The group pet is five and a half years old: I help the top parents group CP

"In fact, the years in the mountains were very happy. After all, there were 9 senior brothers above me, and even many senior nephews who were older than me. Some senior brothers or nephews got married, and they happened to have children in the family, so their wives would By the way, milk me for a while. This is how I grew up drinking Baijia milk.

Although the master, senior brothers and nephews have given me enough love, I still hope to have the love of my parents in my heart, even for a day.

So I inquired in every possible way, in addition to finding out where I was picked up, I even found out how many families in Nanxiu Township had pregnant wives at that time.

To be honest, Nanxiu Mountain is very big, but Nanxiu Township is not. I easily knew where the family that might be my biological parents was, and even found various excuses to go to their house to gain a sense of presence.

But what I admire is that they clearly know who I am, but they can treat me as a strange child. I don't understand how they hold back and continue to act.

But I can't help it.

So one year, I took advantage of their coming back to visit relatives and ran over there, and even naively thought that if they didn't take the initiative, it would be the same if I took the initiative.So I asked the most regrettable thing in my life. "

Little Tang Jiao asked the fashionable woman with some anxiety and anticipation: "Are you my mother?"

The woman was horrified at first, then trembled all over, and finally said in a tone that she thought she was calm, but in fact it was almost reprimanding: "You have misunderstood the person."

This sentence was like a bolt from the blue to five or six-year-old Tang Jiao. She stared blankly at the fashionable woman, obviously... her every move had already betrayed her, why did she continue to act?

She just wanted to know if he was her child, and she didn't want to admit it.

If she really hated children, why did she have a younger brother after her?
Why can Er Gouzi call her mother, but she can only be a crazy child who recognizes her mother indiscriminately?

At this time, the family in the yard was amused around the babbling Er Gouzi.

This one said something about my baby Da Jinsun, and that one said something rare about my little baby...

Tang Jiao couldn't listen anymore, and left crying.

"Since then, I have regarded my own parents as dead. To be honest, I think no one in this world is more miserable than me.

Obviously they can throw me far away, at least let me not find them so easily, but they just threw me at the entrance of the village, isn't this intentional to make themselves unhappy?

To be honest, I felt resentment in my heart at that time, I blamed them for patriarchal abandoning me, I blamed them for not leaving me far away, and even more I blamed them for not being worthy of being parents but wanting to be parents!
However, as I grew older, I suddenly discovered a blind spot. My cheap parents just threw me at the entrance of the village. Maybe they never thought that I would be adopted from the beginning, so naturally I was not afraid that I would come back.

So there is no difference between the entrance of the village or the crater.

After all, how long can a newborn child stay in the wild? "

Tang Jiao laughed again while talking.

"However, I am glad that I only figured out this blind spot when I was growing up. When I was a child, I knew that my parents not only abandoned me, but even wanted to kill me. Maybe I would cry like that.

And now, I have already seen it!I don't know what the love of my parents looks like, but I do know what the love of the master and senior brothers looks like. I am very grateful to them for pulling me up and filling my empty heart with love little by little.

What I said today is mainly to express that you are already an adult and you can't just hang on to the past.

Not to mention that you have already seen it, in fact, you did not.

Only if you can't see it, you will be like you, showing your vulnerable side when you are drunk or in the dead of night. People who really let go, such as me, no matter what they are doing now, I will definitely live more freely than anyone else.

Those who do will lose, and those who persist will lose.Therefore, the sage has no failure because of no action, and no failure because of no attachment. "

After Tang Jiao finished speaking, he patted Pei Xizhou on the shoulder, and walked out slowly.

Pei Xizhou didn't move, still maintaining his original appearance.

If you don't listen to it, you won't know it.

When Tang Jiao slowly returned to her courtyard, the little girl had already washed herself and was rolling on the comfortable big bed.

Seeing her mother coming back so late, Pei Ban couldn't hide the smile on her face.

Oh, the later you come back, the better!Even better if it's overnight.

A pity, a pity.

"..." Tang Jiao.

The yard given to her by the elder brother is in the third entrance of the martial arts hall.

Speaking of the structure of the martial arts hall, this is a rare three-entry courtyard.

The first entry is the daily basic work and rest area, such as reception, canteen, back kitchen and so on.

The second entrance is the martial arts training ground and the theory classroom.

The third entrance is left and right, the student dormitory is on the left, and the instructor's dormitory is on the right, where everyone including the curator lives.

But the student dormitory is a 4-person room, and everyone in the coach can have a small yard.

Moreover, the third entrance where the instructor's dormitory is located has a back door, and I usually don't bother to go through the first and second entrances, just go in and out directly through the back door.

For example, Tang Jiao, it is very convenient to have a small door.At least, it won't be so eye-catching when you go out to catch up with the announcement.

And the big brother has cleaned up her yard very cleanly. The two-storey wooden house has a balcony and a lawn. If you set up an internet celebrity cafe here, you might be able to make money in the martial arts gym.

After taking a shower, Tang Jiao casually glanced at the night scene before returning to the room.

Although the scenery is not comparable to Pei Xizhou's mansion, it is already very good here, and Tang Jiao likes it very much.

After all, Pei Ban is a child, and now he is sleepy and drowsy.

Tang Jiao lovingly hugged her into his arms, and the child clung to her comfortably, and fell asleep peacefully.

Tang Jiao couldn't help curling her lips, she would never despise life like cheap parents.

And speaking of it, Pei Ban's love for herself should be more persistent than her love for her mother back then.

Otherwise, how could she travel through time and space?
She wouldn't believe it if there was no element of filial piety that touched the heavens.

It must be Pei Ban's obsession with his mother that has moved the heaven and the earth, that's why this time travel happened.

How could she turn a blind eye to her child who loved her so much and came looking for her across time and space?

Tang Jiao lightly patted Pei Ban's back, stroking and patting lightly and intermittently.

Pei Ban fell into a deeper sleep under such gentle and rhythmic pats.

Tang Jiao never raised a child, but she missed her mother, so what she does to Pei Ban now is what she longed for when she was a child.

She believed that Pei Ban would also like it.

The mother and daughter stayed in their new home and once again embraced and slept together.

They all fell asleep quickly.

The next day, when Pei Xizhou woke up, he only felt a splitting headache, and his mind was blank for a long time.

After his brain restarted, the scenes of last night began to rush into his mind.