When will I be the queen

Chapter 436 Communication
"Didn't you say that you were invited to an acting variety show? You can give it a try. Variety shows will make you more relaxed than real filming, right?"

Cao Xin laughed angrily, "You think I don't have enough black fans? There are already many people who complain about my acting skills. If I were to appear on this variety show, I think I would be close to quitting the entertainment industry."

"You don't even dare to join the group now, it's not much better than quitting the circle."

"No," Cao Xin pulled Si Chen, "Are you possessed by Cai Cai? Why are you complaining about me so much?"

Cai Cai happened to come back. "What am I possessed by?" This is not a good word. "I am not possessed. I am just me."

Cao Xin and Si Chen laughed at the same time, what with all that.

"Isn't Cao Xin's acting so bad that I don't dare to join the crew."

Cai Cai was silent for a while and didn't say anything, but her face showed that it was great.

"." Cao Xin was so angry that he turned around on the spot. No, "You might as well just say it!!"

Cai Cai was a little embarrassed and annoyed by the accusation. She must have been read by someone, so she just said directly, "You knew it even though I didn't say it!"

"." Cao Xin lost his temper and looked at the bag Cai Cai chose. This time it was a triangular three-dimensional bag similar to a big pillow bag. It was pure silver, and the hardware was also silver, making it a completely unified color. Cao Xin was stunned. He didn't expect Cai Cai to choose this bag. This was a brand he created before. All the clothing and bags he participated in designing and producing were sold to a luxury brand later. Although some of his designs were also continued, several designers were changed before and after, and the design was already very messy. Fortunately, it has not fallen to the level of fast-selling brands copying the design.

This all-silver design was designed during his middle school years. Later, when he was branding and producing finished products, he really put a lot of effort into achieving the desired effect of his design. Because this silver color is a patented color of a certain foreign pigment factory, you have to pay to use it online, not to mention physical production. The cost was very high at the time, so the selling price was also very high. Black fans said that he was also a rubbish artist who made money by selling trendy brands. When he saw the brand director set the selling price, he knew he would be scolded. But he still had a heart attack for a long time.

Fortunately, this design was recognized by the market, otherwise it would not have continued to this day.

After hearing this story, Cai Cai looked at the bag again and asked, "When you were thirteen or fourteen, you were already drawing the design? Did you teach yourself?"

Cao Xin honestly said, "I just drew it randomly, and then a professional designer helped me perfect it. So I always say that I participated in the design and came up with the inspiration. I dare not say that I designed it." However, fans directly believe that he designed it himself, "At that time, I was under a lot of pressure and in a bad mood. Writing and drawing could calm me down."

Cai Cai nodded. Many artists have their own side businesses, most of which are beauty and clothing. Singers can also set up labels, and actors can also set up acting coaching training classes. Some of them are not originally motivated by making money, while some are purely motivated by making money. Because it is well known that artists have a lot of money and it comes easily, and there are very few artists who leave so much money alone. Most of them will invest in other industries, whether starting their own business or investing in financial management. Artists want to do things themselves, and there are even more people who want artists to do things.

It is obvious that Cao Xin did not intend to do anything with his random drawings and writings at first, but someone must have wanted to use these things and him to do something.
"Will you feel regretful?" Cai Cai unconsciously began to do the interview work. The director and others were very happy to see it.

Cao Xin knew that he should say he had no regrets, saying that the brand was being managed better now, and that he wanted to concentrate on being an artist, but.
"I still feel a little regretful, not for the brand, but for the unfinished business. Do you ever hope that everything in life has a beginning and an end, a cause and effect? ​​In this case, it seems that all the sadness, betrayal, and hard work will have a result. Good or bad. But in reality, many things have no beginning and no end, no start, and no result. I will be very confused and anxious. Sometimes I especially hope that I am very old, have finished my life, and have known many results."

