On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Before going to the pharmacy to buy test strips, she was lucky. She checked the Internet for a long time last night, and some people said that stress can also cause this phenomenon.

After rejecting Shen Mo's invitation to go to the company together, after Shen Mo went to work and she stayed at home, she went to the pharmacy to buy test strips.

In fact, she is not young anymore. Many people of her age have become mothers and have children.But she had never done these things before, so she was very disturbed when she came to the pharmacy.This anxiety reached its climax while waiting for the result.

She was sitting on the toilet, watching the little thing in her hand turn into two red lines little by little, she really felt Gorden in her heart, she really hit it!Her luck is so good, Shen Mo is very cautious every time she takes measures, and she really hits the mark just twice.

And she was on birth control pills.

Wait, she suddenly thought, she had already taken the contraceptive pill, how did this child... how did she conceive?She had killed the seed in the cradle, so how could it germinate?Unless her medicine - passive.

Could it be that Shen Mo knew about her medicine?
She dubiously walked to the unoccupied room, the medicine bottle was still in the drawer, and there was no sign of being touched by anyone, and Shen Mo hardly came into this room, so she probably wouldn't touch her either. medicine.

The child... In fact, she didn't have any feelings, but it seemed that Shen Mo liked children very much.She obviously didn't want a child, but it's so easy to get it. Is the child and her fate too deep?
She thought of the child from before. During the period when her relationship with Shen Mo was the stiffest, when she was still immersed in Shen Yan's affairs, that child came unexpectedly. The child was very obedient and never cried. If it wasn't because she went to the hospital for a physical examination, she wouldn't even know about it.During the time when she was taking care of the child, when she recalled it now, she could feel Shen Mo's happiness. At that time, the smile on his face also obviously increased.

These were all things she didn't take to heart at the time, but now she and Shen Mo have sympathized with each other. Thinking about it carefully, he must have been very sad when he knew that the child was gone, so after she was discharged from the hospital, he directly and left.To be honest, although the child did not come in her expectation at that time, she was sincere when she planned to keep the child. She did not expect the child to be so weak, nor did she think that her body would be so weak. Just a little bit of sadness is unbearable.

Shen Yan was not found, she was sad, and the child was gone, she was also sad.It's just that her sadness was not shown in front of Shen Mo.

How does it feel to have a baby in your belly?She thought about it seriously.

Probably a kind of happiness.There is a person in her stomach who is connected with her blood. She will even roll in her stomach in the middle of the night, eat and sleep with her. When she is lonely, she can also recognize the world in her heart. There is another person who is with you and will not betray you.

At that time, she would often touch her belly, feel the baby's fetal movement, and feel the joy of being a mother.

It never occurred to her to give up that child.

She has never been a mother, has no experience, and does not even have the most basic awareness of safety precautions. The loss of her child has a lot to do with her, which she has always admitted.

However, she also breathed a sigh of relief after the child was gone.She was not ready to be a mother, and she and Shen Mo's family were not ready for a harmonious family either.A child born without love, even if it can get the love of its parents, but in that deformed state at that time, it is very detrimental to the child's growth.

What about this time?

This time, she's at an age when it's time to become a mother.The relationship between her and the child's father has also stabilized, and she has completely reached the state where she can get married. The difficulties in her heart have also been overcome, so if the child is born, the situation faced is completely different from that faced by their first child. Same.

What about her studies?

She was already much older than others, so if she had to go to school after giving birth, wouldn't she be wasting more time?Moreover, it is impossible for her to completely throw the child to the nanny after it is born. The child must be brought by herself, which will take more time.

Jiang Tingwan thought back on her previous experience, as if she always chose in front of her studies, and she was always the one who always seemed to be left behind in her studies.I gave up school because of Shen Yan before, and now I have a child...

She sighed deeply, came out of the bathroom, walked to the kitchen, and planned to pour herself a glass of water.

Before the refrigerator door was opened, I saw a post-it note written on the door, in the shape of a peach, beautiful and cute.

It read: Do not drink ice water, drink hot water! !There is a ready-made porridge for nourishing the stomach in the thermos bucket, remember to drink it.

Followed by a smiley face.

It's really hard to imagine that such a big boss can still be so cute.

She wanted to ignore it, why should her actions be restricted by others?Why stay together if you can't do whatever you want with another person?She paused for a moment with the hand that opened the refrigerator, and then continued to open the door of the refrigerator.

When her hand touched the icy water, the words on the post-it just now appeared before her eyes again.

Alas, forget it, he is doing it for his own good too!
She comforted herself like this.

And now I have kids.

She withdrew her hand, turned around and went to the thermos, and poured a glass of warm water to drink.

There is an insulated bucket next to it. Today’s porridge is white fungus and lotus seed porridge. As soon as I opened it, there was a rush of hot air, followed by an aroma. The temperature in the room was still a bit low because the air conditioner was on. After drinking a bowl After the porridge, she felt much better.

Just in case it was too late, she went to a nearby hospital to make an appointment for an examination. When she went, it was already noon. After she checked all the items, the doctor had already left work, so she went to find a nearby coffee shop Inside waiting for the results.

"Aunt Jiang—" When Jiang Tingwan was still sitting by the window in a daze, a young boy's voice came.

The voice came from behind, and before she could turn around, a little radish ran up to her like a firecracker.

"Aunt Jiang, I looked like you just now!"

"Xiaozhou? Why are you here?" Jiang Tingwan was surprised to meet him here, since he went to Mr. Shen's place, she rarely saw him.

"Aunt Shen, my nanny and I went out to buy groceries and have fun." Xiaozhou explained, and the nanny behind him also smiled at Jiang Tingwan in a friendly manner after he finished saying this.