Chapter 366 Obito 4
You are the cheerful and sunny Uchiha Obito, you are the lively and funny A Fei, and you are the cold and gloomy Uchiha Madara, but in the end, you said "I am no one." Uchiha Obito was not there long after Lin passed away Well, the identity of Uchiha Madara belongs to someone else, and A Fei is a temporary role.

After Rin died, you became Madara Uchiha. The word "becoming" is very heavy. Generally speaking, the prerequisite for becoming a person and carrying a person's destiny is to give up.Completely abandon yourself, and then change again, become him, become Uchiha Madara.The saddest thing is that you succeed and then lose the one who loves you.If you don't have one, then you can be that conspirator named "Uchiha Madara" with peace of mind, say what he can say, and do what he can do.On such a dead road, the farther and farther you go, the farther you go.

And the boy who was brighter than the sun at the beginning was locked in a dark cage by you, the solid iron bars were rusted, and when he scratched, he could only let out piercing and desperate wailing.But this mournful cry was entangled and isolated by layers of oppressive darkness, and finally drowned in silence.

You used to be a really nice kid.Although he is a bit weak and talkative, he is still a weakling, but he is sincere and not hypocritical. Once he recognizes a friend, he will give everything for him.In the beginning, in your world, Kakashi didn’t even want to play a role, and you just wanted to treat him as an opponent—but now that you think about it, you often provoked him at that time, and ran away crying after being counterattacked The little boy is so outspoken and sweet.

How much I liked you at that time, I couldn't help smiling when I saw you, and cried until my eyes were red and swollen because of your departure... So, when Naruto smashed your mask, I couldn't believe my eyes at all.And all my shock, anger, grief, and even despair gathered in my chest, and what I finally blurted out was just one sentence: "Why is it you?!" How could it be you?Anyone can do it, except you!How could that indifferent and gloomy man who called himself "Uchiha Madara" equate with you who had a smile brighter than the sun?The eyes are obviously the same, but after many years, the moist softness of the past has long since disappeared, leaving only sharpness and emptiness.

Why did you become like this?Is it because the girl who said "I'll always watch you" is gone?That girl has a pair of clear and clear amber eyes, even the darkness can't hide the faint warm light in them, she fell into your little world with just one glance.I watched you galloping through the jungle with a seriously injured body, and your tone was firm: "I want to protect Lin with Kakashi." At that time, you were really like the bravest hero in the world, overcoming obstacles all the way just to protect you love girl.But when you really rushed out, what you saw was the beautiful face of the girl you love was stained with dust, her eyes widened in horror, a mouthful of blood gushed from the corner of her mouth, and her originally clear eyes were illuminated by the blue electric light It dimmed a little bit, and finally returned to silence.

The girl you loved is gone.I heard your roar of collapse, that sound is really ugly, as if your throat was torn open and pulled out forcefully from your throat; I saw you killing wantonly without reason, with corpses strewn all over the field, and blood flowing into rivers .Killing, bloodshed, death, despair—there is no more light in this world.The belief in your heart was completely shattered at this moment, and your tears fell, and you said: "I am already in hell."

You walked through the blood step by step, came to Lin's side, bent down, and hugged your girl carefully.The desperate posture is like embracing the phantom of a dead lover. "Lin, I want to create a world with you." At that time, you didn't cry.But I think you are crying.The cry went up and down in the throat and couldn't find a way out. In the end, it could only diffuse a low and hoarse voice in the chest cavity, like the mournful cry of a person dying before dying.

No more light, no more.The meaning of your life comes from Lin's smile, if you lose it, everything will become meaningless...

In those days when you were concentrating on the Eye of the Moon project, you worked hard day and night to plan, and you had no time to distract yourself from thinking about other things. I thought you would just wear that mask for the rest of your life.However, when you met that blond boy who was so similar to you in the past; when you realized that what you have been busy for many years is just a huge deception intertwined with truth and falsehood; when you finally saw everything clearly, I understood, those people, those people In fact, things have been kept intact in the only remaining soft corner of your heart.

