Outsiders

Chapter 5

naive life experience

That night, I, Lao Li, mother-in-law, Hu Xianer, Xiao Qiao and others sat in a circle. To be honest, I finally felt at ease. I am a person who likes to live a quiet life. I like to make troubles but not take risks.

My mother-in-law seemed to see through my thoughts, but she didn't speak, but Hu Xian'er spoke, "

"Xiao Qiao told me this afternoon that she wants to follow me in the future! Although it's hard work, I believe this girl will definitely succeed!" After speaking, she glanced at me secretly.

I bowed my head and said, "I will definitely not disappoint my mother-in-law when I promise my mother-in-law, but I may be dull and I hope my mother-in-law can encourage me a lot."

Xiao Qiao said, "Brother Qiao, you have paid so much for me. I know you will keep your promise. In fact, I have thought about it for a long time. Subconsciously, I always feel that this place is very familiar. I belong here. Thank you for coming to find me!"

I said embarrassingly, "I didn't expect to encounter so many strange people and strange things. Although I didn't encounter any dangerous things, I really admire the two seniors. It's really different from what I imagined!"

Hu Xian'er smiled, "You only see what you see, many things have laws, when you stand on another plane, beyond the confinement of laws, you will see the cruelty of another world! We are all practitioners, or higher than you, and the same is true for cognition, and you will know it in the future!"

The mother-in-law sighed, "You and I didn't meet each other once, I have a nephew who gave you a formula, do you remember?"

My eyes lit up, "A Dai tattooed old man who loves to drink? The recipe is very effective! I didn't expect that we have such a relationship."

The mother-in-law smiled and said, "He was in exile in Burma in the early years, and his journey back home was rough. He also cultivated some Taoism, and others can't see it! If there is anything in the future, I can ask him for help!"

Even if Lao Li is always taciturn, he will say a few words from time to time, and the people at the table are happy.

The next day, we said goodbye to Hu Xian'er and Xiao Qiao, and Xiao Qiao always watched us leave with some reluctance.

It’s time for me to fulfill my promise. I’ll say goodbye to Lao Li after I finish the arrangements for the base. Lao Li said he would practice with me when he had time. I said you’d come up the mountain if you’re bored. It’s not far anyway. And go!

I didn't know how difficult it is to think about practice. I thought it was the same as the ascetic monks I knew. Simple and quiet cultivation of the mind and character can achieve extraordinary means. I have never seen a master. In my mind, the illusion That snake is already a top existence.

In my memory, it was a sunset evening. I climbed the mountain step by step and looked back. The village under the setting sun curled up with smoke, the paddy fields beside the village criss-crossed, and the green valley birds sang alternately. It was quiet and peaceful!

This trip turned out to be a road of no return, subverting all my cognitions, and my life was no longer peaceful!
When I saw my mother-in-law, she was tinkering with herbal medicine. The little girl cheered when she saw me. It is estimated that I have completely integrated into this group after getting along with her a few days ago. Speak!"

Zhizi led me to the side room, holding a book of Chinese for the second grade of elementary school in his hand. I asked Zhizi, "Have you been here since you were a child?"
The child looked at me sideways and said: I am from the other side of the mountain! "

"Over the mountain? Burma?"

"Well, I'm Chinese, Han nationality"

I nodded, "Do your parents know you're here?"

Zhizi suddenly choked up and said, "Only mother knows, but..."

I saw her eyes were red, so I said, tell me when you have a chance!study well! "

After I finished speaking, I touched Zhizi's two braids that stood up, and Zhizi nodded obediently.

Later, I heard from my mother-in-law that Zhizi’s father went to the emerald mine in the 60s, some went to the Golden Triangle, and some directly joined the Burmese Army.

And Zhizi's father went to the emerald mine, and became a vassal through several years of hard work with his comrades in arms.

He only got married and had children at the age of 50. As the industry expanded, a group of people from the military had been infected with banditry over the years after they left the army. The person lowered his head.

Her father died in pain and depression. Those who were suppressed before turned against each other, and the family was displaced to avoid their enemies.

Zhizi is the youngest child and the one her father loves the most. With the accident, her mother asked someone to find her mother-in-law and sent Zhizi back to the mainland for treatment!
This is a poor child, but experience will make people have a different life. A naive child's future is inseparable from her experience. Get on the right track, and your future life can be described as cheating, this is something to come!
The next day, my mother-in-law called me over and said to me earnestly, "I don't know if you are ready, but you must be calm. To put it simply, the so-called meditation can improve your body and mind, and you can understand the world. It is for the understanding and application of what you have learned later. You can hardly see his existence as a practitioner, because they dissolve in the world, are neither angry nor impatient, and sink into the world with a myriad of attitudes. Watching behavior changes, fighting is not the solution The only way to solve the problem, but you must have enough strength, so your road is very long, you can grow quickly if you have enough insight, if you don’t have enough insight, it will be difficult to achieve in 100 years, if you have enough insight for one day, you will be ten years.”

I nodded half understanding, "Mother-in-law! Understand, and listen to the teachings!"

My mother-in-law gave me a formal lecture, and gave me a book "Sanshan Gantong Mantra" and explained that enlightenment depends on oneself, and that there are deviations in understanding and changes in practice.

The mother-in-law said earnestly, "My aptitude is mediocre, and I don't know much. I can't impose my understanding on you. You will have your own understanding. Whether you are strong or weak depends on your own creation. I will assess you in a week!"

good fortune!good fortune!It seems that I have to rely on myself!

I thought there would be some kind of formula-like unique martial arts. In fact, it is up to the individual to lead the master to practice. After a period of experience, I have the deepest understanding. There is nothing wrong with this sentence.

At the back of the mountain, there is a cliff facing the morning sun, a water belt stretches up the wall, and a few big trees grow on the rock wall, which is a good place for training, so I climbed up the cliff and started my road of practice!
(End of this chapter)