Ten thousand I am across the heavens

Chapter 781 The reason for driving EVA

Although Ikari Shinji didn't know how he got this feeling, but in his intuition, there was obviously a huge problem with the No. [-] unit. It seemed to be a memory from a previous life. It was hazy, but he couldn't find it. to any evidence.

"As the pilot of the No. [-] aircraft, your intuition should have special meaning." Asuka recovered from the complaint just now: "You can report to the commander, and maybe he can investigate in depth whether there will be any problems on the No. [-] aircraft. what is the problem?"

Shinji Ikari nodded, and then continued his own construction work. The No. 2 unit itself did not plan to be sent to Japan, but not long ago, the North American branch tried to install the S[-] mechanism on EVA during an experiment, but it caused a violent explosion. As for their inability to keep the No. [-] unit, they sent the No. [-] unit to Japan.

From this point of view, there is indeed a problem with the No. [-] unit, and after the No. [-] unit is transported, the Japanese branch needs to face another problem.According to the agreement, a regional branch can only have a maximum of three EVAs, which is to maintain peace and stability within mankind.

So if the driver of the No. [-] aircraft is replaced, the No. [-] aircraft will be sealed up. For Asuka, it means that he may temporarily lose the qualification to drive the No. [-] aircraft.

As Asuka, who has always been proud of her pilot status, this is not a very easy thing to accept.

After a busy day, the two returned to the base and logged out from the plug, but Asuka sat by the No. [-] plane for a long time and did not leave until Shinji Ikari went to find her.

"what happened?"

"No." Asuka shook her head: "I just want to see this machine more, maybe I won't have the chance to drive it again in the future." Asuka attaches great importance to her identity as a pilot. Her excellence is recognized by others, which seems to have become the meaning of her existence.

"If you are reluctant to part with this machine..." Ikari Shinji pursed his lips, but in the end he didn't say that he could give up driving the first machine and let the first machine be sealed instead of the second machine.

"Don't force yourself, you are the strongest among us, even if you can agree, the commander will not agree." Asuka was unexpectedly frank. You must know that even before the fact, she had never Admitted that Ikari Shinji is stronger than himself in driving EVA.

"Let's go! Go home! I think you must have some reason to drive EVA!"

The atmosphere along the way was much more depressing than usual. Asuka, who was originally the most lively, also fell into silence on the train home.

That night... Ikari Shinji and Asuka were still sleeping in two rooms separated by a sliding door. Asuka was looking up at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep for a while. She didn't know how many times she still had to drive the No. [-] aircraft Opportunity, I don't know if I have the possibility to continue to be the pilot after the No. [-] machine is sealed.

Just when Asuka was in a daze, the sliding door was pushed open, and Shinji Ikari walked in wearing pajamas. This scene startled her, and subconsciously hugged the quilt tightly: "What are you doing?"

"Hush!" Ikari Shinji carefully closed the sliding door, and then put a handbag on the ground: "Misato does not allow minors to drink alcohol." While talking, the handbag was opened, and it was taken out of Misato's refrigerator. beer.

"Uncle is indeed very unreliable and encourages minors to drink alcohol, but I think it's time to tell the truth." Ikari Shinji snorted and opened the bottle cap.

"Tch, I thought it was something, so this is it!" Asuka also took a bottle, gulped down a big gulp, and then heard a voice next to her ear.

"What are you driving EVA for?"

Asuka turned her head away: "I drive EVA for myself."

"Is that true?" Ikari Shinji did not meet Asuka's eyes, which made the girl relax a little.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it. I'll just say it first." The two drank a few more drinks, and they were more or less dizzy. Although they were strong people who had unlocked the genetic lock, but The physical level has not received any superhuman enhancement, and it will still be paralyzed by alcohol.

"I... have more impure motives than anyone else. I want to ease the relationship with my father, I want his approval, and I want to be with my mother and find her back...

I want to follow in the footsteps of my uncle and become such a powerful person, and these can only be achieved by driving EVA. "

"Find your mother? Isn't your mother..." Asuka was a little confused, she remembered that Ikari Shinji's mother had passed away.

"That's right, in the eyes of most people, my mother has passed away, but I have been investigating the truth of this matter a few years ago, my mother died in an experimental accident, that is The first driving test of the No. [-] machine, and according to the information I have now.

At that time, my mother was conducting the experiment as the pilot, and the synchronization depth between her and the No. [-] machine was too high, which caused the whole person to completely dissolve in the No. [-] machine.

After that, my mother was considered dead, but I think she has been living in the body of the No. [-] machine. In every previous battle, I can feel her by my side.

When I faced Water Angel for the first time, when Ayanami and I faced Thunder Angel, every time I was on the verge of collapse, I could feel that she supported me behind me, maybe this is why , I look stronger than you guys.

Now I firmly believe that my mother's soul is trapped in the body of the No. [-] machine. I will not give up my identity as a pilot no matter what, and I will find a way to rescue her no matter what, so...

I'm sorry, I really want you to continue to exist as the pilot, and I really want the first unit to be sealed instead of the second unit, but I can't... I'm sorry. "

Asuka didn't expect that Shinji Ikari would say this to herself, and with the anesthesia of alcohol, a gap opened up in her originally closed heart.

"You bastard, you can't let me just say it! I have said so much, and I feel a little guilty, as if I continue to think about becoming a driver, and I am angry with others.

Didn't you ask me why I want to drive EVA?In fact, it's nothing, just want to prove that I am better than others, just like the secret we discovered before, I am just a clone, and I have faced countless competitors since I was born, they are just like me , have the same talents as me, and I have to beat them one by one to finally stand out from the crowd.

