradually darkened. The nearby rain, the distant scene, and everything around were gradually blurred by darkness. I sneezed.

After crying for a while, he gritted his teeth and climbed up.

Naturally, this was not an easy task. The slope became extremely wet and slippery because of the mud. As soon as he stepped on it, his feet slipped, and his body fell forward uncontrollably. With his hands supporting his body, he was deeply embedded in the mud At this moment, she screamed inwardly, because the trousers and jacket fell into the mud, and the whole body became a clay figurine. The first thing she thought was that her mother must be even more angry when she saw the dirty clothes. She fell...but she didn't pay attention, at the place where she fell, less than one meter below, was the river that was becoming turbulent.

But since the clothes are dirty, they can only continue to climb up with the mentality of breaking the jar.Weeping silently, she slowly climbed up, the steeper and steeper it was, it was not so difficult to walk here when there was no rain, but now every step forward is extremely difficult.At the last position, it had become a straight slope that she could not climb... Now it became a real dilemma, she looked down at the back, under the steep and slippery slope, the river seemed to swallow everything in the dark... …

She suddenly thought that if she fell... she would die!
When she realized that she had reached the position where life and death were at stake, she could no longer keep calm, and she burst into tears, her fingers struggling to plunge deep into the mud, but little by little, her feet were getting worse. slippery, her heart beat violently, fear drove her to struggle to climb up...

The crying didn't attract anyone else, she felt desperate, but fortunately she stepped on a handful of grass, her feet gained strength, and she struggled to climb up a bit, but she couldn't climb up the last ten centimeters. ...

In that position, she could only grasp it with her hands and step on it with her feet. She didn't know whether it was because of fear or the cold, and she trembled uncontrollably. She persisted in this position for dozens of seconds, her fingers were limp and weak, and her tears mixed with the rain. ...

Then a hand stretched out in front of him.

……

"Ah..."

Yi Xiaoqing was wearing Zhao Yue'e's clothes, sitting by the stove, the firewood was burning vigorously, and the radiated temperature made her feel much more comfortable.Zhao Yue'e next to her didn't say anything to comfort her, she just brought some persimmons from home and asked her if she wanted to eat them.

Yi Xiaoqing took a peek at Yi Yang who was helping her with laundry in the other corner of the main room, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he reached out to save her from despair when he was most desperate... Then he came back to his senses, Shaking his head at Zhao Yue'e, his complexion was weak and his voice was a little hoarse, and he said, "Thank you, I don't want to eat..."

Zhao Yue'e's parents went out to work again, and she was the only one at home.After they found Yi Xiaoqing by the bridge, they sympathized with her in such a mess.Yi Xiaoqing begged not to send her back, Zhao Yue'e naturally couldn't make up her mind, Yi Yang thought about it, and sent her here.

Yi Yang washed Yi Xiaoqing's clothes and wrung them dry, took them to the stove and baked them, and did not blame her during the whole process.After finishing all this, he slowly sat opposite Yi Xiaoqing, "Okay, then let's talk about your affairs now."

Yi Xiaoqing hesitated for a moment, and was about to say something, but Yi Yang took a piece of toilet paper and handed it over, "Your nose is running down, wipe it off."

"You are in a very bad situation now. In order to find you, almost all of us surnamed Yi were dispatched, and the scope of our search was not limited to Yanzi Township, but several nearby townships. Further expansion...Of course, this is not the worst. The worst thing is your mother, and you should be able to imagine her current emotions...Of course it is not blindly angry, but a large part of her emotions are...sad. "

Yi Yang sat there with a calm tone, "But I can tell you with certainty that when your mother sees you, it won't be long before she becomes angrier, and I believe you can understand this. "

Zhao Yue'e looked at Yi Yang and Yi Xiaoqing curiously, then turned on the stove to look at the potatoes that were cooking inside.

Yi Xiaoqing sneezed again, and lowered her head in Yi Yang's voice.

"There are still some things I want to tell you. I can understand you, and I know where your impulse to do this comes from. But I also want to tell you that this thing is very stupid. Why is it stupid? Next I Let me analyze it for you."

"Next, you can't continue to run away from home. I don't want you to do this, because you probably realize that the prerequisite for running away from home is independence, at least you can support yourself. Without independence, running away from home is Stupid. My suggestion is, after you go home, apologize to Aunt Tang, we will be there, and some elders in the family will also be there, and will persuade your mother, so the scene will not be ugly, Second Uncle and the others are already trying to persuade you Mother. And next, you have to learn to be patient until you are independent, and you can challenge your mother. If you don’t like staying at home, you can find a reason, such as asking Zhao Yue’e to guide your homework or something, come here, out of sight Don't bother..."

Zhao Yue'e was a little confused and raised her head.

Why do you persuade people like this...

"You have no way to change your mother, so before you become independent, you can only endure it. I won't use moral kidnapping to persuade you to do something like other elders. You just need to remember these words. If you say it, It will also cause me some trouble, I don't think you will do this. You are very tired and frightened today, leave the next thing to me."

After a pause, Yi Yang sighed, "I am your cousin."

Yi Xiaoqing's mind once again flashed the hands stretched out when he was most desperate, and then silently shed tears.

I am your cousin...

(End of this chapter)