Poor family rebirth girl

Chapter 242: Once Wanted To Take Down The World (3)

"It's your grandfather."

Su Ya quietly exhaled the breath she had held for a long time before feeling a chill on her back.

Because Shen Huai spoke too carefully, he was able to repeat a few paragraphs of the conversation at that time in a calm tone. She was not afraid, but she was just shocked. The young Shen Huai in the story was very different from the Shen Huai she knew. There must be many more detailed causes and consequences, but he just started from the most cruel place.

"Well, it's grandpa."

Shen Huai pulled Su Ya's hand away, and slowly wiped away the cold sweat from her palm, "Are you scared?"

The sweat on palms can't fool anyone, Su Ya nodded and admitted, "Yes, I'm afraid."

Old Mrs. Shen came here, which naturally prevented the young Shen Huai from killing him. After all, Shen's father and Mrs. Zhao were still alive. Su Ya had both doubts and nervousness in her heart, but what she was most afraid of was Shen Huai's expressionless expression when he told the story. Where is he? Like the person involved, he completely seemed to be talking about other people's affairs.This made her instinctively want to divert the topic a little bit to ease the atmosphere, "So, did your grandfather rush over after hearing the noise?"

Shen Huai wiped Su Ya's palms dry, and then gently put them back on her own lap, "If you're afraid, just stop talking."

"No, tell me," Su Ya panicked, and grabbed his hand again, "I want to listen."

"Originally, I thought that I would never mention these things to you, and let you treat me as a good person who values ​​love and righteousness. But today I realized that instead of letting you learn about these pasts from others in the future, fear me and despise me , why don't I tell you myself," Shen Huai's voice finally became a little difficult, "——if you are afraid, there is still time."

Su Ya understood what he meant.

But she just frowned and asked him: "Your mother... Did they kill your mother-in-law?"

If that's the case, how uncomfortable Shen Huai would be.

Someone killed Yan Shi in the previous life. After she was reborn and returned for more than two years, she still couldn't get rid of the nightmare of fear and resentment. If the person who killed Shen Huai's mother was Shen's father, how painful would he be? !

Mother-in-law? ——The address she called Shen's mother fell into Shen Huai's ears, like an auditory hallucination.There were waves in his eyes, and he unconsciously clenched his plain hand.

"Su Ya, you really are a silly girl," Shen Huai said, "Where have you been using your heart and eyes? Don't you know that this is the only chance to go back on your word?"

"What should I regret?" Su Ya said, "After you finish telling the story, I'll read it again. Did grandfather stop you when he came over?"

"Grandfather came in to kill my father."

"What?" Su Ya was shocked, things were completely beyond her expectation.

In the previous story, Mrs. Shen even accepted that Father Shen had restored the Zhao family within a month after the funeral. After the situation changed, how could he suddenly kill his own son for the sake of his daughter-in-law whose bones were already cold?No matter how promising the grandson was, it was only the expected future at that time. In terms of weight, it was far from enough for his own son to sacrifice his life. Could it be that Old Master Shen could really kill his relatives righteously?still……

Shen Huai was very calm, and asked: "Do you think that grandfather is advancing by retreating?"

"Not really..." Su Ya denied it not very firmly.

"Maybe, I was young at that time, and I had the feeling of being raised and taken care of, so I naturally believed in him," Shen Huai said with vague eyes, "My grandfather was born in the army, and he was much stronger than his father. Kicked my father over, scolded heartbroken, said he was deceived by his lies, did not know that he was so vicious to my mother, and said that the Shen family should not have such a heartless, unrighteous and shameless person, and wanted to commit suicide Let him apologize to my mother."

"What grandfather said is also reasonable." Su Ya no longer wanted him to be immersed in painful memories alone, so she always echoed him, but the tension that was trying to hide was unknowingly uploaded from the tightly clenched hands past.

Shen Huai's eyes shifted, and he saw Su Ya's focused and gentle eyes from Su Ya's firmly returned hand, and finally twitched the corners of his mouth very slightly, "In any case, grandfather's words and deeds are indeed much more appropriate than other people's excuses. The grief and indignation seemed to be understood suddenly, and there was an outlet to vent, and then I saw that my grandfather was really raising his sword to kill him, and I didn't want him to suffer the pain of killing his parents and children, so I stopped my grandfather."

Su Ya sighed, thinking about that young man back then, "So you let them go?"

"No, I just insist on doing it myself."

"But--"

"But grandma also came after me and knelt down to me. She wanted to pay for her son's life and asked me to kill her." Shen Huai suddenly laughed at himself, "How can I kill her? Grandma dotes on my father very much, and grandpa always I listen to my grandmother very much, if not for this, my mother would not have suffered those grievances under their noses."

Su Ya's heart seemed to be stuffed with yellow mud, blocked and uncomfortable, she always thought that at least Shen Huai's grandparents cherished and loved him very much.Otherwise, why would Shen Huai want to entrust her and Yan's to their protection that day?But now, she couldn't understand the behavior of this family. Shen Huai was clearly an outsider, and they were trying to dismantle their defenses in different ways and with concerted efforts.

"—So, your mother-in-law was killed by your father and the others?" She asked, hoping that all this was just a misunderstanding.

Shen Huai gave her a serious look, "My mother jumped into the river by herself."

"Then, what about you?"

"My mother dragged me down."

Su Ya held her breath again.

