On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Chapter 93 Confession
It has been almost a month outside, and the heart that was still hesitant after seeing the bird is strong, it is also determined.

She wants to go back and continue her unfinished studies while developing her career.The manga has given her the confidence to be self-sufficient again, so she no longer needs help from others. This time, she can rely on herself to finish reading the book.

Once Shen Yan left, there was no one she could rely on.She had no relatives at all, and Shen Yan grew up with her, so she was already a relative. Now that her only relative is gone, she wants to live with him with his hope.

Without him, she still has their dreams...

Jiang Tingwan packed his bags and planned to return to Haicheng.

Before realizing her dream, she needs to find Shen Mo first.

Shen Mo didn't know that Jiang Ting came back late, so when he came home drunk after twelve o'clock in the evening, he was stunned for a moment when he saw the living room that was still lit and the suitcase in the living room.He thought it was his own hallucination, and rubbed his eyes vigorously. The box was still there, and he was ecstatic. Only then did he realize that it turned out to be real, and she seemed to be back later.

Shen Mo went to Jiang Tingwan's own bedroom first with frivolous steps, opened the door and saw that there was no one inside.

He shouted "Listen to the night, listen to the night, where are you", while searching from room to room.Until he pushed open the door of the study, and saw the person who would only appear in his dreams, sitting in the study, facing the computer, as if looking for some information.

The two looked at each other, Jiang Tingwan just stood up from the chair when Shen Mo hugged him in his arms, "Tingwan, you are finally back, Wanwan, I miss you so much..."

If it was Shen Mo who was sober, perhaps he would not express such deep thoughts to Jiang Tingwan so urgently, because he would have concerns.However, the current Shen Mo is a drunk Shen Mo, he has forgotten to think, he must carefully maintain the relationship between him and Jiang Tingwan, he will express his heart in the most direct and original way .

He really, really misses Jiang Tingwan.

"Wanwan, I thought you really didn't want me anymore..." Shen Mo held Jiang Tingwan tightly in his arms, regardless of Jiang Tingwan's struggle, he still didn't let go.

Jiang Tingwan could smell the strong smell of alcohol on his body.

"Did you go to drink?" Jiang Tingwan frowned and asked.

"Yeah." Shen Mo's answer contained a bit of grievance, "I'm so boring at home by myself, dark and scared, I don't want to."

Jiang Tingwan had already let Shen Mo hold her tightly.Shen Mo lay on her shoulders, his eyes were closed, and he looked satisfied.

"Are you still afraid of the dark at this age?" Jiang Tingwan was amused, feeling that Shen Mo, who was drunk, was like a child.

"Shen Mo, let me go and take a shower first, this smell is too bad." Jiang Tingwan tried to wake up Shen Mo with his voice so that he could take a bath by himself.

This, of course, was unsuccessful.Shen Mo was afraid that if he let go, she would disappear again, so he was unwilling to let go.

In the end, it was Jiang Tingwan who took him to the bathroom half-heartedly.

Anyway, I've done it all, so why worry about it.

After putting away the bath water, he moved Shen Mo into the bathtub with great effort, and began to bathe him himself. During this period, Shen Mo kept grabbing her hand dishonestly.

Occasionally, I would ask: "Wanwan, is that you? Is it you who helped me take a bath?"

If he got an answer from Jiang Tingwan, he would continue to ask.After she answered "yes", he would be honest for a while, and then whispered to her, "Thank you."

Oh, quite polite.

But it couldn't last for a while, and then it started again after a while.

After Jiang Tingwan tried her best to wash away the smell of alcohol on him, she threw him a bath towel and helped him onto the bed.

After taking a bath for him, she was already covered in sweat.

She wants to wash too, but nothing will let her go.He grabbed her arm and said, "Don't leave at night, don't leave me alone, I'm afraid..."

Shen Mo closed his eyes, and subconsciously said these words almost just when he realized that she was going to leave.

Jiang Tingwan stood there, unable to speak for a long time, her eyes were almost unable to bear the weight of tears, she covered her mouth and tried her best not to make a sound.

It would be a lie to say that she couldn't feel Shen Mo's love for such a long time.She could feel Shen Mo's kindness and care for her.She didn't know how she could make Shen Mo see her, and she didn't know when he fell in love with her.

Shen Mo's almost humble voice begging her to stay, really made her heart ache.

Did Shen Mo really have such deep affection for her without her knowing?

If she really left, what would happen to Shen Mo?

When she came back this time, she planned to have a good talk with him about leaving.

But at this moment, she couldn't bear it.

Shen Mo, who has lived by himself since he was a child, and Shen Mo who was abandoned by his own mother, does she really want to abandon him?
Shen Mo was still raving, and the stimulation of alcohol reminded him of something, he shouted: "I hate Shen Yan, don't want Shen Yan."

The word Shen Yan suddenly woke up Jiang Tingwan, yes, there is also Shen Yan, she should like Shen Yan, even if Shen Yan is gone, she can't and shouldn't accept u Shen Mo anymore.She has a small heart and cannot accommodate two people.

Besides, Shen Yan treated her so well, without Shen Yan, there would be no Jiang Tingwan today.Shen Yan gave her a second life, and it was Shen Yan's full support that she was able to finish college and master's degree. All of this is due to Shen Yan, and she should not forget it.

Shen Yan would also be unhappy.

Shen Yan is kind to her, she doesn't want to do things that make Shen Yan unhappy.

Then I can only feel sorry for Shen Mo.

"I'm sorry..." Jiang Tingwan apologized to the drunken Shen Mo with tears in his voice.

After she finished speaking, she used all her strength to break away Shen Mo's hand that was holding onto the corner of her clothes. The drunken Shen Mo didn't have much strength, and he didn't have a clear understanding of some things when he was half asleep, so she was very upset. It was easy to break it open, then turned and left.

Now that you have decided to go, don't hesitate, that will only cause more damage.

Jiang listened to the resoluteness to leave late, but didn't notice that Shen Mo, who was alone in the room, had already curled up into a ball, nestled tightly in the quilt, wanting to rely on this to give him a sense of security; He didn't notice the tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, let alone the drunken Shen Mo would still call her name, as if he could call her back.

Shen Mo actually didn't lie, during the month Jiang Tingwan left, he came home very late almost every night, sometimes worked overtime at the company, and sometimes went to the bar to drink alone.The house is too dark and too quiet, which makes him panic and can't help but think wildly.

Fear is also true, afraid of the dark, afraid that she will leave, afraid that she will not come back, afraid that she really doesn't want him.

Compared with Shen Yan, he has no confidence.

(End of this chapter)