out of control

Chapter 33 You Don't Want Me

The room was so quiet, the moonlight shone on the bed through the white gauze curtain, just hitting the middle of the two, separating them like a gap.

Shen Guyuan's breathing behind him was rapid and obvious, and Chi Yu couldn't ignore it for a while.

She closed her eyes, and what Shen Guyuan said to her just now came to her mind.

"Xiao Yu, please take care of me."

Shen Guyuan hugged her tightly, his voice still trembling violently.

Chi Yu took a deep breath and said in a weak voice, "Shen Guyuan, let me go."

She felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained, and she couldn't arouse interest in doing anything.

She thought she would feel relieved after divorcing Shen Guyuan, but when it really came to this point, she felt like a knife was piercing her heart.

"Don't let go, Xiao Yu, I'm sorry..."

Shen Guyuan buried his head in the cold back of her neck, the self-blame in his voice was very obvious.

Chi Yu leaned in his arms, his body was slightly stiff, his closed eyes slowly opened, and those red eyes from crying in the dark night were extremely bright under the infiltration of tears.

"Shen Guyuan, since you left, why did you come back?"

Chi Yu's voice was wrapped in a deep cry, and every word she uttered was like a heavy hammer, hitting Shen Guyuan's heart.

"I don't want a divorce," Shen Guyuan said in a very serious tone, "Xiao Yu, from the day I received the certificate, you are the only wife in my life. No matter what changes happen in the future, I will never separate from you."

Chi Yu blinked, and tears fell in strings.

Her body trembled violently.

Shen Guyuan hugged her tightly, slowly wiped her tears with one hand, and said in an extremely gentle voice:
"Don't cry, okay?"

After the words fell, Chi Yu couldn't hold back after all, turned around and threw himself into his arms, holding him and crying heartbreakingly.

She seemed to cry out all the grievances she had suffered in the past three years abroad.

Shen Guyuan's heart shattered into pieces in an instant.

His chin rested on the top of Chi Yu's hair, his eyes were sore and swollen.

Chi Yupu cried for a long time in his arms, while Shen Guyuan kept hugging her and coaxing her softly.

Shen Guyuan has never felt so sad as now.

He used to think that as long as he became strong, Chi Yu would be able to grow up carefree under his wings, but now it seems that his self-righteousness seems to have caused Chi Yu a huge misunderstanding.

Chi Yu's crying gradually stopped, but she leaned against Shen Guyuan's arms, her voice was sobbing, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

Shen Guyuan sighed slightly, holding her tighter.

"Shen Guyuan," Chi Yu said hoarsely, "Don't want me."

Chi Yu grabbed the front of his shirt, sniffed, and his voice was aggrieved, turning all the anger and concern of Shen Guyuan into a puddle of water.

Shen Guyuan lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, and said in a voice almost difficult:
"How could I not want you."

I love you too late.

"But you just said..."

Before Chi Yu finished speaking, Shen Guyuan lowered his head and blocked her lips.

Chi Yu's expression was slightly startled, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his slender arms slowly wrapped his arms around his neck, and he closed his eyes and responded enthusiastically to him.

Probably only under such circumstances, can they forget everything that happened just now and blend into each other's flesh and blood.

The moonlight still shone on the bed, but it was a little more inclined than before.

The hot air from the air conditioner was turned off by Shen Guyuan, and the moonlight shone on the soft and comfortable bed. Chi Yu's fair skin and red sheets complemented each other perfectly, making each other attractive.

When Shen Guyuan leaned over, the moonlight hit his back, adding a bit of mystery to his whole body.

The indoor beauty was over, and Chi Yu was dripping with sweat. Covered by the air conditioner, she was obediently lying in Shen Guyuan's arms, completely different from the rebellious and duplicity she just now.

Shen Guyuan rested his fingertips on her arm, and his nails seemed to scratch her skin, making the pores all over her body tighten.

"In the future, no mention of divorce is allowed."

Shen Guyuan took the divorce agreement signed by the two from the bedside table, raised his hand and tore it up without hesitation.

Chi Yu blinked, pursed his lips and remained silent.

Shen Guyuan threw the shredded paper into the trash can, and lay down beside her again, "Tomorrow is the weekend, move home with me."

Chi Yu pouted, "No."

"Be obedient, I have everything at home, and I can take good care of you."

Shen Guyuan put his arms around her slender waist, coaxing her gently.

"Tomorrow morning, I will ask Wei Yu to come over and help you move things. There is a charity banquet in the evening, and you will attend it with me."

Shen Guyuan let go of her, lay flat on his back, looked at the ceiling with deep eyes, as if he had made the most important decision in his heart.

"..."

Chi Yu looked up at him with an extremely complicated expression.

He brought himself to the banquet tomorrow, which meant that he would announce their relationship to the public.

Chi Yu felt inexplicably nervous.

She looked at Shen Guyuan's resolute and good-looking side face, and suddenly asked:
"Shen Guyuan, why on earth do you want to marry me? Do you... love me?"

As soon as the words fell, Chi Yu's heart beat like a drum.

She quietly covered her chest with one hand, her nerves tensed up in one place, and she looked at him nervously.

Shen Guyuan was slightly startled, he didn't expect Chi Yu to ask such a question.

He thought he had made it obvious enough.

Unexpectedly, she still didn't understand.

The tip of Shen Guyuan's tongue touched his cheeks, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his voice was hoarse and sexy:

"What about you, Chi Yu, do you love me?"

To be honest, one of the important reasons why Shen Guyuan brought her into marriage so early was to "tie" her to him.

Even if she doesn't love herself now, as long as she is bound by marriage, she will fall in love with herself sooner or later.

He can take good care of Chi Yu, and he can spoil her to heaven.

But he couldn't accept her being with other men.

That would kill him.

Chi Yu didn't expect him to ask back.

Her thoughts drifted away in an instant.

She remembered that when she was in college, Shen Guyuan often didn't go home because of work. She would go to the company to play with him on weekends. One day she saw a certain partner jokingly introducing a girlfriend to Shen Guyuan, and said that they Very good match.

Of course Shen Guyuan refused that day, but Chi Yu also realized that if Shen Guyuan married another woman, there would be no way for them to continue living together.

The sharp pain in her heart told Chi Yu that her feelings for Shen Guyuan had undergone a qualitative change long ago.

"Huh? Xiao Yu, do you love me?"

Seeing that Chi Yu didn't answer for a long time, Shen Guyuan raised his hand and pinched her cheek with an extremely doting voice.

"Love,"

Chi Yu raised his head, his eyes were so bright that they almost glowed in the darkness, "Shen Guyuan, I love you, I fell in love with you a long time ago, so I can't share you with other women, and I can't really be with you You are divorced.

I am arguing with you, just want you to care a little more, and want you to have my presence in your eyes.

I know that many people will think that I am unreasonable, even a contradictory body. If you want to get a divorce, why should you still enjoy what you give.

But Shen Guyuan, it was you who spoiled me, and I was only self-willed in front of you, as long as I thought that one day you would leave me to embrace other women, I would feel so sad that I would go crazy.

I have been short of love since I was a child and have no sense of security, so I have no way to watch you leave me. It would be better to kill me. "

(End of this chapter)