At the same table, he is manic-depressed, and needs to be spoiled.

Jiang Jinyan recalled these embarrassing memories of the past in his mind, his heart throbbed again, and a black vortex appeared before his eyes again, as if to swallow him up and bring him into the world of hell.

He clenched his fists so tightly that people couldn't help but point their fingers and feel distressed when they saw it. The young man was kneeling on the bed, half-bent, taking deep breaths, and the whole hospital gown was soaked in cold sweat. Mottled blood stains appeared faintly on the bandage, and he had a splitting headache.

Jiang Jinyan closed his eyes in pain, he didn't want to get sick, his little girl was still waiting for him!

He had no mother since he was a child, and from now on, he will also completely lose his father, but the heavens also treated him kindly, and in this year, he personally sent his star in front of him.

He is not alone now, he still has the stars, and she said that she will always be with him.

He can't get sick anymore, he doesn't want to fall into the swamp of depression, he wants to cheer up, he wants to see his girl so much now—

Jiang Jinyan picked up the phone with trembling fingers and found that the phone had been turned off.

He lay back on the bed again, closed his eyes and tried his best to calm himself down, but there was bursts of pain from the injury on his head, as if someone was hitting him with a hammer, and his headache was about to split.

Jiang Jinyan rang the nurse's bell, and soon the doctor and the housekeeper rushed over. The first thing he saw was that the wound on his head started to ooze blood again, the doctor frowned, "Bring me the medicine, change it again." medicine!"

……

Half an hour later, the wound on Jiang Jinyan's head was treated by the doctor and replaced with a new bandage, and the accompanying psychologist also noticed something strange about him, and concluded that the teenager was suffering from mild depression, which was obviously an attack just now symptoms.

In the end, the doctor gave Jiang Jinyan a sedative, "Rest well now, don't think about anything else, you know?"

"En." Jiang Jinyan's face was a little pale, and he nodded lightly. From the beginning to the end, he never frowned once, as if the wound wasn't on his head.

"If you have anything to do, call us quickly." The doctor finally ordered a few more words before leaving the ward.

The housekeeper originally asked the doctor about Jiang Jinyan's head injury outside, worrying that the concussion would affect the boy's health and work life in the future.

Unexpectedly, while listening to the doctor's words, he only realized halfway that something happened to the young master.

He also rushed into the ward, and seeing the bleeding wound on the young master's head again, the old man's heart ached so badly, why was the master so cruel, didn't he hesitate a bit when such a heavy chair was thrown at him?

No matter how you say the young master, he is also the biological son of the old master and his first wife. No matter how much Miss Jiang Ziyin pleases him, she is also born to the mistress. How can she compare to the young master?
The master was really deceived by lard, and mistakenly took elm for pearls.

However, what the housekeeper didn't expect was that Jiang Jinyan was still suffering from depression. It was conceivable that the young master's heart was not as strong as it appeared on the surface.

After all, he is only an 18-year-old boy, he has endured too many things——

"Master, when did your illness start?" The butler found that his voice was choking when he said this.

Because of the sedative, Jiang Jinyan's mood improved a lot, but he still felt that there was darkness in front of him, he couldn't see the dawn, and he seemed lifeless.

"It's been several years, butler, don't worry, I'll just take a break." Jiang Jinyan didn't want to say too much, and what he said was just to make those who cared about him worry. "I have been treated by a psychiatrist for this illness." Yes, it's just that I got sick again today, it's a routine thing, and it's over, if there's nothing else, the housekeeper should go to work, I'm going to rest."

The housekeeper knew that the young man didn't want him to worry, so he could only say, "Then young master, rest well, and call me if you need anything."

"Ah."

The housekeeper opened the door and left, Jiang Jinyan looked down at the phone. Not long ago, the phone was charged with fast charging, and now it can be turned on.

The young man can't exert all his strength. This is the case when bipolar disorder occurs. He will fall into the swamp of inhibition. He dare not go out or talk to strangers. He just wants to trap himself in a closed space and let himself Fend for itself.

But it's different now, he still has Jiang Nuanxing, he can't let the little girl worry.

He had to find a way to break through this barrier.

He swiped the unlock button, clicked on WeChat, and found that the little girl had sent him a WeChat message at noon.

[Deskmate, did you come to school this morning? 】

Looking at this message, which was obviously only a few words, he stared at it for a long time.

Finally, with cold white fingertips on the keyboard, he hesitated for a long time, and finally he decided to reply to his little girl.

[Did not go to school. 】

As soon as the message was sent, the little girl immediately replied [At the same table, you finally replied to my message, I thought you ignored me. 】

There was a bitterness on the corner of Jiang Jinyan's mouth, he...how could he ignore her?
It's just that, in this secret love, he is always the one who is so humble in the dust. When he sent her home yesterday, he said that he would give her a chance to regret it.

Thinking about it now, it would be good if she really regretted it. After all, he is a ticking time bomb who doesn't know when he will get sick. What if he suddenly gets sick one day and scares her?

Can a person like him really give her a future?
How to do?Mingming intends to do his best to love her, to love her, to tell her loudly that he, Jiang Jinyan, likes Jiang Nuanxing very much, and wants to be with her forever.

But now, he found that he flinched again.

He was worried that the girl he put on top of his heart would be hurt by him one day.

Jiang Jinyan looked at the screen for a long time, until the phone page went dark, and he didn't reply to his little girl by typing again.

The next second, the phone lighted up again, and it was the little girl who sent another message [at the same table, where are you now, why didn't you come to school?I have something to tell you, let me go to you, okay? 】

The little girl said she wanted to tell him something?Want to come and find him——

Jiang Jinyan clutched the phone tightly, bitter and dark emotions rushed to his mind like a tide, he trapped himself in the room without saying a word, deep in his heart he really longed for her love, Especially at this moment, when he was vulnerable, he hoped that someone would be by his side.

However, once the disease flares up, he feels that he has been abandoned by this world, and no one will love him anymore!

Mom is gone, grandpa is gone, he only has Jiang Nuanxing.

No one knew how much effort and courage it took Jiang Jinyan to face the depression in his heart, and finally he typed out his thoughts on the chat page and sent them to the little girl.

[Yangcheng First Hospital, Room 305. 】