After being reborn, the first daughter, she killed her crazy

Chapter 302 Lost Forever
Don't learn from your previous life again, never be so emotional!
She is a person who has lived a new life, and she still deserves such a stupid thing, she really deserves it!

Watching Su Jinluo finally leave without looking back, Xu Yushan lowered his head.

Then, in Nuo's large and empty bedroom, he took out a bunch of tangled hair from the front of his clothes.

Taking a deep breath, Xu Yushan tightly clenched his palms.

It was that night in Qingzhou, and it was he who tied the knot while she was asleep.

But a bunch of hair was cut off by her who didn't know it at the time.

It seemed nothing at the time, he just kept his hair carefully like a teenager, but thinking about it now, it turned out to be like an ominous forecast.

Whether the relationship between him and her is still difficult to end well, it will end here.

He is not like Xuanyuan Haotian, who easily won his mother's sincerity and then gave up.

In his heart, husband and wife will live forever, and if he marries her, then she will be his wife.

However, perhaps in her heart, he was not her husband.

Luoluo, Luoluo, his Luoluo, he will always be her civet cat.

But Luoluo, Luoluo.

His fall...

Oh, no... She is no longer his Luoluo.

So far in life, there is nothing.

This happiness that was supposed to belong to him turned into extravagant happiness in the end.

Is this really what he wants?
He didn't dare to ask himself this question, it was really ridiculous...

Because he had worked so hard for so long, he could have let go of all the hatred he had accumulated over the years for her.

But now there is no turning back.

He will always remember that it was her who was always by his side when he was poisoned and was dying;
It was her who went to steal chickens and dogs for him, and even a weak girl like that, a woman who stretched her hands out of the sun, was so brave to fight with wild beasts;
It was she who was still thinking about him when she was drowsy, fearing that he would be cold, so she gave him all the newly bought padded jackets, gave him the horse to sit on, and she had chilblains on her feet.

It was her, she was busy heating a bucket of hot water for him even though she was still injured.

It was her, who obviously knew nothing and was born with a golden spoon in her mouth, but she washed his hands and made soup for him, making him completely melted by a heart that had never been warm.

……

He is not a person who can't express, but only he knows that he can't get over the cut in his heart.

Perhaps, she shouldn't have met him!
She is so beautiful.

He will always remember the snow on the Daxue Mountain that day.

He secretly swore in his heart that he would spend his whole life treating this woman sincerely.

She has never been a person who makes promises easily, but he knows that once he makes a promise, he will definitely try his best to keep it.

Hope this time, he won't make mistakes again.

What he can't give, maybe others can.

After all, where in his life was enough to give her happiness?

His Luoluo, his only woman.

When he can no longer give her happiness, then let him make all the arrangements for her.

Leave all that can be left to her.

Then, let her find happiness in the arms of others!

I hope she won't blame him in the future!

Now... there is no way out.

Therefore, he rushed to kill them all and was completely cruel.

I dare not think about her forgiveness anymore, but it doesn't matter, what else can he leave for himself in this life?
He didn't want to just become a handful of dust in Xuanyuan's royal family's mausoleum.

I don't want to just become a warm text in the annals of history.

This is not what he wants, if possible, what he wants is to live in her memory.

Live in her love.

Although he knew he did, his living in her memory only made her sad and sad.

He also knew that his leaving would make her miserable.

This is the only woman he cherishes in this world. He should have put it in the palm of his hand and cared for him forever.

But his woman is so persistent and stubborn, and the way she loves is so relentless.

He had no choice but to make a quick decision, he knew that he had hurt her completely...

But there is no other way, his Luoluo makes her hate him.

This might be the best ending.

Only in this way, will she really put herself into the arms of others and leave with them.

It doesn't matter who it is, only in this way, when time passes, one day, she will know his end.

At that time, I will not be sad and cry, nor will I be sad and cry.

Probably just a bitter sneer at most.

She is still alive and with her personality, she can also freely curse "God has long eyes".

Anyway, that's it.

He knew that Xuanyuan Yun would definitely take good care of her.

He left his life to let him take good care of her...

All he can do now is to look at her and leave step by step without looking back.

His Luoluo, from now on, is no longer his.

There should be no shortage of people, his Luoluo is so beautiful.

Surely someone will always warm her hands and feet, her cold body in the dead of night, and then gently call her "Luoluo"?
Always take care of her in the palm of your hand, yes!He doesn't need to worry so uselessly.

Since leaving Qingzhou and returning to Bianjing, he hasn't had a good night's sleep.

He arranged everything carefully, and everything went according to his arrangement, with the exception of her appearance, which was his only weakness.

So no one would know, he was sitting through the same nightmare over and over again every night.

In the dream, he saw her mother.

In the heavy snow, his mother was beaten to death in order to beg for a bite of food for him.

His mother was supposed to be such a gentle woman, she would smile gently at him.

So for his mother, he is willing to do everything, even if everyone betrays his relatives, but in his dream, his mother told him that she felt too lonely alone and wanted Luoluo to accompany her.

And he watched helplessly as his mother held Luoluo's hand.

He watched helplessly, Luoluo waved goodbye to him, and she seemed to say something to him in a daze.

However, watching her mouth move, she couldn't hear anything!
He was really in a hurry, he stretched out his hand, and finally caught her and mother in a panic.

But Su Jinluo's body was as cold as if his whole body was made of ice and snow.

Just a light touch like this made him terrified.

Finally, he let go of her and grabbed his mother's hand tightly.

At that moment, he heard his own voice...

Mother, don't take Luoluo away, if you are really lonely, let me accompany you.

After his mother died back then, his life should have ceased to exist, he was just dragging along.

If he hadn't met her, perhaps he would have finished these things long ago, and then left in the footsteps of his mother...

(End of this chapter)