After crossing the queen, relying on the mouth cannon to brush the copy of the palace fight

Chapter 285 Self Contradiction
If Shen Fuyu had imagined that she would cry, her first reaction would be unbelievable.

But after it really happened, I lost all thoughts in my mind. When I came back to my senses, I felt a soft fragrance in my arms, and I felt a different feeling in my heart. The Golden Luan Palace was very quiet before, but now it seemed to be even more quiet.

Qin Zhiyi's ears felt a little hot. Thinking about it carefully, he had never been so close to a woman before, even the Queen Mother hadn't hugged him very much. Some times when he didn't understand the situation, his body seemed to have made a choice. If he let go at this moment, he would be afraid. It's not good, I don't know why when I look at Shen Fuyu now, I feel that she is much weaker than before. When people are sad, it is good to have a shoulder to lean on.

It was as if he had repaid Shen Fuyu's kindness to him last time.

It seemed that the sound of dripping water could be clearly heard, but it was a pity that it hadn't rained outside, and it was impossible for there to be any leaks in the Golden Luan Hall.

A little bit of suffering rose from the bottom of my heart.

Today is really weird.

In order not to let himself go on like this, Qin Zhiyi began to think about what happened today, was it because what he said at that time was too extreme?It's just that Shen Fuyu doesn't seem like a person who would be sad because of this kind of thing, and at most it makes her unhappy, and it's easy to solve the upset, come to him to find fault, go to Concubine Shu's to shave her head, or just grab someone on the side of the road to vent her anger... ...Anyway, according to Shen Fuyu's temperament, it is impossible for her to cry, and she is not Wang Concubine.

Or something else... Could it be because she blamed her for what others did...

It's not very possible. It's better to say that she had confessed her adulterer on purpose before, so it shouldn't be...

After all, when she left, she was in good condition, and those eunuchs couldn't hurt her, after all, no one could beat Shen Fuyu.

He remembered that when Chang Fu went to search for things, he brought the remaining half of the sheep. Based on his understanding of Shen Fuyu, since she stayed in his palace, she should plan to eat the remaining half. Could it be because Chang Fu confiscated the meat from her?
But it's not possible, after all, as long as you go to the imperial dining room again, you can get something else to eat at the same time.

What else could happen?
I can't figure it out... It's really hard to coax people.

"The white moonlight is gone."

When Shen Fuyu spoke, it meant that she had to accept that even though she was trying to restrain herself, even though she had experienced many times, she was still emotional for the lost life, but it was very wrong, because she had experienced it many times, because she used to think that she was already After getting used to it, she can turn a blind eye to it. It's not her bravado or her sophistry, or she has actually done it.

"Most of the people in Crescent Moon Palace have withdrawn. Cui Yingsu sneaked in at some point, but no one noticed. Bai Yueguang was killed by her."

When she said this, she was very calm. After all, with her strength, it was easy to kill Cui Yingsu directly at that time. She was still the same as before. Because she had experienced too much and would forget it sooner or later, it was difficult to hate people. She has always been indifferent to all this. Similarly, Bai Yueguang's death should not have aroused her sadness, because she has experienced a lot and will always forget, but this time it has become very different. No one in the world has lived like her for such a long time, so no one can understand her feelings now. This sense of contradiction that has not appeared for a long time makes her not know how to judge her own state.

Is she really sad?Is it because of Bai Yueguang's death?After seeing her life, she has thought a lot about feelings. She is always rational and has never been emotional. When she came back to her senses, she felt that what she was doing was a bit difficult to explain, and she couldn't figure it out.

Yinling also likes them very much, and takes them to play with herself every day, so Yinling would go crazy and want to fight Cui Yingsu desperately when Bai Yueguang died. She could understand what Yinling did and Yinling's sadness.

But she can't understand herself, she doesn't have the impulsiveness and hatred of Yinling, what she's doing now, it's like a part has been broken, until now, she can't tell whether she is sad because of Bai Yueguang, or because of Sad about myself.

