Reborn I just want to concentrate on studying

Chapter 291 Luo Bing's First Love

Luo Bing's expression was very calm at this time, and he walked over slowly... When he got off the car just now, he was clearly still in a hurry.

Yi Yang looked Luo Bing up and down, and said, "Don't you want to ask what's the matter?"

Luo Bing said: "When I see you, I know it's all right."

"Oh, do you trust me or Chi Xiaohuan?" Yi Yang shook his head, then took a step back to the side, Chi Xiaohuan had nowhere to hide.

Chi Xiaohuan had nowhere to put her hands, fingers crossed, hanging in front of her body, her eyes staring at her fingers in a daze.

Luo Bing walked up to the three of them.

Yi Yang turned to Wang Sangning and said, "The two of us go shopping."

Wang Sangning understood, nodded with a smile, pointed to a small supermarket not far away, and said, "Let's go there."

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly said in a panic: "You guys..."

Yi Yang said: "Come right back, you and Luo Bing can wait here for a while."

Luo Bing said very calmly: "Well, go early and return early."

When Yi Yang and Wang Sangning walked away slowly, Luo Bing looked around and noticed a step beside the flower bed by the roadside, so he said, "Let's go and sit there."

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip and nodded slightly.

The two sat down on the steps next to the flower bed, separated by a distance of more than ten centimeters.

The soft moonlight is mixed with the cold street lights of the city, and the cars in the distance turn into flickering light spots at the end of the field of vision, while those bright buildings are tall and short in a patchwork pattern, facing the mysterious darkness extended.

For a long time, neither of them spoke.

Chi Xiaohuan felt a little embarrassed, and secretly turned to take a look at Luo Bing's profile, only to see him calmly looking into the distance, the breeze gently blowing his bangs, and his clear and deep eyes under the transparent glasses.

The air froze.

This atmosphere made Chi Xiaohuan very uncomfortable, and she felt that she should say something.

Chi Xiaohuan looked up at the direction in which Yi Yang and Wang Sangning were leaving, and smiled: "What are they going to buy? It will take so long...Is that Wang Sangning Yi Yang's girlfriend? It's so strange, you should be able to feel it, Deng Wenxiao should like Yi Yang...Yi Yang has a very good relationship with Wang Sangning, and Deng Wenxiao and Wang Sangning have a very good relationship...I want both Dizzy, ha..."

"Yeah." Luo Bing looked straight ahead, and didn't know if he had heard Chi Xiaohuan's words, so he replied calmly.

"But you don't seem to like gossip very much... I must ask Deng Wenxiao next time..."

"Chi Xiaohuan." Luo Bing still didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan, but suddenly interrupted her.

"Huh?" Chi Xiaohuan was slightly taken aback.

At the end of Luo Bing's field of vision, a couple was crossing a traffic light arm in arm. He watched the scene silently, and suddenly said, "Let's hold hands."

Chi Xiaohuan was stunned, and woke up half a second later, her eyes widened: "Ah...ah? Ah!"

Luo Bing turned around, looked at Chi Xiaohuan, a blush also appeared on his face, and whispered again: "Let's... hold hands."

Chi Xiaohuan's face became hot, and she stood up from the steps all of a sudden, took a step back, looked at Luo Bing in disbelief, and stammered, "I...you...I...what do you mean?"

Luo Bing turned his gaze to the distance, looking at the light and shadow outline of the city, his expression calmed down a little, and he said, "That's what you understand."

Chi Xiaohuan could clearly feel her heart beating violently a few times, and her breathing began to become short of breath. It turned out to be true. Emotions can really change the body. She buried her head a little low and looked at herself shoes and say, "I...I..."

Luo Bing didn't look at Chi Xiaohuan, and smiled disappointedly: "If you don't want to... forget it."

Chi Xiaohuan hurriedly raised her head and said, "I didn't say I didn't want to...but..."

Only then did Luo Bing turn his face around: "But?"

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lips, took a deep breath, and then mustered up the courage to look up: "But why?"

Luo Bing was stunned: "What why?"

"You... your goal is the Ivy League University, right?"

"Ah."

"I can't keep up with your footsteps. Although...although I have worked hard, I just can't keep up. I think the 985 school in China is my limit. I can't keep up with you..." Chi Xiaohuan sucked Sniffing, trying to hold up a smile, whispered: "Although... I... like you..."

