On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

"Miss Chen, why are you asking me out?" When she was about to go to bed last night, Chen Jingyi called and said that she wanted to ask her out for dinner, and there was something else she wanted to tell her. She wanted her to talk on the phone, but Chen Jingyi kept silent, she had to save face.

"Tingwan, just call me Jingyi, and I'll call you Tingwan politely." Chen Jingyi handed the menu to Jiang Tingwan, "Talk while eating."

Jiang Tingwan didn't enjoy this meal very much. One of her bad things is that she can't let go of eating with people she doesn't know well, and she doesn't enjoy eating.While eating, she was thinking, she didn't go to the library today, and she didn't know if Shen Mo went, if she went to see if she wasn't there, would she be unhappy?

At the end of the meal, Chen Jingyi didn't say what the purpose of the day was. The two of them chatted about some unnutritious things together. After talking, they could also see changes on Chen Jingyi's face.

"Listen, although I have lived a pretty good life these days, to be honest, my family conditions are not very good, and I have never lived a prosperous life since I was a child. It is true that I was selfish when I approached Shen Yan, but later I was moved. True feelings." Chen Jingyi said a little sadly, she had no one to confide in, and now it was hard for someone to confide in, and she wanted to say more.

Jiang Tingwan took a sip of water to cover up her embarrassment. She didn't know what Chen Jingyi was thinking. She knew about the relationship between her and Shen Yan. According to ethics, she was a mistress, and now she was in front of her real girlfriend. Tell me how affectionate you are.

That is to say, Shen Yan is gone, if Shen Yan is here, Jiang Tingwan will definitely feel that she is provoking her and forcing her to step aside.

Shen Yan was gone, so it didn't make sense for her to do this, so Jiang Tingwan just listened to it as an ordinary friend.

"But I'm not happy now, Shen Yan is gone, there's no point in staying here, I'm still young, I can't just live my life like this, so, after thinking about it, I decided to leave here."

"My grandma is getting old. After thinking about it, I decided to go back to my hometown. There is not much pressure there, and the prospects for development are pretty good. I will work hard in the future, find a boyfriend, get married, have a child, and have a good life in this life. That's all."

Chen Jingyi has been thinking a lot during this time, and this is the most suitable result she finally came up with. If she is allowed to guard a child here and live a life of losing herself like a rice bug, she cannot bear it.

Originally, she was able to live with the child by herself because she had no way out and had hope for Shen Yan, but now, her hope was gone, and she didn't have the courage to spend the rest of her life alone.

Everyone has their own choice, Jiang Tingwan didn't want to interfere, she didn't know what Chen Jingyi meant when she told her about her own plan, and she didn't want to make any comments before she understood.

Chen Jingyi went on to say: "Listen to you, I'm looking for you this time, just to tell you to let you take care of Xiaozhou for me, you know, I can't take him away."

Jiang Tingwan frowned: "The child is still young, if he leaves his mother...he might not be happy, right?" She knew how uncomfortable it was to have no relatives, and she didn't want to see that kind of scene.

"It's better for him to live in Shen's house than to follow me. I didn't plan to take him with me. Besides, Mrs. Shen won't let me take him away. Let him stay here. He doesn't get used to it at first, just wait for him to get used to it." It should be fine." She has considered these issues before, although this is a bit cruel to Xiao Zhou, but she also has to think about it for herself, "I will come back to see him when I have time."

It's not that she doesn't want her son anymore, she just can't be with him.

"After I leave, Xiaozhou will definitely not get used to it. He likes you very much, so I just want to ask you to help me visit him often." Chen Jingyi said her request to Jiang Tingwan.

"Miss Chen, I think what I can do is better not to pretend to others. The child's dependence on the mother cannot be replaced by anything. Besides, you don't have the only choice of going back to your hometown. There are many suitable ones in Haicheng. If you are single now, it won't delay your boyfriend, so staying in Haicheng and working is also an option, isn't it?" Jiang Tingwan didn't agree, she felt that she shouldn't be able to do it.

She knew her own pain, and she didn't want her child to experience it. Selfishly speaking, it was Shen Yan's child, and she didn't want him to lose his mother's love after losing his father's love.

It is understandable to pursue your own happiness and live for yourself, but children are born by themselves.Since you have to be responsible for your children when you are born, you can't give up on them for some reason. It's fine if you are not born.

"No, I tried. Some memories before here will always bother me. I'm not afraid of making fun of you if I tell you. I've already been to the hospital. The doctor said it was mild depression. I have to save myself." Chen Jingyi is also very helpless, if she has a way, she doesn't want to give up her child.

"It's ironic to say that, when it was so difficult to spend a penny in half, I wasn't depressed, but now that I have more money, I get depression. Tell me, is it that I don't have a life of happiness?!"

It would be great if Shen Yan was here, Chen Jingyi thought, if Shen Yan was here, she would never leave Haicheng no matter what.

Only when people see hope will they spend time and stay where they are. If they can't see hope... there should be few people who can persevere, right?

Jiang Tingwan did not expect that Chen Jingyi would be so serious that she had already reached the point of seeing a doctor, "Do you feel better after seeing the doctor?"

"It's okay, the doctor also advised me to live in another place."

It was already like this, and Jiang Tingwan had nothing to say, but agreeing to take care of Shen Fangzhou should not be a big deal.

"I will also take time to visit Xiao Zhou at Shen's house. If I can accompany him like my mother, I will definitely not be able to." She also has her own affairs, and she doesn't want to go to Shen's house too much.

Except for Shen Yan, she didn't have any particularly good memories in the Shen family.

Chen Jingyi said gratefully: "That's enough, you just need to go and see him." In this way, her heart can be more at ease, and she will feel better in her hometown.

The two bid farewell and went back separately.

Jiang Tingwan didn't take a taxi, she was walking slowly on the road.

Just now Chen Jingyi said that it would be fine if the child gets used to it, but, getting used to it also means that her heart is dead.She is used to staying in Shen's house, so she doesn't want to think that one day her biological parents will come.She is used to the days without Shen Yan, that's because Shen Yan is really gone.

Because I feel that I have no chance, and it is impossible to have it again, so I no longer want extravagantly.From having to not having, from possessing to losing, it is better not to have at the beginning.

She felt that Chen Jingyi's words were cruel, so didn't she treat Shen Mo the same way?