Cao Xin couldn't sit down, because his clothes would be pulled, and it would be troublesome and time-consuming to re-iron them. It would be even worse if something unexpected happened. So even though he felt exhausted, he could only lean slightly against the cabinet. "Actually, I'm only 20 years old. But sometimes I really want to become very old."

"You are amazing. You don't have any age anxiety. As an artist, you actually want to grow old." Cai Cai's perspective is always unique. "Xianjun and I both have serious age anxiety. We both want to stay young forever, but you actually want to grow old."

Si Chen felt sorry for Cao Xin. He finally opened his heart to her, but was criticized by Cai Cai like this.
Cao Xin was also a little surprised, "You are so young, why are you anxious about your age?"

Cai Cai sighed, "I'm in my growth period. On the set, the position that was just decided a few days ago can't be used when I go on stage. There is also the wire master who records my weight every day because my weight is unstable. The costume designer is always around me, worried that the costume is too short or too small. Sometimes I really hope that my appearance can be frozen when I am filming. Jarvis always asks me to stand in front of the camera before I go on stage, for fear that I will change in the camera and lose my acting continuity, and even more afraid that I will grow out of shape."

"Although Director Fang didn't say anything, my scenes were all shot according to the timeline of my character, just to ensure that I looked the same in the same scene. So the cost of the location and equipment was burned. I was worried that Director Fang and the crew would lose money because of me."

Uh, that sounds creepy.

Cao Xin had a bad impression of Jarvis to begin with, and always thought that he was a smiling tiger, the type who could eat people alive with a smile. But no matter what occasion he was in, he always praised Cai Cai crazily, and even caused a lot of rumors, so she thought that he was at least very good to Cai Cai. The result was even more terrifying.

I haven't worked with Fang Xiaoning, but I'm familiar with him after meeting him. He is indeed a monster. No matter how crazy he is, it's nothing. But he also puts soft pressure on Cai Cai, which is really scary.

"But my anxiety is fundamentally different from yours. Xianjun and I are both concerned about the outside world and our work, while you are concerned about yourself. Your mental state doesn't seem to be very optimistic." In front of the camera, Cai Cai didn't say too much, "There are actually too many beginnings and ends in life. A meal, a cup of milk tea, a sleep, a day, a month, a year, birth, and death are all starting points and end points. Coming to this world is your starting point, and leaving this world may not be your end point."

Cao Xin didn't understand, "Why? Isn't death the end?"

Cai Cai spread her hands, "You are a superstar. After you die, there will surely be countless people mourning you. You will also be included in various inventories. You have already left a strong mark in this world. To some extent, you have already lived forever."

Cao Xin blushed a little, Cai Cai thought he was a superstar?
"Look, you have eternal life, so what end do you need? Everything has multiple sides. Just because you think there is no end doesn't mean there really is no end. Incompleteness may be another kind of completion, because you have tried your best and you can't do it. So, for you, it is completed. As for how it should be completed, just leave it to time. Just watch the process, participate in it, and experience it."

Cai Cai is not very good at comforting people, so she comforted Cao Xin. Would the audience like to see someone like him being comforted in front of the camera?
"Personally, I think there is no need to interpret many things in life. Starting points and end points, cause and effect, are all too subjective. You care too much about yourself. Let yourself go, or care about yourself in a different way, and relax a little, isn't that good?" Cai Cai didn't want to say anything like chicken soup for the soul or duck soup, nor did she want to talk about big principles. "Being healthy and safe is great. People can't have it all. You are a superstar, and you still want everything to go your way. Do you really think you are a star? You are just an ordinary person."

The first part of “.” is fine, but the second part is too direct.

Cao Xin laughed and said, "Okay, I'll remember that."

After taking the photos, this segment was recorded. Several cameras were turned off, and Cai Cai and the others got in the car and moved towards the restaurant.

"This business car is so luxurious." Cao Xin rarely has such luxurious business cars. He doesn't have one himself, mainly because he doesn't need it, so he doesn't buy one. When he needs one, he rents one, but he won't rent such a luxurious one. The refrigerator, water table, projector, seat, foot pads and car windows are all top business equipment.

