morbidly addicted

Chapter 86 He never got her.

"Brother Jing Xing, what are you doing looking at me like this, is there something dirty on my face..."

Gu Yunfu asked him in a low voice, his cheeks were slightly red.

Fu Jingxing turned his eyes away from her, and looked at his mother lightly.

"Mom, since you all know that I have a child, you should understand that Manman entered the waiting period not long after marriage.

The outside world is so chaotic, and she has had such a thing, I don't let her go out. "

"Who hasn't given birth yet? The due date is only ten months. Counting her confinement and postpartum care, it's a full budget. I'll give her a year, but she hasn't shown up for nearly two years. , you still want to speak for her?"

Fu Jingxing was silent for a moment, the smile on his face could not be maintained, his long eyelashes drooped, and his voice dropped.

"When Manman was due to give birth, something happened at home. Her father died in an accident. I was afraid that she would be emotionally unstable and hurt her body when she found out, so I didn't tell her. As a result, she found out not long after giving birth. This incident, and then contracted ... postpartum depression."

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He still can't forget Li Jingman's state when he just gave birth.

That was almost the time when he was most afraid.

She was not the child she wanted voluntarily. After being forced to give birth to the child, she was emotionally unstable after giving birth and had a tendency to self-destruct.

When she had an accident for the first time, he was in the company, but not there.

It was the nurse who told him later that she was fine in the bathroom, but suddenly there was a sound of something breaking in the bathroom.

The nurse forcibly broke through the door and found the Lichenman standing among the fragments of mirrors all over the floor, bending over to pick up the sharpest piece.

Just listening to the narration later, he felt chills all over his body. If the nurse didn't catch her in time, the consequences would be disastrous.

He finally realized that forcing her to have a child was the wrong way, but he didn't know where the right way was?
What Cupid shoots to others is an arrow, and an arrow pierces the heart, so those people can be heart-to-heart and happy with each other.

It was the cage that Cupid shot at him and Lijingman, which trapped them together, but their hearts were so far apart.

At first she didn't like him, he used his power to bully her, forcing her to come together with him in desperation.

Later, when she didn't want to marry him, he threatened her with her father's privacy and forced her to become his wife.

Then she wanted to divorce again, and he wanted to use the method of getting her pregnant to let her stay by his side in peace.

Now that the child was finally born, she still didn't soften her attitude as he thought.

What was even more frightening was that with the birth of this irreversible child who was related to her by blood, she began to loathe herself.

He could feel that the fresh breath on her body was disappearing bit by bit, and this realization made him panic.

Li Jingman is a very persistent person, but there are few ways to change the things she has determined.

He was no longer worried about letting her stay alone. Although the nurses were cautious, they were paid people after all. There were always times when they couldn't take care of them, and if they couldn't take care of them, it was doomed to entail high risks.

He can't gamble, and can't afford to gamble.

Let the assistant take all the official duties that can be done remotely to the nursing hospital. He set up a simple desk in her room, and while working, he stared at her and took care of the children.

Li Jingman had some minor problems later on, but he discovered it in time and did not let her succeed.

He was still trying to get her to change her mind, hugging her and asking over and over again when he was not busy at work.

"Where are you unhappy, please tell me, don't hurt yourself like this again."

Li Jingman stayed in his arms expressionlessly, did not speak, and stared straight out of the window.

He followed her gaze and saw that there was a twenty-story blue sky and white clouds outside, and he was terrified.

That night, he had people nail down the windows overnight.

Then there was a long hunger strike, Li Jingman refused to eat anything, he threatened her to eat, she numbly stuffed the food into her mouth bit by bit.

If he hadn't observed too carefully and noticed that she had never chewed, Li Jingman might have choked himself to death with the full amount of food.

During that period of time, it was really too desperate, far more desperate than when the two broke up. She was completely nostalgic for this world.

People in his arms are like dead wood, and their hearts are like dead ashes.

He seems to have got her, but in fact, he never got her.

No matter what he did to her, no matter how much he tried to change her mind, deep down in her heart, she was still free.

She belonged to herself, not to him.

For her, the forced child was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

He got his wish, creating a relationship bond between them that could never be reversed.

And her last resistance to him was that she gave up on herself.

No one knew how Li Jingman ran out of the room, but by the time they realized something was wrong, she had already climbed onto the rooftop.

When he chased after her, she was already standing by the fence, holding on to the fence, and it was self-evident what she wanted to do.

He called her name behind her, and ran to the fence as fast as he could.

With red eyes, he yelled at her: "I know you hate me. In this case, you let me dance first. You will be relieved when I die. Let's settle it once and for all, okay?"

He admitted that he was betting that Li Jingman was a very kind person, and he didn't believe that she would just watch him have an accident.

Facts proved that he was right in betting, Li Jingman stared at him blankly for a while, then turned and left the fence.

He also breathed a sigh of relief, rushed to her side and hugged her tightly into his arms, wishing to integrate her into his own flesh and blood.

Almost, almost, he lost her. He never wanted to experience the feeling of seeing her standing by the fence for a second time in his life.

She said the first words to him after giving birth, and it was also the first time she made a request to him since she married him. He almost thought it was his own auditory hallucination.

"I want to eat lychees."

The cold voice, in his ears, was like the sound of heaven.

He thought it was a sign that her attitude had improved, so he happily sent someone to send Zengcheng Guaglu, and tried his best to please her.

The lychee is very watery, and it is easy to dirty fingers when peeling. He intentionally drew the relationship between the two of them, and offered to help her peel the lychee. After peeling, he handed her the clean pulp for her to eat.

There was no expression on Li Jingman's white face, but his eyes had some brilliance again. Although it was not warm, it was a bit like when he first saw her, indifferent and cold.

It doesn't matter if it's cold, it's better than her numb, empty, dead-hearted appearance.

He peeled the lychee and looked at her with the pulp in her mouth, feeling distracted in a good mood.

After riding the red dust princess smiled, no one knew it was Litchi.

Now that the litchis are here, it shouldn't be too far before he can see her smile...

Later, he was thankful for a while, because of that unrealistic fantasy, he saved her life, and he also saved himself.

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