Unemployment at the beginning, I let the big devil of the music world return

Chapter 310
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Jiang Yang didn't understand very well, "You just resigned, why did you think of becoming a manager?"

He has to ask.

Don't let Zhuang Mei go to his house to find him a job. A good doctor with a bright future turns around and becomes a band manager.

Zhuang Qi looked at the few people rehearsing, "I want to change my way of life."

Although he is not unfortunate, but living is not happy.

He was tired of maintaining relationships, tired of maintaining his image of being good, tired of telling lies that pretended to be alive and well.He just wants to be a clown, laugh when he wants to laugh, cry when he wants to cry, act like a baby when he wants to find his parents, and he can say things that make him feel at ease. .

Zhuang Qi said: "Deeply speaking, this is similar to the lack of original maternal cathexis defined in psychology."

Jiang Yang shook his head.

So fucking deep.

"Or [existence is equal to being perceived], that is, your existence is perceived and confirmed by another person, which is one of the basic human needs. The initial existence of a baby is confirmed by the mother. When the feeling is not confirmed, it is You won’t feel your own existence.”

That is, it becomes empty.

Jiang Yang understood this sentence.

But what does this have to do with rock and roll?
Zhuang Qi thought for a while, "Let's put it this way, many people on the Internet say that you are a jerk, do you care?"

Jiang Yang shook his head.

Zhuang Qi: "Why?"

Jiang Yang cut the gold and cut the iron: "It's not bad."

Zhuang Qi shook his head, "Because your existence is strongly perceived and confirmed by Li Qingning, so you don't care what others say, because they don't matter to you. This kind of relationship is like you are her only believer, and she is you The only God, you love her unconditionally, pay attention to her, please her, respond to her, affirm her existence, and she responds to you unconditionally."

Jiang Yang: "Did you study fake psychology?"

How did you go to theology?

Why didn't he feel it.

Zhuang Qi smiled, "Maybe."

He looked at second-hand roses.

"People who are still mourning in their 30s are not because they have never been in love, but because they have thought about happiness. They want to shine on others like the hot sun, or let others shine, so that they can feel their own existence."

But not everyone is as lucky as Jiang Yang. There is someone who he admires so much and who receives a wholehearted response.

That being the case, the next best thing.

Zhuang Qi felt that he wanted to join such a rock band, change his way of life, enlighten more people, and find the only believer.

After listening to the various terms he said, Jiang Yang now fully understands, "I just want to sleep with fans."

Zhuang Qi was stunned, "I am dedicated—"

"I know."

Jiang Yang told him not to rush to argue, whoever joined the band would dare to say that he didn't have this in mind.

It happened that the third brother and the others stopped. Hong Shan played a wrong note and was correcting it.

He asked Hong Shan, "Old Shan, did you want to pick up girls when you started a band?"

Hong Shan smiled happily, "You're not talking nonsense."

Wen Nier came over, "Who do you want to date?"

Hong Shan "haha" smiled awkwardly, "I didn't mean to pick on you, it didn't work."

In the end, he took advantage of the big devil to confess his love to her husband, and it succeeded. This is fate.

"look."

Jiang Yang looked at Zhuang Qi.

Zhuang Qi was speechless, but then thought, "It doesn't have to be a lover. I want to join the band. My parents, relatives and my sister may care about me more, and I can tell them like I'm really sick. What I want to say."

"Tsk tsk."

Jiang Yang didn't expect Zhuang Qi to play this trick at such an old age, "Co-author this morning, let your father scold you, you still enjoy it."

The unshaven Zhuang Qi scratched his head.

"You have serious psychological problems."

Jiang Yang shook his head, thinking that he was playing a little too big, resigned, and depressed, "My wife got angry with me, and I was like 'ah, I have a headache', so let me tell you—ahem, anyway, that's fine If you want to ask for attention, you can do anything else, there is nothing you can’t say.”

Zhuang Qi said that was the problem.

"alright."

Jiang Yang greeted the third brother and recommended Zhuang Qi to them for a try, "I'll ask the doctor to be your agent, cowhide."

