out of control

"Shen Guyuan, do you think I'll forgive you if you say a few nice words? When you're angry, you don't have to eat the meal I prepared, and when your anger subsides, you can come to me and show courteousness to me. You are so kind." Kind of!"

"..."

Chi Yu's barrage of responses left Shen Guyuan speechless.

He didn't expect Chi Yu to care so much about breakfast.

"I'm too late to go to work this morning, sorry."

Shen Guyuan grabbed her hand, put it in his palm, and squeezed it lightly.

Chi Yu looked away, "Then you can't take it to the car to eat? Shen Guyuan, I know you too well, you did it on purpose!"

Shen Guyuan lowered his head and did not speak.

He did mean it.

Because he was also angry.

He felt that Chi Yu didn't appreciate it.

"Let's talk, shall we?"

After a while, Shen Guyuan said in a low voice.

When two people are together, friction is indispensable, but if they get along in this needle-point-to-wheat way every time something goes wrong, their relationship will come to an end when more and more conflicts accumulate.

That was the last thing Shen Guyuan wanted to see.

"Talk about what?"

Chi Yu also calmed down now, she withdrew her hand, her voice was low, and she was aggrieved.

Shen Guyuan sat on the chair next to him, patted his leg, "Come here, sit here and let's talk."

Chi Yu got up awkwardly, walked over and sat in his arms, his movements were stiff and his limbs were extremely uncoordinated.

Seeing Shen Guyuan wanting to laugh like this for no reason, the corners of his lips curled slightly, and his tone was pitiful:
"Xiao Yu, you hold me, my arm is hurt, if you don't sit well, you will fall."

Chi Yu turned his head and gave him a strange look, then leaned back into his arms, "Just say what you want to say."

Shen Guyuan put one hand across her waist, and rested his chin on her shoulder:
"I was wrong about what happened last night. I shouldn't dampen your enthusiasm."

Chi Yu pursed his lips, but said nothing.

"But Xiao Yu, haven't you thought about it seriously? If you don't hold a wedding now, what will you do if you regret it later? It's not that I don't believe in you, I just don't believe in human nature.

There is only one wedding in your life, don't you really yearn for it?Xiaoyu, people have something they should do at every stage, step by step is the life that God has arranged for us long ago.

We can't mess up this order at will. I will slowly replenish you with all the sense of ritual that I owe you, but I don't want you to get pregnant first and hold the wedding later.

Now that our lives have been tied together, I must be responsible to you and your future.

I am older than you, so naturally I have experienced more things than you.

My parents didn't have a wedding, do you know how many times they fought over it?So, I don't want to step into their footsteps myself. "

Chi Yu leaned against Shen Guyuan's arms, listening to him quietly.

In Chi Yu's impression, Shen Guyuan rarely showed his emotions except when he was angry with her.

Including some things in his family, he rarely told her.

So she always felt that she had never entered Shen Guyuan's heart.

He seemed to have built a wall outside his heart, if he couldn't come out by himself, she couldn't get in either.

"You never told me these things."

For a long time, Chi Yu lowered his eyes, looked at the arms around his waist, and said in a calm tone.

"You often say that we need to communicate, but you rarely tell me about your affairs. I am a transparent person in front of you. You know what I eat and wear every day, but for you, sometimes I even feel a little I don't know.

I feel like you keep me out of your world every time, and you don't want to tell me your emotions, you just digest them yourself. "

Her voice was low, aggrieved and distressed.

Shen Guyuan turned his head and kissed her cheek lightly, with tenderness in his eyes.

"I know you may say that you want me to live a happier life and not tell me those troubles, but Shen Guyuan, why don't you think about it? If our identities are reversed, you will still say that ?

Husband and wife are a community, joys and sorrows should be shared, you have been lying to me like this, it will make me feel suffocated and powerless.

I don't want to be treated as an outsider by you. "

"We are obviously the closest couple, but we get along more like father and daughter. I enjoy everything you gave me, but I never walked into your heart."

Chi Yu got up from Shen Guyuan's arms, stood in front of him and looked at him with lowered eyes, with tears in his eyes:

"Think about it, I'm a little tired, I'm going to rest first."

Shen Guyuan was sitting on a chair on the balcony, the gentle evening wind was blowing the bangs on his forehead, and what Chi Yu said just now lingered in his ears like a spell.

Maybe, something was really wrong with him.

A courtyard house on the outskirts of the imperial capital.

Yu Sheng didn't eat or drink since he got home, and stayed in the room all the time, refusing to go out.

Wang Jiu and Yu Jiezhong called him many times in turn.

Finally, Yu Jiezhong couldn't take it anymore, he kicked open the door and went in, and found Yu Sheng sitting on a chair in a daze, with a photo of Chi Yu in front of him.

Yu Jiezhong walked over angrily, picked up the photo and tore it into pieces, Yu Sheng finally came to his senses, looked up at him with scarlet eyes:
"Why are you tearing up my photo!"

Yu Jiezhong raised his hand and slapped him:

"Your mother and I have been calling you for a long time, why didn't you say anything? Yu Sheng, the college entrance examination is about to come, what are you doing these days?! Do you really want to watch ten years of hard work go to waste? ?!"

Tears rolled down Yu Sheng's cheeks, he quickly raised his hand to wipe them away, and took a step back to look at Wang Jiu and Yu Jiezhong:

"You husband and wife are like birds of a feather! Hearts are like snakes and scorpions! My sister is obviously not your own, and you still use her to exchange money. Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? The most regrettable thing in my life is to be your son. If I had a choice Quan, I will definitely not choose you as my parents!"

Yu Jiezhong and Wang Jiu were completely stunned.

After a long time, Wang Jiu asked him in a trembling voice:

"Shengsheng, who told you these things?"

Seeing Wang Jiu's pale face, Yu Sheng smiled mockingly:

"Of course my sister told me. You don't think she really doesn't know anything, do you? If she doesn't doubt your cannibalistic parents, then she is really out of her mind!"

Yu Jiezhong was already panicking.

He couldn't imagine what he would do if he lost Chi Yu, the cash cow.

He also planned to extort money from Chi Yu for Yu Sheng to go to college.

It's all gone now.

"Shengsheng, it's not like this... You heard from your mother that... at the beginning... your sister died when she was born, and your father and I had no choice, so... we adopted your sister."

Wang Jiu cried out, she wiped away her tears, stepped forward and explained to Yu Sheng.