Yes, you can't get rid of the pain and resentment, isn't it because the tenderness and beauty in your heart are always opposing and fighting against these darkness?So, I think, it's not that you don't regret not being able to save Lin in time, it's not that you don't regret that you indirectly killed your respected teacher and wife, and it's not that you don't feel sorry for Kaka who spent most of his life polishing himself into someone else's appearance West... it's just that you can't—some things, once you start, you can't stop.

But, luckily, you finally got it back.Naruto Uzumaki, that child and you are like a mirror, but the flame burning on that child in the end is so bright, so bright that you want to lean over it.That light illuminates the deepest part of your being and allows you to find the part of yourself that you have locked away in your cage.And in your heart, the real you is the 13-year-old Konoha Chunin, Uchiha Obito...

In the end, when Kaguya's bone blade is about to penetrate you, you use Kakashi to transfer the bone flying to Kakashi to a different space, but you are penetrated into your body... bright red blood, heartache, but you are smiling.It was the relaxation and relief after finally taking off the mask, the brows and eyes were stretched, "You must become Hokage", you said to Naruto with a smile.And when facing Kakashi, even if there are thousands of words in his heart, the last thing he can say is this sentence: "Thank you, Kakashi." You are companions, from the beginning to the end, both.So, no need for "sorry".And after all this is over, you can finally leave Lin with peace of mind. This is the ending you have dreamed of. I wish you happiness.

Obito Uchiha—the man who dreamed of becoming Hokage, finally became a real hero before the end of his life.

How to deal with the pieces to be used?

The layout destroyed the spiritual pillar of the chess piece, and plunged him into despair and resentment towards the world.In this way, the chess piece can be used by oneself.

Obito gave exactly the same answer as Madara.

At this time, how could he not understand what Madara had done to him.

However, even though he had prepared all the means (in Obito's opinion) to get rid of Madara's control, and even prepared against Madara during the war, Obito still had no intention of leaving Madara.

And not just for the Eye of the Moon.

There are simpler reasons.

Lin was the spiritual pillar of Obito's first half of his life.

After that pillar collapsed, the new pillar that supported Obito again and allowed him to live was called Uchiha Madara.

Therefore, even though Naruto, Kakashi, the fourth generation, and Kurojue were beaten in turn, he still held his breath, holding a hope that was almost desperate, and questioned what kind of existence he was to Madara.

By this time, Obito was still unwilling to part ways with Madara.Asking this question is nothing more than hoping that Madara can give him a reason, a reason that is enough for him to stay by Madara's side, enough for him to continue to ignore his mistakes, and it doesn't matter if he can go all the way to death.

The problem is, with what Obito knows about Madara, he knows what kind of answer he's going to get.

But he still persisted and asked with his last breath.

Therefore, Madara's denial of "Obito" became the last straw that crushed him.

When I saw this, I almost instantly concluded that this person couldn't survive.The next few times seemed to be repeated, the bento became hot and then cold and hot again, but this thought could not be shaken.

Because, so far with the soil, he can no longer find a third spiritual pillar that can support him to continue living.

There are only a few living people he knows, and the range of choices is pitifully small—even, there is no one to choose from.

Naruto?We don't know each other that well, the other party is just a half-grown boy, and with the revenge of killing his parents, Obito will never reach out to him no matter what.

Kakashi?It seems very reliable, but in fact it is the most unlikely option.Too long and not too pleasant juvenile memories, the resentment and knots brought about by Lin's death, coupled with the performance of a business-like and awe-inspiring way of killing himself after the reunion-for such a person, it brings What would the soil think?He didn't dare to think about that at all, and he didn't even dare to reach out to the other party.It's a pity that Kakashi's inner entanglement and pain, even though everyone around him can feel it, can't pass it on to Obito at all.

Even if he knew, Obito would not allow Kakashi to be his reliance.This is his bottom line and his last self-esteem.For Obito, Kakashi is already the only remaining thing in the past of the person "Uchiha Obito"-may not be called precious, but it is already the only remnant.

