The lady looks forward to being a widow every day

Chapter 51
Xu Wan'an flinched, opened her eyes, and felt that Fu Zhengnan began to kiss herself.

In fact, his body has always been so cold, but when she was with him before, her mind was full of hatred for Gu Changhe, so even if she was afraid, she would let herself persevere.

but now……

Because of his relationship with Xu Ruoxing, she had some suspicions about him, and felt that he was actually similar to Gu Changhe.

This resistance made her unwilling to get close to him again.

That's why when he approached her, she felt scared, even disgusted.

Xu Wan'an coughed twice, got up, pushed Fu Zhengnan away, went straight into the bathroom, and started to vomit.

After a while, Fu Zhengnan came in and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Wan'an vomited for a long time, rinsed her mouth, looked at Fu Zhengnan, and said, "I haven't had a good appetite these two days, it should be morning sickness."

She lied to deny that it was his wish to touch her.

Fu Zhengnan came over and supported her, holding her arm with cold fingers, Xu Wan'an hurriedly said, "Don't touch me."

Fu Zhengnan looked at her.

She took a look at him by the light in the bathroom, and he stood aside, the same person, still the same as when he left, but changed his clothes.

only……

It seems to be different again!

She thought before that even though he was like this, he was a good person.

But now, she didn't like him very much.

From now on, she will never be touched by this man again!
In order not to anger him, Xu Wan'an explained: "I'm fine."

She went out, went to bed, saw Fu Zhengnan coming out, and asked, "Why did you come back suddenly?"

Mentioning this, Fu Zhengnan was stunned for a moment, and then his face was confused for a moment.

Seeing Xu Wan'an looking at him, he said, "It's nothing."

"Miss Xu didn't come back with you?"

Fu Zhengnan said, "She has her own affairs."

Seeing him mentioning another woman without hesitation in front of her, Xu Wan'an glanced at this man and said, "Then I'll go to bed first?"

Fu Zhengnan said: "I want to sleep with you in my arms."

He was very sincere when he said this.

Xu Wan'an blinked and looked at him. Didn't he hate her the most before?
And ever since she became pregnant, Fu Zhengnan was afraid of affecting the child, so he didn't touch her at all!
Now he goes out for a trip, and when he comes back, he wants to hug himself to sleep, what is the reason?

Seeing her staring at him, Fu Zhengnan didn't know what he was thinking, and said, "I don't do anything else, I'm just... afraid that you will be afraid in the middle of the night."

In fact, only he knows that it is not like this.

He was in a bad mood, and when he came back and saw her on the bed, he wanted to get close to her.

To him, this woman is probably the only warmth in this world.

Xu Wan'an said, "I won't be afraid."

Before she could speak, Fu Zhengnan had already moved over and hugged her.

Xu Wan'an's body stiffened in his cold embrace.

Mud horse, can this still sleep?

Especially after starting to dislike him, now I feel that everything about him is unbearable.

Why is he so cold?
Xu Wan'an took a deep breath, trying to make her performance look the same as usual, and didn't want him to find out anything.

But she had already made up her mind, and she would never trust this man who said one thing to another.

Sure enough, men are the most unreliable creatures in this world.

Xu Wan'an was hugged by Fu Zhengnan, lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling with lovelessness. Fu Zhengnan's house was luxuriously decorated, and all the furniture and decorations cost a lot of money.

Well, for Qian's sake, just put up with him for the past two months!

The doctor said that he only had two months, which was a long time ago. He looks weaker than before. Maybe these two months will not be used, and he will leave. By then, she will take the child. Feel free as you want, you can't offend people now.

Holding Xu Wanan in his arms, Fu Zhengnan felt a lot warmer in his arms, and he felt a lot more comfortable.

He didn't look at her, all he could think about was the past two days...

Lin Yi is dead!

The younger brother whose father and mother divorced and was taken away by his mother, slipped and fell off a cliff while traveling...

Xu Ruoxing came to tell him this that day.

He never dared to appear in front of his mother before, because from the moment of divorce, his mother was very clearly separated from the Fu family.

After he fell ill, his father took him to his mother, but he was kicked out.

In these years, when he appeared in front of his mother, she would only be sneered at by her. She only had Lin Yi as a son, and he was nothing.

……

Fu Zhengnan closed his eyes, remembering seeing his mother this time, he originally went to see her because he was worried that she would be too sad to lose Ah Yi.

As a result, when his mother saw him, she was filled with disgust, "My Ah Yi is dead, why are you still alive? Why didn't you die before him?"

The person the mother wanted to die was him, not Ah Yi.

He also hoped that he was the one who died, after all, this life was already worthless.

He didn't expect Ah Yi to leave at this time.

Fu Zhengnan was immersed in the cold memories there, and he didn't know how he got here these two days.

Xu Wan'an in his arms moved, he opened his eyes, looked at her, and said, "What's the matter?"

"I want to drink some water."

He looked at her and said, "Wait."

Then he stood up and went to pour water for her.

Xu Wan'an: "..."

this man...

Is he sick?

What is he doing?
Could it be that he, as a father, wanted to do his part because she was pregnant now?

Soon the water was brought back. Xu Wan'an looked at Fu Zhengnan and brought the water flattered, "Thank you, Mr. Fu."

Fu Zhengnan sat down and looked at her, seeing that she had finished drinking the water, he took the cup over.

Xu Wan'an said: "Actually, I can do it myself."

"You are now pregnant."

Xu Wan'an said: "The baby is in my stomach at this time, not as big as a finger, it doesn't affect my actions at all, I don't feel it at all."

"Didn't you vomit just now?" Fu Zhengnan looked at her.

Xu Wan'an: "..."

Well, if you let him know that she just vomited out of disgust for him, what would he think?
Fu Zhengnan said: "Besides, the doctor said that I won't live long. When the child is born, I probably won't be around long ago. It's good to take care of him now, or else he will be born, just a child without his father's love. "

Xu Wan'an didn't expect that a bad-tempered person like Fu Zhengnan would suddenly think of saying these sad words.

She looked at him and said, "Don't worry, even if one day you are gone, I will love him well, and I promise that he will live better with a father than without one."

Fu Zhengnan: "..."

Although Xu Wan'an's words sounded fine, her tone always made people feel weird.

As if he was a dispensable existence.

(End of this chapter)