After I was reborn, I was spoiled by Uncle Bingbing

Chapter 353 Pei Yuan Feels Panic
For a long time, there was still no movement in the bedroom.

Looking at the closed palace door, Pei Yuan walked in front of the door for a while, and finally kicked the door open.

He paused, and walked into the bedroom.

Walking into the inner hall, I saw Pei Chen sitting on the ground in front of the bed, his eyes glazed over, and lines of tears were streaming down his handsome face.

Pei Yuan stopped and looked at him silently.

Pei Chen was so immersed in his own thoughts that he didn't realize it.

After a long time, Pei Yuan sighed, squatted down in front of him, and called softly, "Your Majesty?"

Only then did Pei Chen come back to his senses, and looked at him slowly.

Pei Yuan said: "It's cold on the ground, sit on the bed." As he spoke, he reached out to hold his arm, trying to lift him up.

I don't know how long Pei Chen sat on the ground, his legs were already numb, and he almost fell to his knees on the ground with Pei Yuan's support.

After placing him on the bed, Pei Yuan probed his forehead and found that there was no fever, so he was relieved, but seeing his lips were dry, he went out and asked someone to pour a cup of hot water.

"Your Majesty, please drink some hot water." Pei Yuan handed the tea bowl to Pei Chen.

Pei Chen's lips moved, his voice was dry and hoarse, "I'm not thirsty..."

"You haven't drank water for a day, drink a little, you'll feel better." Pei Yuan simply took the spoon and fed it into his mouth bit by bit.

Pei Chen took a few sips passively, then shook his head and said, "I don't want to drink anymore..."

Seeing this, Pei Yuan put down the tea bowl and sat down on the chair in front of the bed.

After pondering for a moment, he called out in a warm voice: "Chen'er, I know you feel uncomfortable, you can vent it, don't embarrass yourself like this, your imperial grandmother is very worried about you."

Pei Chen turned to look at him, and suddenly said, "Uncle Emperor, Qiudi is dead..."

Pei Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then nodded, "Yes, but people cannot be resurrected after death, so you can't torture yourself, you belong to the well-being of all people, you should cheer up."

Pei Chen shook his head, his voice was low and dull, "Uncle Huang, I can't cheer up..."

Pei Yuan held his shoulders, "You can do it."

Pei Chen said shyly: "Uncle, you don't understand, but before Qiudi died, I didn't understand either. So I cared about her so much. I thought that she would stay by my side forever, but she left like this I'm not prepared at all..."

Having said that, tears fell from the corners of his eyes again.

Seeing him like this, Pei Yuan also felt uncomfortable.

He never thought that Qiudi's death would deal such a big blow to him.

At this moment, he blamed himself and regretted it.

If he had known that this day would come, he should not have sent Qiudi into the palace; if he had known that this day would have come, he should not have kept Qiudi in the first place.

But now, it is too late to say these words.

Looking at the young man in front of him, he felt helpless and distressed.

He took out the handkerchief, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes for him, and then squeezed his hand tightly, "Chen'er, I understand the relationship between you and Qiudi, but the dead cannot be brought back to life, and the living can only go to the Look ahead, I believe Qiu Di doesn't want to see you like this. You are the emperor, and the country of Daliang depends on you."

Pei Chen shook his head, "Uncle Emperor, I feel so tired. This place is empty, and I don't have the motivation to move forward. I'm afraid I'll be able to support the country again..." He put his hand on his heart, and his whole body People are weak.

Pei Yuan's heart sank, and he could only try his best to comfort him, "Since you are tired, take a good rest for a while, and I will help you deal with the court affairs. During this time, you don't have to think about anything. If you want to go out to play, I will arrange someone to accompany you..."

"Uncle Emperor." Pei Chen suddenly interrupted him, "Actually, I don't want to be an emperor at all, I never wanted to be. When I was five years old, after being passively supported by you to ascend the throne, I was never happy .

You expect me to be a good emperor and take over the country, but it is really hard and tiring for me to do so.

Days like this, day after day, year after year, I have become numb and have no hope at all. I am thinking that maybe I will die in this lifeless palace in a short time.

Until Qiudi came to my side, she was very quiet, she was obviously not much older than me, but she always looked mature and prudent, which made me want to play tricks on her.

However, she never complained about my teasing, and always accompanied me quietly.

It has been many years, and I have long been used to her presence and company, and it is because of her that I have a little hope for the dull life in the palace.

Sometimes looking at her delicate appearance, I always ask her, why does she look like a girl?
She pretended to be calm in front of me, but I didn't know that the panic in her eyes had long been seen by me.

But at that time, I didn't think she was a daughter, I just thought she was worried that I would dislike her.

I was pleasantly surprised to find out that she was a daughter, but she didn't want to be a concubine, and I didn't force her, anyway, she was by my side.

But I didn't expect that she would die like this, and leave me completely without warning..."

After talking about it, Pei Chen choked up, and the tears on Jun's face flowed extremely violently.

On the day of Shangyuan Festival, he didn't dare to take her out of the palace.

If she hadn't left the palace, she wouldn't have died...

Pei Yuan, who is so calm, felt a little flustered at this moment.

"Chen'er, don't be sad, you still have the imperial grandmother, and we, we will be with you." After a long time, he pursed his lips and comforted him.

"It's not the same." Pei Chen shook his head, "I used to think Qiudi was not that important, but I didn't know how important she was to me until the moment she died. If I could understand earlier, I would definitely I want to treat her better, but she will never come back...

Uncle, can you understand my mood?

I know you love Aunt Huang deeply, so I think you can understand. "

Pei Yuan felt sad and supported his shoulders, "Your Majesty, I can understand your mood, so if you feel tired, you can take a rest for a while without thinking about anything. After you have rested, you can take over the affairs of the court." thing."

Pei Chen paused, then suddenly looked up at him, "Uncle Emperor, in fact, you are more suitable to be the emperor than me, and I am not suitable at all."

Pei Yuan's complexion changed, "Your Majesty, stop talking nonsense."

Pei Chen smiled wryly, and said lightly: "Uncle Emperor, thank you for listening to my trivial words. I'm tired and want to rest for a while. You can go back."

Pei Yuan sighed inwardly, and nodded, "Okay, but the emperor hasn't eaten all day, so eat something before going to bed."

Pei Chen nodded.

Pei Yuan went out for a while, and after a while, he came in with a bowl of porridge himself.

This time, Pei Chen was very cooperative, and it didn't take long before he finished eating.

Seeing him lying down, Pei Yuan still felt uneasy.

After he went out, he called his servant to keep an eye on him, and then he left the palace.

That night, Pei Yuan didn't sleep well, his mind was full of Pei Chen's pale face, and what he said with tears.

It turned out that he had been so unhappy in those years.

He was negligent.

The next day, before dawn, he got up to wash his hands and planned to go to the palace to see Pei Chen.

Yizhu fell into a drowsy sleep, and when she heard the sound, she rubbed her eyes and sat up, "Why do you get up so early?"

(End of this chapter)