morbidly addicted

Chapter 69 Eat some candy
Song Wanxing was thinking about continuing to say something nice to Fu Jingxing, when she turned around, she found Li Jingman staring blankly at the distant sea.

The expression on Qingmei's cheeks was relaxed, and her deserted phoenix eyes were still clear and emotionless.

But at the end of those beautiful eyes without any emotion, there was a line of clear tears slowly sliding down.

She...was crying.

Li Jingman at this time, if it weren't for the stream of tears rolling down her face, Song Wanxing wouldn't even be able to tell that she was crying just by looking at her facial expression.

But she was indeed crying, with expressionless tears on her face.

It seemed that she was caught in some memories, maybe she didn't know it herself, she was already crying.

This realization made Song Wanxing's heart twitch.

People have the ability to empathize. As an actor, she knows better than anyone else that sometimes, a person's emotional expression can make bystanders empathize.

She has seen too many crying scenes, pitiful, heart-piercing, hopeless and empty, nothing worse than death.

She has seen them all, but she has no empathy for them.

But today, from the expressionless Li Jingman, she really felt her sadness.

That kind of shallow, faint sadness, invisibly, passed from her body to her body little by little.

As an outsider, Song Wanxing didn't hear a single word from Li Jingman, but she felt her helplessness and sadness.

... Didn't Fu Jingxing treat her very well? Why, would she be like this?

Every time Li Jingman recalled the old memories, it would torture her once.

She desperately wanted to forget, but that was indeed the life she had experienced.

Forget, easier said than done.

The most desperate, most helpless, saddest time.

She asked him: "Fu Jingxing, do you have to be so cruel to me?"

How did he answer back then...

Something was stuffed into his mouth suddenly, the sweet and sour taste buds pulled Li Jingman back from the painful memories.

She tilted her head, her slender eyelashes trembled, tears were still hanging down, and she looked at Song Wanxing blankly.

Song Wanxing felt as if she had been punched in the heart by her gaze.

She managed to squeeze out a smile, and comforted her: "Eat a piece of candy, someone once told me that when you are bitter in your heart, you should have something sweet in your mouth. It's not that hard anymore."

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On the deck of the cruise ship, Fu Jingxing, who boarded the ship for the second time, wiped his cheeks with a lot of sea water with a towel, while looking far away in the direction where Li Jingman was.

Seeing that she and Song Wanxing each had a lollipop, and seemed to be having a good chat, he stopped his pace of going over to have a look.

Song Wanxing didn't know what she said to Li Jingman, Li Jingman slightly raised the corners of her lips.

It was a very shallow arc, and it was quickly put away by her.

But Fu Jingxing was already stunned, standing straight on the deck, even stopping the movement of his hands, just staring at Li Jingman in a daze.

She laughed, she actually laughed.He hasn't seen her smile for a long time. It's been a long time...

She is rarely happy, and he won't bother her in the past. She won't be happy when she sees him. He knows, always knows.

Lu Zhuo was also wiping himself with a towel, seeing that he was not moving, he went over curiously to look at him.

He really couldn't bear Fu Jingxing's behavior of coming back to take a look at Li Jingman every so often, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

"As for you, you've been married for so long and have children. No matter how good-looking you are, you should be tired of looking at it. Why are you still so sticky?"

Fu Jingxing withdrew his eyes from Li Jingman, and his eyes fell on Lu Zhuo, turning into disgust.

Just as he was about to stab him, someone suddenly handed him a glass of juice.

"After playing in the sea for so long, are you thirsty? Brother Jing Xing, drink water~"

Fu Jingxing turned his head and saw Gu Yunfu standing beside him at some point.

Subconsciously, he glanced at Li Jingman's direction again, knowing that she couldn't pay attention to him, but he still frowned and took a step to the side to put distance between him and Gu Yunfu.

"Gu Yunfu, stay away from me, don't cause unnecessary misunderstanding."

He spoke coldly and bluntly, Gu Yunfu's sweet face withdrew his smile, pursed his lips and looked at him aggrievedly.

"Brother Jing Xing, our relationship of more than ten years doesn't need to be so deadlocked, right?"

While talking, Gu Yunfu's tears fell down, his voice choked up.

"Obviously when I was young, you were always very kind to me, taking me with you wherever you went, and even buying me presents on holidays...

There are bad people bullying me, and you are the one who protects me, helps me teach those bad people a lesson, and helps me vent my anger..."

"I admit that I like you. I also had thoughts of reluctance when you first got married. After all, you are so kind to her, but she is always in a hurry, with that Charlotte..."

Fu Jingxing kept looking at Gu Yunfu in silence, letting her talk and cry, his expression was always flat and unchanged, as if she was talking about any random story, not the childhood past between the two of them.

It wasn't until she suddenly stopped recalling the past and changed her words to attack Li Jingman that he changed his expression and interrupted her.

"Stop talking, Gu Yunfu, my wife and I have a very good relationship, so you don't need to worry about us.

As for those old sesame seeds and rotten millet when I was a child... I have long forgotten, and you don't have to hold on to it all the time. "

"What do you mean you have forgotten? Do you mean you can forget the memories of more than ten years?"

Gu Yunfu's tears couldn't stop falling down, and the more he said, the more wronged he was, even Lu Zhuo who was on the side was a little dumbfounded by the situation.

He glanced at Gu Yunfu, then went to take a sneak peek at Fu Jingxing, Fu Jingxing's face was cold, no matter how Gu Yunfu cried, he would always look unmoved.

But this... Lu Zhuo knew Fu Jingxing well, he was always smiling, whether he was angry or not, his lips were slightly curled up, making it impossible to judge his real thoughts.

It's rare to see such a completely cold face like the one in front of him, which just shows that he is not as unmoved as he appears.

"I see." At this moment, Gu Yunfu suddenly wiped away his tears, bit his lips and looked in the direction where Li Jingman was.

"The reason why you are so indifferent to me now is because of her? Is she still wronging me for that incident back then?

It seems that she has made up her mind to catch me and won't let me go unless I beg her.

Well, since she's here today, I'll go and explain to her, and I'll go and apologize to her..."

As she said that, she was about to run in the direction of Li Jingman.

After finally seeing Li Jingman in a better mood, how could Fu Jingxing really let her go and disturb her?
He subconsciously stretched out his hand to stop Gu Yunfu: "Stop!"

However, Gu Yunfu jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly, sticking his whole body to him, not letting go no matter what.

Fu Jingxing's face turned dark at that moment: "Gu Yunfu, stay away from me."

On the surface, Gu Yunfu was still out of breath and crying non-stop, but his hands were tied to him, as tight as a hemp rope, and he would not let go no matter what.

Lu Zhuo glanced at her twice, with a look of contempt flashing across his eyes.

(End of this chapter)