If you don't break up, you will die

Chapter 55, [The firefly is dead. ] (seeking follow-up)
It was different from Xu Ziyin's imagination.

Qin Feiyan's reaction was very calm, so calm that it was a little abnormal.

At first she was a little startled, as if she couldn't believe what she heard, and after a long silence, she looked at Xu Ziyin's eyebrows and eyes and asked softly.

"why?"

She didn't ask Xu Ziyin if he was joking.

After all, no one would joke about the word breakup, and being able to say it shows that they are already prepared in their hearts.

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin fell silent.

Seeing that Xu Ziyin didn't answer, Qin Feiyan asked again.

"Is it my fault?"

"No, you're fine, it's my own problem."

Xu Ziyin said hurriedly.

"So you have someone else you like?"

Qin Feiyan asked again.

"No, I only like Sister Feiyan from the beginning to the end."

After asking these three questions, Qin Feiyan didn't speak any more.

She looked at Xu Ziyin quietly, and suddenly covered her mouth with a smile, but that smile seemed somewhat forced.

"Today I've been thinking that you're nagging, weird, but I didn't expect this to be hidden in my heart."

Opening his mouth, Xu Ziyin wanted to say some comforting words, but when the words reached his throat, he felt that what he said at the moment seemed pale and powerless.

The more flat Qin Feiyan's reaction was, the more guilt accumulated in his heart.

The full moon was in the sky, and the two were silently by the lake.

Since falling in love, it was the first time that there was no topic like this.

.........

"Then, come with me for a while?"

As if feeling that the atmosphere was a bit deserted, Qin Feiyan tightened the windbreaker on her body and nodded and asked.

With a hum, Xu Ziyin got up from the bench.

In the next second, a pair of small hands grabbed his big hand forcefully.

"Let's hold on for a while."

There is wind by the lake, and there are words in the wind.

The night wind blew past, and the two walked side by side along the artificial lake.

Qin Feiyan didn't ask Xu Ziyin why he broke up, but just thought about his own affairs.

"Xu Ziyin, after the National Day, the school will conduct school recruitment. Which company do you think is better for me to interview?"

"Do you have a favorite company?"

"Yes, there are, but that company currently has a limited number of places to recruit in the school, and I'm not sure if it can pass smoothly."

"Since you have something you like, choose what you like. Although the job is to make money, you have to follow your heart. Otherwise, no matter how good the salary is, what's the point of not being happy at work."

Hearing this, Qin Feiyan stopped and looked up at Xu Ziyin, then laughed.

"Why do you feel like someone who has been through the years deliberately poured chicken soup for my soul?"

"It's not easy to make money these days, so how can you be picky?"

"It's fun to be able to make money and work at the same time. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in the world."

After hearing this, Xu Ziyin was a little embarrassed.

He comes from a wealthy family, has a capable older sister, and the small coffers in his bank card have never been exhausted, so he naturally does not appreciate the hard work of making money.

But Qin Feiyan was different.

Whenever she has free time, she goes out to take part-time photography with Zhang Minmin, earning a meager pocket money, and naturally understands the hardships involved.

"But it's what you said."

"You should still choose what you like, even if you can't get what you want in the end, at least try your best, at least don't leave any regrets."

Moving again, Qin Feiyan said as he walked.

The night is already deep.

After walking around the artificial lake and returning to the bench before, Qin Feiyan tiptoed to straighten Xu Ziyin's collar, and said softly.

"It's late at night, go back and rest, there is class tomorrow."

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin didn't respond.

After giving him a blank look, Qin Feiyan casually stretched out her hand to brush her bangs on her temples and joked.

"What? I'm afraid my sister won't be able to withstand the blow of breaking up, so I'll jump from here when you leave?"

.........

Xu Ziyin left.

Perhaps it would be more appropriate to describe it as despicable escape.

It was not until Xu Ziyin left for a long time that Qin Feiyan slowly bent down.

She squatted by the lake, picked up a handful of water, the reflection of the bright moon and her shadow in the water, condensed and dissipated, and finally turned into circles of ripples gently rippling on the lake.

.........

Back to the apartment.

Qin Feiyan didn't hold the lamp.

She walked to the bedroom in the dark, and then lay down in front of the desk quietly looking at the still bright moonlight outside the window.

Looking at it, the eyes can't help showing a trace of sadness.

How could she not be sad?
Talking like no one else is just suppressing the pain in your heart.

It's just that due to her personality, she couldn't do the posture of crying, making trouble and hanging herself like an ordinary little girl, and she didn't want Xu Ziyin to see it.

The first love was vigorous and ended without a problem.

She had been looking forward to the future life between her and her elementary school brother, but the reality caught her off guard and slashed her hard.

She rested her chin on the desk and muttered to herself.

"Why~"

Xu Ziyin didn't say the reason for breaking up, and Qin Feiyan didn't ask.

But at this moment, she was still a little dazed.

Is it because you are not beautiful enough?

Although Qin Feiyan is not an arrogant person, she also has absolute confidence in her appearance and figure.

But if not for this, then why?
Although she and Xu Ziyin got together relatively suddenly, for a relatively short time, and did not experience many unforgettable twists and turns, isn't that what love is like?

How can the real society be like the bridges shown on TV?
Or did he usually act too proactively, making him feel that he was in a weak situation?

I called my little brother one after another, but he is a boy after all.

Amidst the invasion of darkness, Qin Feiyan finally revealed her fragile side.

.........

Beside the desk, a glass bottle containing fireflies glows faintly.

Qin Feiyan glanced sideways, and seemed to recall in his mind the image of his junior elementary school boy clumsily catching fireflies for him on a moonlit night, and told himself seriously that seeing fireflies meant seeing summer.

In fact, the original dozens of fireflies have long since died.

It's just that Qin Feiyan didn't want this precious glass bottle to lose its light, so she went downstairs to catch it several times.

In this case.

Every night when I wake up from my sleep, I can see the lights that light up for me in the darkness as soon as I look up.

It's like that clumsy and restrained primary school boy is always by his side.

While reading, Qin Feiyan stretched out his hand gently to hold the glass bottle full of summer in his palm, and then slowly pressed it to his chest, his eyes gradually lost focus with the clear moonlight.

The wind passed by the window, feeling the cold temperature of the glass bottle in her arms, she muttered in a low and choked voice.

"Summer is gone~"

"No more fireflies."

(First update.)
(It's the beginning of the month, let's vote, cuties, you can't raise books, daba daba~)

(End of this chapter)