Scum dad proposes to mommy every day

Chapter 199 Love Will Not Change
After all, he could be regarded as witnessing the growth of his child with his own eyes.

Companionship begins before birth.

But Mi Bao, Han Bao and Xi Bao never got these.

This made Ji Hanshi realize that his previous self might not be a qualified father.

It's okay for Mi Bao and Han Bao, because they are not by his side. Although he also feels guilty in his heart, this kind of guilt has a reason and is excusable. It's not that he doesn't want to accompany him, but that he doesn't have the opportunity.

But Xi Bao was different.

It doesn't matter how his relationship with Jiang Yuwan is, or how many grievances and grievances there are between adults.

After all, Xibao is just a child, he is innocent and should not be implicated in the grievances between adults.

But these years, is it true that he has not been implicated?
If there is not even a little bit, it is impossible.

For example, when Jiang Yuwan was pregnant, he was not by Jiang Yuwan's side because of Jiang Ning's death and other reasons.

He is obviously in the capital, but for some reason, he feels very repelled.

Rejected seeing her, rejected the news that she was pregnant.

Although, as a man, he thought he had done his duty.

Food, clothing, housing, and transportation are all arranged for her properly. Whether it is a doctor or a servant, everything is done according to the largest specifications.

But he still didn't want to see Jiang Yuwan.

It is also because of this that during the period of Jiang Yuwan's pregnancy, he avoided her intentionally or unintentionally, because he missed the period of Xibao's life in Jiang Yuwan's stomach.

Before, he might not have been touched.

It's just that I simply feel that there is nothing wrong with doing that.

But now seeing Jiang Ning's pregnancy with his own eyes, he suddenly felt that maybe he shouldn't have done that in the first place.

It's not that he has any feelings for Jiang Yuwan, or that his heart has softened.

It's just that he simply feels that he shouldn't miss that period of Xi Bao's growth.

It is impossible to make up for it now.

Thinking of this, Ji Han could not help but sigh.

Jiang Ning was a little surprised to see him sigh inexplicably.

"What's the matter with you? You're all right, what are you doing sighing?"

Ji Hanshi glanced at her.

Pursing his lips, he finally chose to tell the truth.

Originally thought that Jiang Ning would be angry.

After all, which woman would like her man to still have another woman in her heart during her marriage with her.

Even though, what he cared about was not that woman, but the child in her belly.

But most of the time, it's still hard to explain.

However, just hearing what he said, Jiang Ning immediately understood what he was thinking.

Perhaps, this is called Xiangxi.

On many issues that the world cannot understand, we can always understand each other and tolerate each other.

Jiang Ning thought for a while, and said, "What you said actually makes sense. Back then, you really shouldn't have done that."

I don't know if it's because Jiang Yuwan is dead, and she has to avenge her vengeance, so now that her name is mentioned, Jiang Ning doesn't have much hatred.

Yes, it's just a relief that time has changed.

"But I find it very strange. Back then, didn't you like Jiang Yuwan very much? How could you be so indifferent to her? You even rejected her, which is not logical."

She will never forget that this man wanted to divorce her because Jiang Yuwan was pregnant.

Regardless of whether the relationship between him and Jiang Yuwan was due to Jiang Yuwan's calculations or not.

No matter what happened later, the relationship between the two of them changed.

But at least at that time, Ji Hanshi was sincere to Jiang Yuwan.

Even if this sincerity is covered with a thick layer of deception.

That can't offset the true feelings at that moment.

So she was really puzzled, how could Ji Hanshi have such a mentality at that time?
Ji Hanshi thought for a while, then shook his head.

"I don't know. Maybe it's really a change of heart. Even if it's me, it's hard to guarantee it."

He paused, as if realizing something, and said quickly: "But don't worry, my heart for you will not change."

Hearing this, Jiang Ning raised her eyebrows and teased him deliberately.

"Oh? How easy is it to say? You liked Jiang Yuwan so much at the beginning, but didn't you just change in the end? Although I'm still young and beautiful, there will always be a time when I get old. How can you guarantee that you won't change your mind?"

Ji Han was taken aback for a moment, obviously dumbfounded by the question.

To be honest, he himself didn't know why he wouldn't change his mind.

It's just that there is such a certainty in my heart.

He had never felt that kind of feeling in Jiang Yuwan's body.

Even, he never really fell in love with Jiang Yuwan.

All the feelings, but all come from Jiang Yuwan's calculations.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help sighing.

"If you want to ask such a question, I don't know how to answer it. Let's put it this way, I think some things seem to come naturally. That's how I feel about you."

"It may not be as hot as magma, but it is very reliable and practical, just like when people are hungry, they need to eat, and when they are thirsty, they need to drink water, and I need someone to accompany me. This person is you, and I can only It's you, if you replace it with someone else, it doesn't seem to have the same taste."

He suddenly remembered something, his eyes lit up, and he said, "By the way, do you still remember that we found Jiang Yuwan's letters before, and those letters were written by you, and it was because of those letters that I mistook that What I like is Jiang Yuwan, but in fact, those letters are from you, which means that the person I like is actually you."

"Did you see that from the very beginning, the person I liked was you. Although Jiang Yuwan used artificial guidance to destroy us in the middle, which caused us to take some detours, in the end, I found you from the vast crowd. And fell in love with you again."

"So, I said that liking you will not change. No matter what happens, no matter what happens, we have become each other. Love is love. It will not be because of any appearance or identity. It will always be there, and no matter what we become, it will lead me to you."

When the man said these words, his expression was very serious.

Seriously, almost religiously.

Jiang Ning's heart was inexplicably touched.

It was as if a small hook had scratched gently on the tip of her heart.

Not painful, but a little itchy.

She pursed her lips tightly, her heart was turbulent, but nothing was revealed on her face.

After Ji Hanshi finished speaking, he looked at her anxiously.

"Can you understand what I said?"

Jiang Ning nodded.

"clear."

Ji Hanshi breathed a sigh of relief.

But then, she asked again: "But how do I remember, I was the one who came back to you first, so why did you find me?"

Ji Hanshi: "..."

(End of this chapter)