After refusing marriage for three times, the sickly son turned black

Chapter 251 Will You Love It?
If you count the time in the book...

She herself didn't know whether the child in her womb would have a chance to be born.

Now she is actually not ignorant of her future, she just wants to give herself a little hope.

Now that she knew some truths, she couldn't reconcile with Shen Juan even more.

She seemed to have no chance to respond to Shen Juan's kindness and Shen Juan's emotion.

It's better to make mistakes like now...

Chi Yang thought so.

The road is long and long, Shen Juan should get used to life without her early...

In fact, she is not ignorant of the matter, she is just selectively escaping from the doomed result in the book.

She has a childlike heart and has never been a mother, let alone ready to be a mother.

But she was not happy in the real world.

Everyone said that she had a good family background, and there was so much money in the family, so there was nothing to be happy about.

But all she wanted was the company of her parents.

In the original world, she didn't experience the love of her parents, but she has experienced it here.

People are greedy, and once they have experienced its goodness, they are never willing to let go.

She sometimes thinks that if she has a child, she will be like Chi's father and Chi's mother, who will take great care of the child, cherish it in every possible way, earnestly teach him all the principles of human nature that she knows, and hold him hand in hand through the spring and summer and autumn and winter.

She wants her children to be just like herself, and to taste the affection of their parents.

But Chi Yang didn't know if his child would have a chance to come to this world.

If there is, she doesn't know if the child's father can make up for his own feelings.

But according to what Shen Juan said before, this possibility should be ruled out...

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Chi Yang woke up in a daze, with no memory of when he fell asleep, and felt a little thirsty, so he asked the maid to pour him a glass of water.

She is getting lazy these days, and she won't do it herself unless she can do it herself.

It's just that the servant girl didn't respond for a long time, but the tea was indeed delivered to her.

When Chi Yang raised his eyes, he saw Shen Juan, whom he hadn't seen for a few days.

Some surprises, some surprises.

Even Chi Yang himself can't understand his true thoughts.

While thinking that Shen Juan should not come again, they cut each other like this, and at the same time thought why Shen Juan didn't come to find her, did she not love herself?

It wasn't until now that he looked at Shen Juan in front of him that Chi Yang knew that he actually hoped for Shen Juan to come.

"Aren't you thirsty, drink quickly?"

Shen Juan said.

Under Shen Juan's urging, Chi Yang took the teacup and drank water.

After drinking the tea, Chi Yang handed back the teacup to Shen Juan without saying anything.

Shen Juan sighed softly, "Are you still angry? I know I was wrong..."

"If you want to keep this child, let's go back to Yanzhou. Where there is a hermit doctor, we still have a chance..."

Shen Juan just stood there, lowered his head, and said what he wanted to say.

Chi Yang stretched out his hand to hold Shen Juan's fingers, and gave a soft "hmm", agreeing to Shen Juan's proposal.

It's just that I already knew the answer in my heart, and I said this just to give Shen Juan a result.

"If... If I don't live until the child grows up, will you be nice to it, will you love it very much?" Chi Yang looked up at Shen Juan and asked softly.

Shen Juan bent down, looked straight at Chi Yang, and said seriously, "It will live if you live, and I will treat it well and love it well..."

(End of this chapter)