Cai Cai tilted her head and looked at Si Chen, "You don't have one either?"

Si Chen nodded, "This is my first time to ride in such a nice business car." It's a twelve-seater, so big, it's really my first time to ride in one.

Cai Cai said "oh" and patted the seat, "This is for you."

"."Cao Xin and the entire program team were stuck.

Si Chen was stunned for a moment, and quickly refused, "No, no, I don't want it. I can't use it. I really don't want it."

Cai Cai didn't listen, "You don't have one? I'll give it to you. You can use this car here. If you're in China, I'll let Xiaomei contact someone and order one for you. The license plate will be in your work name, and you can use it when you return to China." She often rides in this kind of large commercial vehicle with her family. It's spacious and convenient. This time, she drove here because there were many people filming the show. Otherwise, it would be unsafe and inconvenient to have too many cars.

Si Chen refused again, but Cai Cai didn't listen at all, "You didn't. You should have said you didn't."

"There are so many things I don't have, but I can have them all." Cai Cai asked back, "Why not? You can have everything that can be achieved with manpower and wealth."

This part will definitely be broadcast. Si Chen didn't want to say too much in front of the camera, so he said, "Okay, I'll take it." He must lock it up when the time comes, so that his mother won't drive it out.
Cao Xin was shocked again, because Si Chen actually, really, accepted it. This car is really not cheap, it's worth a house for God, but it was easy to give and easy to accept. He knew that it would have nothing to do with him, but he still wanted to be humble.

"what about me?"

Cai Cai and Si Chen looked at Cao Xin speechlessly at the same time.

"Buy it yourself!" Si Chen retorted directly.

"You are not my relative either." Cai Cai was speechless.

Cao Xin shrank back silently and said, okay.

"You manage your own money?" Cao Xin changed the subject. "I only started to freely manage some of my accounts after I became an adult. I know Si Chen manages and controls his own money." All of it is after-tax income, and of course there is also professional assistance, otherwise it would be really messy. The most common mobile phone messages are bank text messages.

"I don't care about money. How could I? Xiaomei is in charge of it."

Cao Xin was stunned for a moment, then glanced at Si Chen and found that Si Chen was not surprised. Is “you” the one who is in charge as he understood it?
Si Chen interrupted, "Cai Cai has several financial advisors, she doesn't understand and doesn't like to manage it."

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It's obvious that he doesn't want to talk about this anymore.

Cao Xin naturally changed the topic and said, "Speaking of which, when I first knew I could freely spend money, I was quite excited. Because there are always various restrictions on underage spending. I first bought a car, some wine, and a lot of cigars. I just wanted to buy whatever I was not allowed to buy before."

Hahaha.

Cai Cai didn't realize Si Chen's deep meaning, and continued Cao Xin's topic, "The first time I touched money was when my grandma asked me to make soy sauce. You both know it, right? The kind of loose sauce, you take a bowl, mix it, and then weigh it. I remember that bowl cost eleven yuan, it was quite heavy, I covered it with a lid and carried it on my back, it was heavy. Then she gave me four yuan in change. My grandma told me that the rest of the money belonged to me. But I didn't have much idea how much four yuan was, I just knew it wasn't much, but four bills, I thought it wasn't a small amount, so I went to the small supermarket and bought a bunch of snacks, and when I checked out, I gave the cashier four yuan."

Hahahaha.

"You've also done soy sauce?" Cao Xin was really amused. Making soy sauce, small change for errands, such a down-to-earth thing, Cai Cai actually did it.

Si Chen knew about this, "Listen to her." Let Cai Cai continue, "Hurry up, don't say half of it."

This is the disadvantage of having acquaintances. Acquaintances are also your own people. Cai Cai pouted and said what she wanted to say.

