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Chapter 230 It's Not Your Fault

When Xiao Yan raised his head again, he shook his head at Lu Yuanzong, "Both you and the emperor know that I understand me, and you must also know my heart." As he spoke, he vomited again, and blood flowed from the corner of his mouth , with a dark purple color.

"Father!" Xiao Rang was terrified, the fear in his heart spread without bounds, even though he stubbornly gritted his teeth and refused to cry out, the tears in his eyes fell straight down .

Xiao Yan looked at him, a dark light flashed through his eyes, raised his hand, hesitantly landed on top of his head, patted it lightly, raised the corners of his lips and smiled, but did not speak, watching his gaze slowly far away, Keeping her hands on the top of his head, she seemed to sigh, and turned her head to look at Lu Yuanzong, "I'm hopeless, brother, you don't have to take risks for me. Right now, there are internal and external troubles, for the family, the country, the world, and the livelihood of the common people. Why am I afraid of being famous after death? The imperial court has finally settled down, and there must be no chaos because of me at this time, otherwise, I will be a sinner in Daning, and I will not be able to be taught by my father and queen mother, and I will not be able to be my father and emperor in the name of the country. Ci, I can't even be worthy of the highness you said. Even today, under the nine springs, I have no face to see my father, queen and queen."

Xiao Yan's tone was calm, even though he was in a mess, he was still dignified and calm, which made people look up.

Lu Yuanzong understood him, and because he understood, he knew that he had already made up his mind at this time, so he lowered his eyes, clenched his teeth, turned his head away, and endured the tears in his eyes, he dared not persuade him, nor could he persuade him.

Seeing this, Xiao Yan smiled instead, "Yuanzong, there is no need to be like this. In my life, every step I take is my own decision. Most of my life is to be happy and happy. Defending my family and defending the country is what I want, and I am happy in the world. Also, my life is worth it. Only, I am sorry for those brothers who were born and died with me..." When Xiao Rang said this, the corners of his eyes were slightly wet.

It was cloudy for most of the day, and finally it rained at this time.The rain was flying, falling on the face and eyes, and it was unknown whether the wetness was rain or something else.

"Don't worry, Your Highness! It's not now, but there will be a day! You believe in me and Your Majesty, we will fight for Xiaolong and justify His Highness's name." Lu Yuanzong said seriously, with tears in his eyes, but even more sincerity.

"I believe in you, and I believe in the emperor! In this case, I will ride up and down for Xiaolong first, thank Yuanzong, and thank your majesty." Xiao Yan held Shen Nanzhu in his arms, unable to bow to Lu Yuan, Zong nodded, and bowed in the direction of going north to the capital.

When he raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Rang who was crying silently beside him, he paused slightly.

Those words just now seemed to have consumed a lot of his strength, and now his complexion was even worse. His complexion, which had been raised in seclusion all these years, was faintly green. He couldn't sit still, and leaned against Shen Nanzhu. On the low wall behind him.

"Yuanzong, there is one more thing, which is my selfishness..." When he was speaking, his eyes turned to Xiao Rang who was beside him, and he gently stroked the hand that had been placed on top of his head with reluctance.

Lu Yuanzong's eyes then fell on the half-grown boy who stubbornly bit his lip and refused to cry, his eyes dimmed slightly, as he was also a father, he knew Xiao Yan's regret and concern.

"It's my choice to make all kinds of things today, but it has involved my two children. These two children... I also ask Brother Huang and Yuanzong to look out for my face and keep them safe. Even if I am under the nine springs, I will also remember your kindness, and I will never forget it." Xiao Yan said, leaning towards Lu Yuanzong, but when he was about to straighten up, his movements were inexplicably stiff, and he pulled his body hastily, "Wow", he turned his head and spit out a big mouthful of purple black of blood.

Xiao Rang hastily stretched out his hand to support him, his lower lip was already bitten by blood, and teardrops rolled down one by one.

Lu Yuanzong also moved his body, but stopped in the end, looked at Xiao Rang and said in a hoarse voice, "I will live up to your Highness's trust." After finishing speaking, he knelt down straight and kowtowed heavily towards Xiao Yan, and then, He straightened up, his eyes were red, he pulled out his waist knife, shouted, and killed the group of black-clothed masked men behind him.

At the low wall, only Xiao Yan and Xiao Rang, father and son, were left.

Xiao Yan looked at Xiao Rang and smiled softly, "A Rang, you are disobedient, didn't you tell you not to come back?"

yes!He is disobedient again.Xiao Rang looked at Shen Nanzhu, then at Xiao Yan, who was as angry as a silk, and tasted the salty taste in his mouth. He was stubborn since he was a child, and even if he was beaten, he would never cry. Flow all the way.

Xiao Yan followed his gaze to look at the person in his arms, raised his hand, trembling slightly, and wiped away the blood stains from the corners of Shen Nanzhu's mouth, and with the rain, those stains were diluted, and a face was quickly wiped clean by him. She likes to be clean, which is good.

"A Rang, it's not your fault." After a while, Xiao Yan said quietly.

Xiao Rang's pupils tightened, and Xiao Yan turned his head to look at him with a gentle expression, "Before you came, your mother and I were already poisoned, but with our deep internal strength, we could barely hold on. Even if you don't Come on, we can't make it through. And you are the flesh that fell from your mother. No matter how fierce she is to you, she loves you and loves you like a treasure in the world. She protects you instinctively, and you don't need to feel guilty. You To remember the love of parents, then live with our expectations and live with the fish..."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yan suddenly remembered something, raised a pair of blurred eyes, looked behind Xiao Rang, walked around, and could only see scattered figures, and couldn't see anything clearly through the rain.But indeed, there was no one he was looking for.

"Where's the fish?" he asked softly.

Xiao Rang raised his hand to wipe his face, but before he could wipe it all off, it got wet again, and when he was together, he didn't know whether it was rain or tears.

"I let her hide, she is more obedient than me." She didn't speak for a while, and when she spoke again, her voice was hoarse and trembling with choking.

Xiao Yan nodded, "It's fine not to be here! Then you remember to go back and find her. From now on, you will only be with each other. You are an older brother, take care of her more."

"Understood." Hearing this kind of words before, Xiao Rang would just sneer and ignore him, even when he was by the river just now, he didn't answer it, but now he did.

Xiao Yan met his eyes, smiled lightly, pleased and satisfied, "Good son!"

After a short pause, he continued, "You are still young, or you may not understand what happened today, but when you grow up, you will eventually understand."

He seemed to be out of strength. After saying that sentence, he closed his eyes, rested for a while, and then opened them again. His eyes moved around, and it took a long time for them to land on a certain place. He said to Xiao Rang, "A Rang, go ! Take back my sword!"

Xiao Rang turned his head and saw the Heaven and Earth Sword falling on the ground. He half-ran over and picked up the Heaven and Earth Sword that had been washed away with blood by the rain, and handed it to Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan tremblingly held the familiar sword hilt, raised his head, and smiled at Xiao Rang, "A Rang, turn around!"

The disobedient Xiao Rang stared at him, his eyes were sore and astringent, he was finally obedient once, and turned around stiffly.

(End of this chapter)