karma nunnery

Chapter 107
In the evening, everyone was very weak, and each of them bowed their heads to eat honestly.Neither thought of speaking.However, it was supposed to eat and sleep without talking, everyone finished eating quietly and changed to tea, only then did Shi Niang realize that San Niangzi was not there, "Where is San Niang?"

"Going into the palace." The fourth lady glanced at her daughter, what kind of eyes, the third lady was gone early in the morning, and she only found out now.

"This..." Shi Niang hesitated, did the third lady enter the palace a little longer recently.But seeing that everyone didn't look at her, it means that there is no need to talk about this topic.

"A little absent-minded today?" The eldest princess put down the cup and looked at her daughter.

"Yes, Mr. Hou of the Zhang family wants to see me. I think they have some misunderstanding?" Shi Niang thought about it, and said to her mother.

"If you don't want to go, you don't have to go." The eldest princess smiled, and glanced at the second lady next to her, "It's the same with you, what's the big deal, why worry about gains and losses like this?"

Er Niangzi and Shi Niang looked at each other, and then bowed to the eldest princess together.If Shi Niang likes her mother, she doesn't have to go if she doesn't want to. This is too confident.However, she was a little skeptical that this was for Er Niang.Because her situation seems to be different from that of Er Niang.Of course, this is not something she can ask, so she can only hold back.

At night, Shi Niang is still nesting on the eldest princess's bed. If there is something she can't figure out, she will come to sleep with her mother and let her mother comfort herself.

"Still want to go?" The eldest princess patted her gently.

"No, why don't you go talk to Erniang, I thought you would talk to her." She really didn't want to go to Zhang's house, but she felt that she should go to see Old Master Zhang.The old man is dying, and his son went to the border with him to suffer for more than two months, which is quite unfilial.Even if it is a friend, she should pay a visit.If she is still afraid of this and that at this moment, she will feel that she is nothing.It's doable in the middle, so I really don't need to think too much, but she actually wants to know her mother's opinion on the second lady.

"She is an adult. After more than ten years, she has already thought through everything. I'm afraid she has already made up her mind. What we say is actually useless. Just tell her that she can do whatever she wants. Here is her home." The eldest princess had nothing to hide, she said casually.Look at your daughter, "With regards to you and Zhang Qian, do you feel that I don't care enough about you?"

"Zhang Qian and I always quarrel now." Thinking about what her mother said, Shi Niang is right. Erniang's affairs are probably beyond their control. Thinking of herself and Zhang Qian, she couldn't help sighing.

"why?"

"It's just a quarrel. I don't want to hear what he said. I'm getting more and more picky about him." She lay flat on her back and looked at the top of the tent. Yes, he asked me to persuade Erniang to forgive. Like many things, he has an optimistic heart, but I always look at the worst and darkest side, so when we conclude, our views must be contradictory. "

"Isn't it?" The eldest princess thinks that the problem is that the conclusions of the two are completely consistent!It's not fake, it's a liar.The six sisters raised Shi Niang together, and after so many years, they couldn't reach an agreement, let alone a couple.

"It doesn't seem to be a question of right or wrong. He is definitely right. There is nothing wrong with being kind to others, but as soon as I hear him talk, I get angry. I have never gotten along with people like this, and I am a little afraid. Moreover, I don't I like this feeling." She was a little annoyed, covering her face with the pillow.

"Tian Wei and I don't have this kind of emotion, or we didn't have time." The eldest princess thought about it and shook her head, she really didn't have this experience.So she couldn't give any advice, "However, does this mean that you actually care about him?"

"I cared about him, otherwise, I wouldn't dare to marry? I just didn't dare to marry before, but now, I hate myself a little bit." Shi Niang wanted to cry a little bit, why, she really didn't know, it seems that at this moment , She suddenly wanted to drink some wine and sing a sad love song.

"Other things, I always want to arrange them properly for you. However, I really can't do anything about feelings." The eldest princess thought about it and shook her head, "Actually, I think you can handle it well. For example, you have been very restrained about Er Niang's matter, you have not mixed in, and you have not expressed your position."

"Zhang Qian thinks it's wrong for me to do this, at least she thinks we should at least show concern like we did to San Niang and Liu Niang." Shi Niang put down the pillow.

"You didn't tell him, Shen Jiajun?" The eldest princess glanced at her. Even though they hadn't had a formal chat, she absolutely believed that Shiniang's intelligence, this matter, was probably clearer to her than Shen Qingyan and his wife. Being able to endure not to say it all the time is an extremely clever approach in itself.

"Yeah, I told her, but what I was thinking just now was, did we think too deeply? Just like Sanniang's case, did we think too deeply. Maybe it's just love? Because we lost our parents, Brother, to Erniang at that time, her husband and the child in her womb were all she had at that time. It was just for her at that time, the world has collapsed, what is a Shen Jiajun?" She hesitated for a while, then Said softly.

"You want to get involved?" The eldest princess frowned. This case is much more terrifying than the third lady's case.

"No, I think you're right. Like Sanniang is a case, like Liuniang and my cousin, we can get involved. But Erniang is already married. Here, we really can't use it in the name of caring. , Do things without a sense of boundaries. However, I am a little annoyed by Zhang Qian. I will think that I am too cold, Er Niang loves me so much, I shouldn’t hide away like this. At least like you, Just say, if you don't want to go, you don't have to go. You tell her that here, you have the confidence to keep her. "

"When they get here, it is my responsibility. As long as they stay here for a day, I will protect them." The eldest princess felt that what she said was nonsense.

"So you are the eldest princess, but I am not." She sighed softly, "This kind of confidence comes from the strength of my heart. So I am actually inferior. I know that if I am not your daughter, I am nothing. .I always doubt myself. What Zhang Qian said, I will refute according to your education. But afterwards, I will still be affected, and I will think, am I right. "

"There is nothing that is necessarily right. I said, 'If you don't want to go, you can't go'. I said it was right, but you said it was wrong. What qualifications do you have to do this? For Er Niang, you All you can do is to hug her and say that you will always be her baby. You can't do anything else." The eldest princess doesn't think so, because everyone's status is different, so there is a difference in handling this matter.

　Today I am going to line up to ask the teacher to sign and take a group photo. I feel that Teacher Liang is not here to give lectures, but to make the set version.

　　
　
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