Madam, did she abuse the scum today?

Chapter 230 Afraid of losing everything I have now

Wanwan, I can withstand all the wind and rain for you, all the gossip, all the pressure, the premise is that you have to be obedient, stay by my side, stay with me, and don't leave me.

As long as you are still here, I am not afraid of all the difficulties and obstacles.

Everything I do is for you.

But why don't you believe me?
Do you believe that I can protect you, do you believe that I can protect you forever?

He closed his eyes in pain, and when Murong Jing looked at her again, the emotions in his eyes were extremely complicated.

There is heartache, sadness, self-blame, guilt, anger, and disappointment, but more, I still can't bear to her...

One month ago, in that thrilling scene, she was lying lifeless on the bed like a broken doll, and the unpredictable scene of life and death was still vivid in my memory. I was afraid that she would do something stupid again and leave me completely. Therefore, even if At this moment, he was very angry and annoyed. He still didn't dare to lose his temper with her, and he didn't even dare to say a serious word, for fear that she would do something stupid again.

He said that this life was given by her. In this life, he will give her everything, and he will protect her well and give her eternal peace.

The disappointment in his eyes made Chu Xingwan's heart stagnate, and an unprecedented sense of uneasiness rose from the bottom of his heart, and soon took root and sprouted into a towering tree, entrenched in his heart.

All her reliance comes from his love and unconditional pampering and pampering. If one day, he really disappoints her, gets tired of her, and tires of her, then she...

Chu Xingwan didn't dare to imagine.

A strong sense of unease invaded all the nerve cells in her body, making her body tremble even more violently, and her face became even more frighteningly white.

Trembling, he stretched out his hands and hugged his waist tightly. Chu Xingwan raised his head, looked at him uneasily with trembling eyelashes, and sincerely admitted his mistake.

"Brother Jing, Wanwan made a mistake, don't be angry, okay, I won't dare to do it again after Wanwan."

Murong Jing didn't speak, just pursed his lips tightly, looking indifferently at the thick night outside the window, his eyes concealed emotions.

"Brother Jing, would you please say something? Wanwan really knows I was wrong. If you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me and scold me, but please don't ignore me."

"Brother Jing, can you take care of me?"

Grabbing the hem of his clothes and shaking it gently, Chu Xingwan looked at him pitifully with red and swollen eyes, begging in a voice.

It's just that Murong Jing, who was determined to teach her a lesson, ignored her.

Looking at the tense handsome face, Chu Xingwan blinked, then suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed his thin lips.

The soft touch on his lips and the fragrance in his nose made Murong Jing's tall body slightly stiff, the expression on his face instantly cracked, and all the anger dissipated in this instant.

Grabbing her waist with one hand and supporting her chin with the other, Murong Jing turned back directly.

Looking down at her flattering and obedient face, Murong Jing sighed softly in his heart, feeling very helpless.

For her, he really has nothing to do with her.

She can always easily stir up his anger, but she can easily make him surrender.

Murong Jing was very annoyed by this, but he was happy with it.

She is the pearl bestowed upon him by the gods, how could he be willing to show face and lose his temper with her.

Murong Jing didn't let go of her until he realized that the person in his arms was not breathing well.

He licked his lips unsatisfactorily, seeing her pale little face and her tender red lips after being loved, his eyes darkened, and he quickly looked away.

Chu Xingwan, who was limp all over as if he had no bones, curled up softly in his arms, raised his head, looked at him with his beautiful eyes full of autumn water, unconsciously licked his lips, asked cautiously.

"Brother Jing, are you still angry?"

Murong Jing shook his head, rubbed the top of Ade's hair lightly, and said softly, "No."

"Brother Jing, when you are angry in the future, can you not ignore me, I'm so scared."

I'm afraid you really don't want me anymore.

I am even more afraid of losing everything I have now.

Murong Jing, who didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, replied softly.

He raised his hand and looked at his watch. At one o'clock in the morning, he frowned slightly, "Wanwan, let's go back first."

Chu Xingwan nodded, buried his face in his arms, Wan lazily yawned, looked up at him, and said sleepily, "Brother Jing, I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

"it is good."

Picking her up in his arms, Murong Jing kissed her on the forehead, "Wan Wan, you go to sleep, I will carry you away."

"it is good."

Putting her arms around his neck, she buried her face in his arms, smelling his breath, and slowly closed her eyes.

Murong Jing lowered his head and glanced at her, then raised his feet and strode towards the outside of the hall.

Outside the Temple of Worry, Shen Yan and his party had already left, only Anu stayed outside the hall and never left.

At this time, she was sitting on the cold steps with her cheeks in her hands, looking up at the few scattered stars above her head, dazed.

In her mind, the words Ji Wuyou told her kept echoing.

Thinking of Ji Wuyou leaving her behind and going away alone, her mood became extremely depressed.

When she was twelve years old, she was rejected by her biological father because of a serious illness, and she was expelled from the house to live on the streets. She made a living by begging.

Until she met Ji Wuyou, that gentle and kind big sister.

She rescued her, took her out of the beggar's nest, not only bought beautiful clothes for her, took her to eat delicious food, but also treated her chronic diseases.

However, her body did not live up to expectations. Under her meticulous care, her body not only did not improve, but even dried up.

Before, she had never been afraid of death, and even felt that death was a kind of relief for her.

However, after she met her sister, after spending more than two months together, she began to fear death.

She felt unprecedented warmth from her sister, who gave her the affection and love she had longed for.

Therefore, she began to be nostalgic for the warmth of the world, and began to be afraid of death. Rather than being reluctant to part with this world, she was more reluctant to part with the only big sister who gave her warmth and love.

They are all miserable people, and the two miserable people depend on each other for their lives and redeem each other.

If she dies, my sister will become a person again, wandering alone in this world, and Yu Yu will walk alone.

How could she be willing?
Therefore, she gave up reincarnation and begged her to train herself to be a drug slave.

Because of this, she can stay with her sister forever, even if everyone in the world betrays her, she will never leave her and betray her.

More than twenty years have passed, and she is growing older, but her IQ and appearance have always remained at the age of twelve.

So, she is always stupid.

Anu thought, maybe it was because of this that she didn't realize the deep meaning hidden in the master's words, so she was left behind by her.

If she was smarter, even a little bit, she would not lose her master.

(End of this chapter)