The third brother pulled Jiang Yang to talk aside.

He thinks that cowhide belongs to cowhide, but what about the salary.

The band just opened yesterday, and it's enough for a small barbecue, and now it can't afford to support idlers.In other words, these idlers are still supported by the drama troupe.They are still drama actors, and they belong to the B corner. If any actor has diarrhea, they have to play.

As a member of the repertory troupe, Jiang Yang also holds shares in the band.

This was what the third brother insisted on, so the third brother consulted with Jiang Yang.

This stumped Jiang Yang.

No salary during the probationary period?

Jiang Yang looked at the street lamp, and silently took out 100 yuan, "This is my private money for buying lollipops, save some money."

Zhuang Qi is over there: "I'll treat everyone to seafood tonight."

The third brother looked at Jiang Yang and silently took out 100 yuan from his pocket, not too shabby.

Jiang Yang: "Just try it out, you can make up your mind if it works."

"Really?"

"real."

The third brother is relieved now.

Jiang Yang told Zhuang Qi that he would not eat seafood anymore, "I'm going back."

The third brother and the others agreed, "Okay."

Jiang Yang asked Uncle Shanzha Wan again: "Master, do you still have Shanzha Wan hidden on your body?"

Uncle Shanzhawan laughed and scolded: "Fuck off!"

"I'll buy it myself to make you greedy."

Jiang Yang waved goodbye to them.

Zhuang Qi watched the third brother and the old man bid farewell to Jiang Yang together, and the uncle told Jiang Yang loudly, "Don't eat too much of that stuff", thinking, isn't this a kind of confirmation of Jiang Yang's existence.Perhaps this is the reason why Zhuang Mei said that this kid was being silly and happy all day.

That was the life he yearned for the most.

Just like when he was a child, he envied Li Qingning who dared to stand on the street and play the guitar to earn tuition for drums.

"Hey bro, are you in the band?"

Asked by the middle-aged man who was always there besides the two uncles.

"what?"

Zhuang Qi looked at him.

The middle-aged man muttered: "It seems that finding this little brother is more effective than finding the third brother."

Seeing Zhuang Qi looking at him, he smiled, "I want to join the band too."

As a manager, Zhuang Qi is very professional: "Who are you?"

The middle-aged man pointed to the small supermarket at the end of the small square, at the entrance of the alley, "I'm the owner of the supermarket there—"

Zhuang Qi: ...

Jiang Yang walked through the alley, and when he reached the street, he looked left and right. He was going to take a bus, but then he thought that there was a pharmacy in front of him, so he walked half a stop and went inside, "Is there any big hawthorn pills? "

"Have."

"One box." Jiang Yang scanned the QR code to pay.

After Jiang Yang went out, he walked in the direction just now, intending to continue walking for the remaining half stop.

***
Shi Shi and Yin Xiang walked out of the small theater.

Yin Xiang was carrying a backpack, "That was your screenwriter just now? Young and handsome."

"That's right. If aliens invade, we, Xiao Jiang, will always send them out and make a kiss." Shitou joked.

"President Xiao Jiang?"

Yin Xiang asked: "The rich second generation."

The rich second generation doesn't get involved in drama much anymore, "It's quite tasteful."

Shitou laughed, "It seems that you are really dedicated to specializing in audio stores, and you don't hear anything outside the window."

"Live your life and make money."

Yin Xiang greeted the third brother and the others: "Let's go."

Third Brother and Hong Shan, "Old Yin, what's going on with you? You won't come out for a drink even if you're asked. My wife is so strict?"

Yin Xiang smiled, "Another day."

Shi Shi continued to see him off, chatted and walked out of the alley to the front of the car.

Shi Shi finally told, "The sound system will be handed over to you. I have guaranteed it in front of Teacher Wen. You will fix it."

"It's hard for you to come back to what you like again. Brother, how can you hold you back? Don't worry." Yin Xiang patted his chest and assured him. He threw his backpack on the co-pilot, reassuring Shi Shi, and will discuss the plan next week. , Design drawings and quotations were sent to him.

(End of this chapter)