She suspected that she had heard it wrong, but she didn't dare to ask for confirmation again.

No wonder when Shen Huai pointed at Shen's father, he said that Shen's mother also hated him.

But why?Why did Shen's mother do that, she was willing to suffer all kinds of grievances for little Shen Huai, why did she want to cut off the child's life at the end?

"Maybe it's because I trapped her in Shen's house, I'm too tired." Shen Huai lowered his eyelids, "I started elementary school early, and I spent every day in books. That day, Mr. rested, so I was free to follow her. When I got on the boat, I heard their argument. After that, I naturally stepped forward to protect my mother, and beat Shen Yuan. Afterwards, my father came over and reprimanded me for not looking like a big brother, and asked someone to pin me on the board Using family law, I pushed my mother down again, saying that she has no way to teach the child, and asked Shen Yuan to go up and kick, and when I was struggling, I saw that he kicked my mother's eyes bleeding."

Su Ya gasped, no wonder, no wonder he wanted to cripple Shen Yuan's leg after recovering his memory.If someone kicked Yan like that, she would definitely chop off his feet.

"I can't remember what happened after that," Shen Huai looked up, squinting at the sunlight outside the door, "I used to recall the scene over and over again, but I still forgot... I just remember being pulled off the boat by my mother , pressed into the bottom of the water, I struggled desperately, but I couldn’t get up. At that time, I still wanted to save her, but she was small and weak. In the end, I hugged her arm and wanted to die with her also."

"But after a while, she seemed to have changed her mind again, and she pushed me up to the surface of the water vigorously, as if she wanted to say something to me, but her mouth was filled with water... At that time, I had four or five I really forgot all about it during the year, until I was pushed into the Qinhuai River at that time, and I remembered some of it. Later they said that family ugliness should not be publicized. My mother threw herself into the river. Even if there is persecution, I have already been destroyed. Shen Yuan stabbed his father again in both legs, it should be relieved, no one is allowed to mention it again, these secrets must be pressed to death in Shen's house, and father and my official career must not be affected."

Shen Huai sneered, "Father wanted a future, so he automatically suppressed the grievances between Mrs. Zhao and Shen Yuan. There will be no rumors about my outrageous rebellion."

At this point, he looked back at Su Ya and smiled slightly, "Look, they all want the things I forgot. Maybe ask her for the answer."

Su Ya's throat was so sore that Shen's father, Mrs. Zhao, and the others did not personally kill the man, but Shen's mother was indeed forced to death by them. At that time, Shen Huai was scolded by his father and taken away by his mother at a young age. When he died, he was seven years old and lost his memory when he came back. When he remembered, he wanted to find justice for himself and his mother, but was kidnapped by the old man with family affection. He was only 12 years old at that time.

At the age of 12, he still has the age of admiration, how sad and hesitant he feels in his heart.

Looking at the flat smile on Shen Huai's face, Su Ya's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly by a barbed iron file, suffocating.

It turned out that in this chaos, the only one suffering in the end was the child who lost his asylum.

She couldn't speak, and didn't know what to say, so she leaned forward, wanting to hug him.

Shen Huai let her hold her, but he just patted her on the back, and said calmly: "It's all over, I don't have any thoughts anymore."

The calmer he was, the more uncomfortable Su Ya felt.

"It's all over," she said with a sob, "It's all over, don't be sad anymore."

"Well," Shen Huai responded, but said: "There are still some follow-ups, you should also listen to it."

Su Ya straightened up and looked at him puzzled.

"There are some things that I wanted to tell you. Since today is the beginning, let's talk about it together."

His tone was a bit serious, so Su Ya sat upright, "Okay."

"Don't be nervous, this matter is not that troublesome," Shen Huai said reassuringly, and asked again: "Do you find it strange that it seems that I have a deep relationship with my grandparents, and I am very attached to them, but why did the news of my dying It has already been reported to the capital, but grandparents have not seen the news?"

Su Ya often feels that she is transparent in front of him, why can he always guess her mind?
She nodded honestly, "If the lives of your own children and grandchildren are not affected, the old man always wants to live in peace, but probably he has a lot of guilt towards you in his heart, and he will make up for it even more in the future. You are so outstanding, you have already honored the lintel of the Shen family. , they shouldn't be 'delayed' due to circumstances or reasons—or, the old man is not in good health?"

She had considered her words carefully, Shen Huai naturally understood, but said: "The grandparents are very healthy, but the Queen Mother and the Emperor are unwilling to let them leave Beijing."

Su Ya has been surprised several times today, but she still couldn't hold back her surprised expression, "Why?"

Isn't Shen Huai quite popular with the Queen Mother and the Emperor?Even though the emperor sent six imperial physicians here, not only to save people, but also to verify, in the final analysis, Shen Huai is really valued, but why is it so unreasonable in this matter?
"At that time, I felt that life was hopeless, and death was cowardly, so I read and took exams casually, served my grandparents, yearned for it, and felt aggrieved at the same time. I just felt that no one in the world could be trusted, and no one could live up to it, so I played the world also may."

Shen Huai was so frank in front of Su Ya that he had no taboos, and said: "Later, the news about the gold list was rumored all over the world. I was transparent on the face, and there was real malice in my heart. I quietly tied up the chief minister of the cabinet, Liu Ji, and wanted to serve the country. Eliminate harm."

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