This is the case in the school curriculum. After being selected as a fighter pilot, the training subjects are also the same. After becoming a pilot candidate, it is even more so when training simultaneously with the No. [-] aircraft.

The meaning of my life seems to be to prove that I am stronger than others, and now there may be another one, which is to prove that I am different from other clones.

Up to now, I can no longer retreat. Only by continuing to drive EVA, the efforts I have put in are meaningful, tsk!How silly. "

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There were more and more empty bottles on the ground, and the two of them couldn't remember what they said later. When they regained consciousness, only Misato's growling sound remained in their ears: "What the hell are you two doing?" ? My wine! How can a child drink alcohol!"

Katsuragi Misato was still puzzled when she got up. Shinji Ikari, who has always been quite self-disciplined, didn't get up to make breakfast. When she opened the room for the two of them, she saw two people lying together in a very ugly way. Asuka's feet were still Stepped on Ikari Shinji's face, and the ground next to the two of them was full of empty wine bottles.The ghost knows how much the two of them drank last night. As the temporary guardian of the two, how could Katsuragi Misato not be furious.

The disgruntled two who were woken up rushed to the headquarters amidst a burst of scolding, to carry out routine training.

When they arrived at the headquarters, they heard a conversation inside.

"No, no, no, machine zero can't be sealed, you need to continue to be the pilot." It was the first time Ikari Gendo spoke with Rei Ayanami in such a stern tone, and this was the last conversation the two heard, saying After finishing this sentence, the commander turned and left the room.

Shinji Ikari and Asuka glanced at each other, and they already roughly guessed what happened just now. Unit [-] is about to be transported to the base, which means that one of the three units in Japan must be sealed.

The original plan was to seal up the No. [-] unit. After Ikari Shinji confided his heart last night, even if he wanted to give up driving the No. [-] unit, Asuka would not agree. What Rei Ayanami did just now should be to apply for giving up with the commander. As a pilot, he sealed up the No. [-] machine, so that Asuka could continue to drive the No. [-] machine, but obviously, such a proposal was not approved.

Asuka walked into the room quickly, and immediately met Ayanami Rei's eyes, she who was quite cheerful at first was stared at by that clear gaze for a moment, speechless, she was silent for a long time before responding: "Thank you! "

Rei Ayanami shook her head: "The commander did not agree."

"Well, there's no other way to do this! And the person driving the No. [-] aircraft is an uncle. If it were him, I would have no complaints. Maybe I can ask him to borrow the No. [-] aircraft to drive it in the future." Although Asuka is still facing the future that her body will be sealed.

But I don't know why, but my heart is more fulfilled than ever before, as if I have found the meaning of my existence.Even if she doesn't drive EVA, there are still people who agree and care about her. The companions around her are willing to make sacrifices for her, but due to various reasons, none of them succeed.

It seems that after knowing this, it's okay that he can't continue to exist as a pilot.

"Anyway, I still want to thank you. Let the tool man cook tomorrow, and I will treat you to a big meal!" Asuka pushed Shinji Ikari in front of her. It was obvious that this was the tool man, and tomorrow was the day when Unit [-] arrived in Japan.

"I said you want to treat people to a big meal, why do you want me to cook! Can't you do it yourself?"

"Nonsense, if I know how, why do I need you as a tool person? And your sissy is the most suitable for the kitchen!" Asuka was confident, and the atmosphere between the three seemed to have regained its original warmth.

"Huh? It seems that I came at the wrong time. I thought you guys were distressed because the No. 3 machine was going to be sealed. It seems that you have solved the problem yourself. Then the application for the double insertion plug setting of the No. [-] machine I won't submit it." The sudden voice stunned all three of them, and then they saw the familiar uncle walk into the training room.

"Ah? What do you mean by double plugs?" Asuka is still very concerned about the fact that the No. [-] machine is sealed and she cannot become a pilot. It's a pity that the No. [-] machine was sealed.

"You should know the puppet system. It is a device that controls the EVA through means other than the driver, and takes over the control of the EVA in an emergency. Mentally connected and subjected to spiritual pollution beyond the limit.

The application I submitted is to dismantle the puppet system on the No. [-] fuselage. I will personally serve as this insurance. At the same time, I can also assist in controlling the AT force field during the battle. The review has been preliminarily passed. As long as it is submitted, the No. [-] unit will be able to There are two drivers driving at the same time, who is the other driver?Seeing that you guys are not interested, I'll just find someone else. "

"Come back to me!" Asuka grabbed Lan Nuo by the back of the neck: "What do you mean looking for someone else? Do you have another driver outside?" Her tone was like a scene of rape.

After a turmoil, everyone finally calmed down and learned that in tomorrow's test, Asuka and Lan Nuo will conduct a driving test on the No. [-] aircraft. Asuka is responsible for controlling the body of the No. [-] aircraft. Nuo is responsible for operating the at force field to assist in the battle.

Everyone has seen Lan Nuo's ability, so they don't have the slightest opinion on this arrangement.

With the last day of training, the No. [-] unit was also transported to the headquarters. The heavy helicopter hung the No. [-] unit on the cross and slowly landed at a military base outside the Third New Tokyo. The machine test will be carried out here.

After the restart of the world, Lan Nuo also put on his own combat uniform for the first time, and became one of the pilots of the airframe. Compared with the red, white and blue of the other three, Lan Nuo's black driving suit is very similar to that of the other three. Chu Xun is somewhat similar.

And Asuka was next to him, with a snort, the tights released the gas inside, and Asuka also changed into her combat uniform: "Let's go! Stupid Shinji is still waiting for us to go home and have dinner!"

[To be continued]

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