Although, even though he could feel Chi Xiaohuan's heart, Luo Bing's heart still trembled inexplicably when he heard her say it himself.

"I like you..." Chi Xiaohuan buried her head down, "Although I like you, when I heard you say today that you want to go to the University of California, I suddenly felt... impossible."

Luo Bing was silent for a long time after listening.

This is a lively city, the sound of cars on the road, and the hustle and bustle from all directions in the city further away, made Chi Xiaohuan even more deaf to Luo Bing's voice.

She raised her head and glanced at Luo Bing, and found that he did not speak. She smiled bitterly, and then tried to cheer herself up, and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Yi Yang was just making a joke... I didn't expect you to really come... ...We will still be friends in the future, right? Hee, actually after thinking about it, it's pretty good to keep this kind of relationship."

"Actually, Yi Yang is also right. At our age, falling in love will definitely affect our studies... I mean..." Her voice became weaker and she said a few words incoherently, saying I couldn't go on anymore, and covered my face in pain.

The next moment, I felt a hot touch from the back of my hand.

She came to her senses immediately, her first thought was that Luo Bing pinched her hand, and her second thought was... His hands are so hot.

Luo Bing squeezed her hand and slowly put it down, saying, "I understand."

Looking into Luo Bing's eyes, Chi Xiaohuan rationally told herself that she should break free at this time, but her body seemed to have been drained of strength, and she felt a feeling of electric shock all over her body, so she closed her eyes, forget it ,do not care……

Enjoy the experience of this moment.

Occasionally, pedestrians passed by the two without disturbing them, but they pretended to glance at them casually.

After a while, Chi Xiaohuan took a deep breath and opened her eyes. After hesitating for a moment, she still whispered, "I...I can't delay you, I don't have the courage, I don't have the courage for myself."

Luo Bing exhaled slowly, and said, "I got it, I got it."

Chi Xiaohuan's eyes turned red immediately, and she said with a little cry: "You...you know, you hate it, this is not the answer I want to hear, but if you say the answer I want to hear, I will still Pain, sorry, I don't know what to do..."

"I know, if I say that I am willing to give up studying abroad for you, this is the answer you want to hear, but in this way you will feel that you have delayed me, so it will be painful, I know, I know..." Luo Bing said slowly Say.

"Then you..." Chi Xiaohuan looked at Luo Bing carefully, with a little expectation in his eyes, but he was surrounded by anxiety.

She didn't know what to do, and she hoped that the boy in front of her could tell her what to do.

Luo Bing smiled, pulled Chi Xiaohuan to sit down again, watched the cars coming and going, his eyes fluctuated, and his memories were like water.

"In middle school, I was very slow in development, I was short, no girls liked me, it was all kinds of competitions for me to study, read books that people who were not in my age group should read, Makes me feel fulfilled and happy."

"Everyone thinks that I am a person who is not interested in anything except concentrating on studying. I study and enjoy the joy of learning."

"Actually not, learning has its own fun, but apart from learning itself, whenever I solve a difficult competition question, read a difficult book, or win a prize with a good value, these things will Bringing praise from parents, praise from teachers, these things are also very important.”

"I've never shown it. I'm interested in honors and sense of achievement, which may sound flashy, but I have to admit that half of my motivation for working hard is indeed for these."

"Letting others feel my sense of accomplishment is the most pleasing thing for me. It has not changed until today, and it will not change in the future."

"However, for a long time, there was a lot of sense of accomplishment that I couldn't share with others." Luo Bing thought for a while and said with a smile: "Before I became friends with Yi Yang, it was like this."

"Valuable appreciation lies in the other person's ability to understand you." Luo Bing showed memories of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised: "It's like, you wrote an ancient poem, but a person who doesn't understand poetry can't understand you. How exquisite the rhyme is, how rigorous the lyrics you use, how vivid your allusions are, and it is also true in my studies. Sometimes I use ideas that make me very proud. Only those who understand can understand, and their appreciation makes me feel better People are fascinated."

Chi Xiaohuan bit her lip slightly, and listened quietly to Luo Bing's narration. This was Luo Bing's inner world that she had never been in touch with.

The more he talked, the warmer her heart became.

"After entering No. [-] Middle School, there are many powerful people here. I know that I can't be as dazzling as before. Well, although I still think about it, it's always good to make some bad mental plans."