"During the birthday banquet before, Cong Jieyu acted a little strangely." Qin Zhiyi looked at Shen Fuyu, and she seemed to have returned to her calm appearance when she was speaking. But regarding Cui Yingsu, at least he knew what this person was thinking, so he was sure. Not on yourself, "She treats you..."

To be honest, Qin Zhiyi didn't want to think in that direction, but Cui Yingsu's desire was too obvious.

"It's all over." After Shen Fuyu calmed down, she said lightly, "It's not unexpected that she did that kind of thing, but she felt that life and death had been separated before, but seeing Yinling wanting to fight Cui Yingsu because of anger At that moment, I suddenly felt whether it was Yinling who was too young and too impulsive, or it was actually my problem..."

"Obviously, when the bloody corpse was brought in front of me, I didn't feel this way, but after that, I gradually realized that Bai Yueguang was really gone, which was very strange... I don't know if this is sad or sad." While speaking, Shen Fuyu's whole body Already leaning on Qin Zhiyi's body, there was always a feeling that as long as she held something, she could fill the gap in her heart. She subconsciously pushed herself into Qin Zhiyi's arms, and finally felt that sense of contradiction disappeared a lot by holding something.

Qin Zhiyi is only sitting on half of his buttocks, very stiff.

He didn't expect Shen Fuyu to come together like this while talking on her own!

Is there really no water leakage in the Golden Luan Palace? I always feel that the sound of water droplets is a little louder. Qin Zhiyi lightly pressed Shen Fuyu's shoulders with both hands, hugged her and sat upright, and then said: "I never thought that you are so slow in this respect. .”

"Ah?" Shen Fuyu raised her head without thinking, Qin Zhiyi's face was suddenly magnified in front of her eyes, and there seemed to be a new fault in her heart in an instant, but she didn't want to think about it, and it really felt a lot better to speak out her heart a little bit. , she didn't care about the previous things so much. Compared with these things, when I saw Qin Zhiyi in the past, I only thought he was a walking man with a large amount of anger. This sudden discovery... It seems that his appearance seems to be very similar to her aesthetics...

Qin Zhiyi frowned slightly and looked at Shen Fuyu: "You just said that, but after all, you have raised Bai Yueguang for so long, and you like dogs so much, it could have given you a bunch of puppies to accompany you for ten or eight years , who was killed suddenly like this, who would not be sad?"

"Besides, you don't need to compare yourself with Yinling, just like you may not be happy about things that make Yinling happy. The degree of sadness is different. You are still sad because of Bai Yueguang's death. You don't hate onion. Jieyu, isn't it because she doesn't deserve your hatred at all?"

　Good afternoon, babies, today is also a happy day~
　　Hmm... Let's re-read the content I wrote a month ago. I don't think it's compatible with Fatang. Although it's some funny articles as you like, the relationship between the two protagonists is bound to break away from the bad times before. No accidents in this relationship will depend on healing each other, but in the main text, I don’t plan to write about the heroine’s past in detail, just remember that the heroine lived until this time, and then she can get up smoothly.

　　So is there someone who wants to eat a knife outside the episode? I want to say, I want to write about the heroine’s previous experience in the episode hehe (there are always some people who want to write episodes when they are thousands of miles away from the end)
　　But don’t pay too much attention to what I said. You may fall down many times, but you will stand up eventually. The protagonists who have gone through the storm are tough and strong in their hearts. Don’t be too sorry for their past (I also hope that my treasures will be treated even harder. You can stand up even after setbacks, and work harder for what you want! (Although there are not many readers))

　　When I was writing these chapters, I would think of the rabbits I raised in the past. It turned out that they were just bought by my family for the children to play with. I seemed to be in a peaceful mood on the road, until after I died, the doctor at the hospital said that there were many rescued stray dogs looking for a home, and asked me if I wanted to take one home. Can replace that rabbit (It’s been a long time, I’m not sad anymore, the doctor thinks raising another one can ease the sadness, it’s not a moral kidnapping, the dog was not taken in the end, because the house I lived in was small)
　　
　
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