Kakashi said that the only thing he can do for Obito is to kill Obito.

This sentence hit Obito no less than Kakashi.So in the end, Obito didn't want to and didn't dare to drag Kakashi into his own quagmire—hope him well, let him go.

The only thing Obito can do for Kakashi is, again, kill Obito.

Forget me and live—this is Obito's greatest expression of love for Kakashi.

The meaning of Madara's answer that crushed Obito's last hope might not be what Obito thought it was at the moment.

The meaning of "you are me" should be a very high evaluation and affirmation for Madara.Perhaps, there is still some ambiguous recognition that Obito is included in the scope of "I".

Obito should understand.He should understand too.But at this moment, he refused to understand.

18 years ago, this sentence might still be something he couldn't ask for.

However, time and words are such interesting things, my honey is my arsenic.God knows how many meanings a sentence has.

See, he loathes and even hates him, but his only remaining pillar is only him.

The one who wouldn't force his white knuckles open when he was gripping hard.

In fact, in my opinion, Obito and Naruto are very similar on the surface. They are both orphans, the tail of the crane (pseudo), and they crave the approval of the people around them.But in fact, these two people have completely different hearts. Naruto has a very solid ego. He pursues the approval of others because he wants to gain the approval of others (sense of social accomplishment).So even when everyone is not optimistic about him, he will still be super confident and extremely aggressive.And Obito has no self at all, he doesn't know what he wants at all, he is the kind of person who must live in the expectations and eyes of others, once the person who is important to him dies, a serious crisis of self-consciousness will follow
Approval from others is a trophy for Naruto, but a necessity for Obito

In the early stage, Rin fulfilled this need, and like you said, after Rin died, Madara took Rin's place and became Obito's pillar.Obito claimed that he hated the cruel ninja world because of Rin's death. In fact, it is better to say that only Rin can give him approval in this world, and he hates a world that does not give him approval and deny him.At this point Madara gave Obito what his "indifferent" master Minato and fellow student Kakashi, who disliked him, could not give him: full power, experience, wisdom and power.

That's why he followed Madara to the dark. After all, his heart was too weak, and his childhood experience was denied too much.Therefore, the hack that Madara gave him was like a dose of drugs that made him addicted, making him never return to the normal order of the righteous way.

This is why when Kakashi finally passed the scene of Obito and his partner together to Obito, Obito was completely shaken.He realized that his childhood partners didn't actually disapprove of him? Kakashi, who looked down on him, actually thought that he could be Hokage.In fact, he didn't need to take the road of Madara at all. At this moment, he really regretted it, so it became the main reason for his failure.
In the end, he actually couldn’t go anywhere. In fact, he was bound by strong moral values ​​in his heart (this can be compared with Orochimaru in the villain. Orochimaru harmed countless people for experiments, and his hands were covered with blood. But never felt like I did anything wrong, and never felt like I had to atone).So on the one hand, he has no way to follow Madara who has abandoned him.On the other hand, he knows that the crime is so serious that he has no way to turn back. No matter what he does, he can't pay off the blood debt he owed to his classmate and master's son, so he can only walk ahead as he himself said. , a heroic death
Madara said to Obito, "Obito is the type with deep love."

This kind of self was also said by him, "You are Uchiha Madara".

Then, isn't Madara just like herself, a gentle and loving person?

Madara emphasized the meaning of "you are Uchiha Madara" like that, and Obito finally understood.

As long as he is still willing to escape into the name of "Uchiha Madara", Uchiha Obito will call off the curtain as "Konoha's Hero".

To subvert the world, start a war, and commit heinous crimes—the one who does these things will not be the hero who brings courage and hope to people.

Uchiha Obito is innocent and has nothing to do with this cruel, cruel and bloody crime. Let all the blame be attributed to Uchiha Madara—until Obito rejected this obscure and almost cruel tenderness, and chose to be Uchiha Obito and take on the big Die as a sinner.And that person faced Obito's betrayal, and still cast the words "you are just my pawn", trying to deprive Obito of his stigma, and bear everything alone.

(End of this chapter)

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