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Chapter 227 Sorry, I Lost You

But even so, Yan Wanwan still paused for a while, and then started talking again, but... Yan Zheng still didn't wake up.

As if to prove Ruishan's words, Yan Wanwan's hoarse voice sounded again inside, saying something, I couldn't hear clearly, the tone was calm, even with a slight smile, but it was a few minutes away from the outside. In people's ears, it feels very sad.

In fact, Yan Wanwan didn't say anything to Yan Zheng. She said everything she should and could say in the past two days. As time went by, her head became dull and her mouth became dull. She said whatever came to her mind. , rambling, the words don't express the meaning, and I don't know if he heard it or not.

She brought hot water, wet the towel, used it to cover his hands, and scrubbed it carefully and meticulously.When the hand she held under the shawl twitched imperceptibly, Yan Wanwan's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, and her hand froze, thinking it was just her illusion. After all, this In the past two days, she had had the illusion that he had woken up too many times.

However, this time it seems to be really different.

When she felt the slender index finger vibrating again, Yan Wanwan was sure that it was not an illusion, she suddenly raised her eyes with some excitement mixed with anxiety, and looked anxiously at the couch.Seeing the person who had been sleeping on the pillow for two days slowly opened his eyes, he paused for a moment, then turned to look at her.

The four eyes met, she couldn't say a word, but her eyes suddenly turned red.

Yan Zheng looked at the tears falling from the corners of her eyes, and her eyes, which were still a little bit confused, completely cleared up, "Lady—" There was also a sense of anxiety in this call.

Yan Wanwan was slightly stunned, his expression darkened for a moment, but only for a moment, the sadness disappeared completely. Although it was a pity that his success fell short, nothing was more important than his safety.If he can't remember it, he can't remember it, even if he never remembers it, it doesn't matter.

Yan Zheng was stimulated by her wet eyes and that moment of loss, he hurriedly sat up on the bed, and shouted, "Xiao Xiaoyu"

This title made Yan Wanwan startled again, and looked at him inexplicably.

Yan Zheng looked into her eyes, and smiled slightly, "I finally found you." However, this discovery spanned a long time and space, and it was a full thirteen years late.

"You remember?" Yan Wanwan couldn't believe it, and asked cautiously.

"Yes!" Yan Zheng raised his hand with a smile, and as usual, hooked the disobedient curly hair on her cheeks behind her ears, "Thanks to your strong medicine, I remembered it." Rational still When he survived, Yan Zheng figured out all the truth about Yan Wanwan falling into the water on that snowy night in just a moment.

Yan Wanwan didn't care about these things at this time, she still stared at him closely, "Have you really remembered it all? But is there any discomfort? I...I'll ask Miss Tang to come and take a look for you." Said Then, he hurriedly got up to call for someone.

But Yan Zheng pulled her back, "I'm fine, really, I can assure you I'm the best. And yes. I remember all the things I forgot in the past."

Yan Wanwan also slowly calmed down in his calm tone, and turned to look at him with keen eyes.

Yan Zheng sighed, his eyes flickered, and there seemed to be tears, "I'm sorry, I lost you, I accidentally forgot you, you are by my side, and I didn't recognize you, after all this It took me a long time to remember you, I am really hateful, if I were you, you would never forgive me."

"That's not true." There were tears in Yan Wanwan's eyes, but he smiled lightly, "I won't blame you, it wasn't your fault at all. You are still alive, and remembering me now is more important than anything else. It's all important." Her words were naturally sincere, without any adulteration.

The two didn't speak for a while, they just looked at each other and smiled.In that smile, it seemed that he had exhausted a thousand words.

Yan Wanwan's face calmed down. Although there was a little tiredness between her eyebrows, the gloom covering her eyebrows had dissipated completely, and her eyes became clear again. She raised her hand and pressed him back on the couch, " Are you hungry? I'd better ask Miss Tang to show you, and then go to the kitchen to get you something light to eat?" In the end, she was still not at ease.

Yan Zheng held her hand tightly, his eyebrows drooped, covering the dark light in his eyes, "Wait a minute, I'll talk to you first." Having said that, he raised his eyes, their eyes were clear and burning She leaned forward, "Tell me about what happened that day." Her tone also calmed down, as clear and gentle as before.

Yan Wanwan knew what he was talking about, the hands and body held by him froze at the same time.

Yan Zheng pulled her to sit beside him, and gently rubbed the back of her hand with calloused fingertips, as if he was thinking about where to start, and after a while, he said in a low tone, "I remember , that day, we went fishing by the river, and when we got home, my father came over with a serious expression."

In the memory of nine-year-old Xiao Rang, it should have been an ordinary autumn day.If there is any difference, it is only that day that is said to be the 15th year when his mother and father have known each other.

Shen Nanzhu has always liked all commemorative days, such as the birthdays of their family members, the days when she and Xiao Yan exchanged heartfelt messages, the days when they got married, and so on, the list goes on and on.And Xiao Yan is used to pampering her, and every time he meets her, he has to celebrate it.But on such a day, the two of them prefer to be alone, tired of crooked, you and me, and they don't shy away from the two children at all.Xiao Yan often laughed and said that they should learn how Xiao Rang should treat his wife in the future, while Xiao Xiaoyu had to keep his eyes open, choose the person to marry, and live the rest of his life well.

But the two children couldn't bear the dog food stuffed into their mouths, so early this morning, just like in previous years, the two of them hid early.

When Xiao Rang was young, his determination to win or lose was much heavier than it is now, especially when facing Xiao Xiaoyu, his determination to win or lose was even higher.

When the two met for fishing, they had to compete to see if they could win or lose, and then they would add something to dinner along the way.

Fishing is about tempering patience. Although Xiao Rang was jumpy when he was young, he was very calm, especially compared to Xiao Xiaoyu.Therefore, there are many competitions such as fishing, but Xiao Xiaoyu seldom wins, and Xiao Rang always makes fun of her, saying that she is really blind because there is a word "fish" in her name, and fish don't like it .Or is it because she is a "fish" that those of her kind are unwilling to be eaten by her?

It was the same on that day, after sitting for half a day, Xiao Rang was still standing like a pine tree, sitting upright like a rock, there were already two or three fat fish in the bamboo basket beside him, but the one at Yan Wanwan's feet was only two slaps The long little fish is the size that Xiao Rang often said is not even enough to fit between the teeth.Yan Wanwan got up and took the bamboo basket to the river, and just dumped the small fish in the bamboo basket into the river.

This is also Xiao Yansu's teaching, such a fish has not yet matured, so it cannot be eaten, and must be released alive.Let it grow up a little bit, and let it continue to have descendants. In the future, sons will have grandchildren, and grandchildren will have sons; sons will have sons, sons will have grandchildren; descendants will be infinitely scarce.The roe and grandchildren are endless, so they can catch and eat fish that can't be exhausted, right?

(End of this chapter)