"I never thought that I would be paid attention to other places besides my learning ability." Luo Bing glanced at Chi Xiaohuan and said, "So, after making such mental preparations, on the first day of high school, You took the initiative to talk to me, and it was hard for me to forget."

Chi Xiaohuan suddenly showed a surprised expression...

She clearly remembered that on the morning of the first day of school, when she met Luo Bing at the school gate for the first time, she had a good impression of his clean and quiet demeanor, took the initiative to strike up a conversation, and then chatted all the way to the classroom. Of course, she was the one who talked most of the time , and it was not until the registration place that I realized that I was in the same class.

But Luo Bing left her with only one impression at that time, that is Gao Leng, she did not expect that Luo Bing had already paid attention to herself at that time.

Luo Bing continued: "Later, you sat in the front row of me and often asked me questions, and every time you praised me for being very good."

"If you have any snacks, you will turn around and share them with me."

"If you encounter something interesting, you will be the first to tell me with great excitement..."

"Although I often just smile, but now I want to tell you that every time I talk to you and interact with you, I feel very comfortable."

"I like simple things, I hate complicated things, staying with you, I feel very simple, very simple, I like this feeling very much..."

Chi Xiaohuan felt her mood getting sweeter and sweeter, lowered her head, and whispered, "I don't even know..."

Luo Bing smiled, "I'm not sure...Actually, although I seem to be very calm, I'm not sure until you tell me yourself...Moreover, you often tell me that a certain sports student I confessed to you, a certain student in a certain class confessed to you, so... I'm actually very nervous."

Luo Bing's face turned red. Under the street lights in the city, Chi Xiaohuan felt that he had never been so cute. She said shyly: "I just want to tell you, look, there are many boys who like me, I want you to pay attention to me, I feel...you never seem to pay attention to me, it's always... I'm always running towards you."

After thinking about it, Chi Xiaohuan said again: "And... I thought you were the kind of boy who would concentrate on studying and never fall in love early..."

Luo Bing smiled: "This is a misunderstanding, puppy love or something, I don't care."

His thoughts went back to junior high school. That night, everyone sat by the bonfire and shared their thoughts. Under pressure, he told others that he had actually had a girl he liked.

He thought that his youth was also hot.

Yi Yang has said more than once that he is Mensao, Luo Bing thought, this is not Mensao, it's just that under the calm appearance, there is a wild and restless heart beating violently.

Indeed, he doesn't care about the shackles imposed on him by those inherent impressions.

He also thought, this point, Yi Yang should learn from me.

"Thank you for traveling such a long distance for me. If possible, let me also go a certain distance." Luo Bing said seriously.

"Please give me some time. I need to prepare for the competition. This time I can enter the provincial team if there are no accidents. Next is the winter camp... It won't be too long. Before next year, many things will be settled. When I get the Once you get the qualification for recommendation, I will work hard with you."

"I will accompany you to study. If you are willing and want to go abroad in the future, I will accompany you to choose a university with a beautiful scenery. If you are not willing, or if you have not applied for an offer, then I will accompany you to choose universities in the country."

Chi Xiaohuan hesitated for a moment, Luo Bing shook his head and did not let her speak, and continued: "Don't take my so-called dream of studying abroad so seriously, to be honest, I have never been to Caltech, and even now I don’t know what major I really like. I like it only from some information I saw on the Internet. It is floating in the air and has no foundation. But if I choose a domestic university in the future, it will be because there are A real reason that I can touch, pinch, and feel." As he spoke, he gently grabbed Chi Xiaohuan's hand again, touched it, and squeezed it.

"And..." Luo Bing paused: "It would be pretty good if I could get into the top 2 in China..."

Chi Xiaohuan was dumbfounded, only when Luo Bing pinched her hand, she was shocked for a moment. After listening to Luo Bing's last words, she lowered her head, bit her lips, trying not to let herself laugh, her eyes had already begun to show She smiled, but at the same time, tears flowed out. She didn't know how to describe her emotions at this time, she withdrew her hand, pinched the corner of her clothes, and then raised her head: "Thank you, Luo Bing..."

"Ok?"

"Thank you...for being my first love..."

Luo Bing was slightly taken aback, and then smiled: "You are also my first love."

(End of this chapter)