On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Chapter 94
Shen Mo, who was hungover all night, woke up the next day not feeling well.He kneaded the sore brow to relieve the excruciating discomfort.

Last night, Ting Wan seemed to be back...

At first, he thought he was dreaming, but when he glanced out of the corner of his eye and saw the water on the bedside table, he picked it up, took a sip, honey water, and the remaining warmth, and then he was sure that Jiang Tingwan had really returned.

Although he often goes to drink, he has never been so drunk during this period of time. He was so drunk last night because...he doesn't know why, maybe it's because of his emotions, and he didn't go to work today , so it is rare to indulge.

Hearing the movement outside, Shen Mo got up and went to the living room.

There were already a few small dishes on the dining table, and when he came out, Jiang Tingwan was still holding a bowl of noodles in his hand, and was about to put it on the dining table.Seeing Shen Mo come out, she said, "Are you awake? There is honey water I poured for you in the room, have you drunk it?"

"Drink it." Shen Mo replied, the headache and dry throat just now were greatly relieved by a glass of honey water, not only because of the honey water, maybe another reason was the person who poured the honey water.

"Then you go wash up and eat. I simply made some noodles, which can also fill your stomach."

It's simple, but it's really simple. When Shen Mo sat at the dining table again after washing, looking at the noodles boiled in white water in front of him, she felt that she was really not exaggerating.But it was just such noodles, and Shen Mo ate them in big mouthfuls. When he was not very good at cooking, he had eaten even the most unpalatable meals, let alone this.

When Jiang Tingwan was in Qingyun Town, he lived alone, and he was used to eating this kind of food, so he could accept it. It must not be as good as Shen Mo's cooking, but it's not impossible.

After Shen Mo ate one bowl, he didn't eat any more, and Jiang Tingwan only ate half of the bowl.

After the meal, Shen Mo found a topic.

He felt as if he hadn't spoken to anyone in a long time.

"The trip is over?"

"Yes, I won't go out for the time being." In fact, her small coffers are almost empty, and since she has decided to part with Shen Mo, she will definitely not use his money again.In the future, she has to pay tuition fees and rent a house for herself. She has to plan her money carefully.

"Have you had a good trip?"

"It's okay, I met a lot of interesting things and saw a lot of beautiful scenery."

Shen Mo nodded and said, "That's good."

Shen Mo didn't know what else to say, he didn't speak for a while, and there was silence between the two of them.

Jiang Tingwan had already gone home, but her box was still on the corner of the living room, and the contents inside had not been taken out. Shen Mo saw it and knew about it.

He doesn't want to talk to her too much at the moment, because there are too many mistakes.

But Jiang Tingwan obviously didn't think so, she wanted to make a quick decision.

"Shen Mo, I want to discuss something with you." Jiang Tingwan hesitated and hesitated, but said it out.

"Ah."

Shen Mo's attitude was very cold, and his echoes were almost undetectable.

"I want to continue my studies, and I want to get back what I gave up before."

"Okay, I support you." Before Jiang Tingwan gave up studying and insisted on looking for Shen Yan, he was very unsupportive, but at that time he had no position to oppose this matter.In his most difficult time, when he was living alone, he did not give up his studies, gritted his teeth and continued to study. At that time, he felt that a hopeless thing was not worth her giving up her studies.

For studying, he must be more supportive. It is enough to have him in the family to make money, and she just needs to do what she wants to do.

As long as she doesn't leave...

"One more thing...Shen Mo, I thought about it, let's...separate...I can't forget Shen Yan..." I can't forget Shen Yan's kindness to her, and I can't forget the inseparable relationship between them The most important thing is the sense of moral oppression that she can hardly bear.

Shen Yan stood up suddenly.

"Stop talking, I have a headache, I want to rest for a while!" He turned to leave.

"Shen Mo, it was wrong for us to be together before. I don't want to betray Shen Yan. I can't forget him, and I can't accept you. It's not fair to you, so..."

Before Jiang Tingwan finished speaking, Shen Mo couldn't bear it and yelled: "I told you to stop talking, my head hurts, can you let me rest for a while?! Wait until my head pain is gone. "

Can't wait for such a moment?His head was about to explode, and he couldn't hear anything.She stabbed him in the heart one after another, without giving him a chance to breathe.The time he was so proud of with him, the pillar that supported him to give up everything in Yicheng and come to Haicheng as a sojourner, was a mistake in her eyes?A piece of evidence of betraying Shen Yan?
Is he that miserable? ! !
Shen Mo's pace towards the house quickened, and Jiang Tingwan stood up as usual.

She almost yelled, "Shen Mo, don't run away, you understand it in your heart." No matter what, there should be no follow-up between them, "We...let's divorce..."

divorce--

The two words that Shen Mo was most afraid of were still uttered, and he stopped in his tracks.

Turning around slowly, clenched both hands tightly, using his best efforts to restrain himself from going crazy, he explained a fact to Jiang Tingwan, "Shen Yan is dead."

"It's precisely because of this that I can't disregard his wishes and be an ungrateful person." Of course she knew that Shen Yan was dead, but this couldn't affect her decision.

"Then you can live alone forever?"

"What's wrong, the person I like is gone, so why not be alone?" She told herself over and over again in her mind that Shen Yan was her favorite person, and Shen Yan gave her a second life. Even at the end of his life, he still thinks about her. He had a child with someone else because of his careless mistake. He must have regretted it... In the dream, he had already apologized to her.

"What about me?" Shen Mo, who asked these words, could feel his own humility. He was never used to leaving the choice in other people's hands, but in front of her, the right to choose was never his. Can humbly ask, ask her how to arrange him.

"I know it's unfair to you. Even if I'm sorry for you, after we divorce, you will definitely meet someone who is better than me, and there are more people who like you than me. You don't have to be in my tree. Hang to death." Jiang Tingwan said the most cruel words in the most gentle tone, word by word, like Ling Chi, "Shen Mo, loving someone is too tiring, I don't have the energy to love another person anymore. I hope that in the future you will meet someone who loves you wholeheartedly.”

The one who loves is always mentally exhausted, and the one who is loved is always confident.

Those who take the initiative to love are destined to always be at a disadvantage in this love.

　To love and be loved is like fighting hard and getting it actively, there is a big difference... unless you go both ways

　　
　
(End of this chapter)