On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Chapter 35

In the voice of Jiang Tingwan's intermittent narration, Shen Mo also thought of the past.

He was also fortunate to have seen the intimacy between her and Shen Yan.

When he heard that Jiang Tingwan personally agreed to Shen Yan's confession, the next day, he applied to the university in Yicheng, packed his things by himself, carried his bags on his back, and embarked on the road of studying alone.

At the beginning, he worked hard, working part-time, learning professional courses in advance, trying to keep himself busy, not thinking about Jiang Tingwan's appearance, not thinking about what would happen after she and Shen Yan confirmed their relationship.

He also thought about whether he should use some special means of his to snatch her away from Shen Yan. Anyway, he also has this ability.

But in the end, rationality defeated this evil idea, because he knew in his heart that Jiang Tingwan was happy and comfortable by Shen Yan's side, while for Jiang Tingwan, he just lived under the same roof for a few years Shen Yan's younger brother.

When he fled from Haicheng alone, he knew that he had given up his little girl to others. If there were no accidents, there would never be any intersection between them again. The young dream has become like this Broken, the first meeting when he was seven years old, it was just a dream for him.

In Haicheng, he comforted himself over and over again that Shen Yan was very kind to her, and he could no longer think about her or bother her.

However, sometimes, he really can't control himself.

Especially in the dead of night, when thousands of houses are lit up, it is really hard for him not to think of her.

When he was in the Shen family, most of his eyes were on her, but her eyes would always follow Shen Yan.

He was jealous, unwilling, but helpless.

In the world, there are always things that make you feel unwilling but powerless.

what can you doWhat can you do?

Finally again, when Shen Mo couldn't restrain the longing in his heart, he once again set foot on the car to Haicheng.

After he went to Haicheng, he went straight to the university where Jiang Tingwan was, but the university was very big, he only knew Jiang Tingwan's college and major, as for where she would be now, he didn't know anything.

At that time, Haicheng University was not so strictly controlled, and outsiders could come in and out freely. After Shen Mo went in, he found someone to ask Jiang Tingwan about the teaching entrance of Jiang Tingwan's major, and he was sitting in front of the door next to the teaching building. .

He might not be able to meet Jiang Tingwan here, but it doesn't matter, even if he can't see her, it's good to be able to breathe the air under the same sky with her.

Fortunately, he didn't have to wait for long. An hour later, he saw Jiang Tingwan walking past him with a backpack and a high ponytail, and then he watched her enter the teaching building.

He didn't look away until he lost sight of Jiang Tingwan, smiled lowly, and said, "Tingwan, long time no see."

I haven't seen her for a few months, but she is still as dazzling as ever, allowing him to see her at a glance and thus be attracted.

That day, Shen Mo left contentedly.

From then on, Shen Mo would go back and forth to Haicheng every once in a while, and the destination was Haicheng University where Jiang Tingwan was.When he has plenty of money, he will choose to fly, and when he is a little short, he will also use high-speed rail and cars. If he really didn't have any extra money, he would choose to take the train, and even chose the cheapest route to save dozens of dollars, and took several trains to see her.

The time he goes is not fixed, but the most fixed time is on her birthday and his birthday. On her birthday, he wants to be by her side, and on his birthday, he wants her to be by his side. around.

Even just to look at her.

Over the past few years, Shen Mo has already saved up a box full of train tickets, and he is not willing to throw them away. When one box is full, he will change another box. These are the testimony of his youth, and it is also the current relationship between him and Jiang Tingwan. He is not willing to let go of the only connection between them.

In those few years, even the wild cats in front of Jiang Tingwan's teaching building were familiar with Shen Mo, not only because Shen Mo went there many times, but also stayed in the same place every time, and because Shen Mo occasionally Give them something to eat.

Kittens are always very close to people who bring them food.

Fortunately, it was because of the sustenance of emotions that Shen Mo was able to survive the most difficult years and grow so well.

When he went to find Jiang Tingwan, he had seen Shen Yan, he had even seen Shen Yan and Jiang Tingwan walking together intimately, arm in arm, shoulder to shoulder.Shen Mo followed behind them like a perverted stalker. Even though his heart throbbed involuntarily when he saw their intimate scene, he still couldn't bear to take his eyes off her.

After all, he only had such a short time to see her.

He followed the two of them across the small bridge of Haicheng University as if masochistic, sat in the pavilion of Haicheng University, visited the supermarket of Haicheng University, and bought the snacks they bought.

When he brought the snacks back to the dormitory, opened them and put them in his mouth, what he felt was not sweetness, but bitterness piercing his heart.

He didn't spit it out, chewed it in his mouth expressionlessly, and then swallowed it.

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So you see, Jiang Tingwan is not the only one who has youth to recall, he also has it.It's just that she didn't have him in her youth, while his youth was full of her.

Jiang Tingwan was still talking, but Shen Mo couldn't hear clearly anymore, he has always had this ability, he can choose not to hear what he doesn't want to hear.Anyway, Jiang Tingwan didn't specifically tell him, Shen Mo, she just got emotional and told it to the person in front of her, no matter who the person in front of her was.

The sun has set, and the sky has gradually cast a layer of black shadows.Jiang Tingwan turned into a state of not saying a word again in the early morning, staring into the distance with empty eyes, and didn't mention the matter of going back.

"It's getting late, let's go back." Shen Mo couldn't help but said.

It was getting dark, and the temperature on the mountain was already a little lower than normal, and both of them wore less clothes. If they stayed any longer, he was afraid that she would catch a cold.

Jiang Tingwan didn't say whether to return or not, she said something completely unrelated to this: "I always thought that Shen Yan was still alive, he is such a kind person, God would not be so cruel to him, what do you think? ?”

Shen Mo thought, Jiang Tingwan, who has never seen the dark side of society, would never know that sometimes, death is better than life.

However, he still followed Jiang Tingwan's words: "Yeah." He also felt that Shen Yan was not dead, not only did he return Shen Yan once, but Jiang Tingwan left his nightmare without looking back.

(End of this chapter)