"I took a bunch of snacks home, and I thought that four one-dollar bills could really buy so much, so I always took a few dollars to buy snacks. As a result, one day I found that the owner of the small supermarket came to my house to collect the bill from my grandma, and then I realized that I was given credit, and those things could not be bought with 40 yuan."

Hahahahaha.

Cao Xin couldn't help laughing, "Your grandma actually kept it a secret from you and even secretly paid you the money."

Cai Cai also laughed, "Yes, my grandma loves me very much."

Cao Xin was stunned for a moment and asked subconsciously, "Don't you feel angry? This is to deceive you, right? Together with outsiders, they deceive you and make you think that four dollars is a lot of money." As he spoke, he began to feel uncomfortable.

"If a child does this, parents will think that the child did it on purpose, right? Your grandma didn't think you did it on purpose, and she even secretly helped you pay back the money, and you didn't feel cheated." Cao Xin covered her eyes, feeling so envious. Cai Cai loves her grandma very much, and her grandma loves her too. It's a love without hesitation or doubt.

"How can this be called lying to me?" Cai Cai didn't understand, and, "Why would parents think that their children did it on purpose?"

Si Chen and Cao Xin can be friends because they have a lot in common in terms of family relationships and parent-child relationships, as well as pain. So he understands Cao Xin's defense at this time, and also understands Cai Cai's doubts.

"It's probably because parents who think their children did it on purpose probably did it on purpose when they were young. So they think the children did it on purpose, even their own children."

Cai Cai clicked her tongue, "This isn't a good idea. Not to mention the misunderstanding and wrongly accusing the child, the child probably didn't think too much about it, and only realized he could do it after being reminded by his parents. For the sake of snacks, he might really do it on purpose next time."

Si Chen nodded, "Yes, it is indeed possible."

"Adults often don't trust children. It seems that they can feel a sense of victory by exposing children's lies and mistakes. That kind of complacency is unique to adults." Cao Xin spoke again.

Si Chen tried to pull it back, "It has something to do with the fact that children have unclear cognition, and they have many wild ideas. What they say and do are all very fantastic. Isn't it said that children are born masters of lies? They are very sensitive to all kinds of external stimuli, and they can imitate and fantasize. When I was in school, a classmate broke his leg. He fell at home by himself, but for some reason, everyone said that he fell on the stairs at school. Then several children said that their legs hurt when they climbed the stairs, and they didn't listen to the teacher. The parents really thought that their children fell at school."

"When I tell lies, they are taken as truths, and when I tell the truth, they are taken as lies." Cao Xin came back to his senses, "My parents take everything I say seriously." He said he didn't want to be an artist anymore, so he didn't take it seriously.
Cai Cai was envious when she heard this, "My mother is not like that. She never believed me when I told her that the school didn't give me any homework."

Hahaha. Cao Xin finally laughed. You, "How can there be a school without homework? How much do you dislike doing homework?"

"I really don't like to write." Cai Cai waved her hands, "Good children don't need to learn. You still have to complete your homework well. I didn't like to do my homework at that time, and the teacher was so angry that she cried."

"Is this true?" Cao Xin didn't believe it. "You are so well behaved, how can you make your teacher cry?"

Si Chen raised his hand to testify, "It's true." He held Cai Cai down and said, "Let me tell you, she always reveals her own dirty laundry."

Cai Cai is speechless, it’s not okay for you to explode.

"Cai Cai thought at that time that since she had learned everything, she didn't have to do homework. But the teacher probably didn't expect that Cai Cai was such a rebellious student. At first, she was coaxed, then persuaded, and even made to stand and copy. As a result, when Cai Cai was standing, she wandered to the playground and took a physical education class with students from other classes. The teacher looked for her all over the building and watched the surveillance camera several times before finding her. When she was made to copy, she copied directly without writing it down. At that time, the printer at home was full of her copies of the copy."

Cao Xin was really shocked, "You are actually a poor student"

"I'm not. I'm number one. I got full marks."