karma nunnery

Chapter 198 mustard
"I still think you're teasing a fool." Zhang Qian shook his head with a smile, but he could hear those words.He became a county horse, and the court didn't say that he couldn't do nothing to be a son-in-law.Like Tian Wei before was not the leader of the army, Zhuang Yong is also seeking to marry the eldest princess now, this will not affect their future.And Zhang Qian may have been hooked up by Shi Niang, and he became more serious about solving the case and studying the law, and his temper began to go upright.

"Actually not, I really hate the court now. The emperor only has two princes, and they actually figured it out. The emperor will not adopt the son of the clan for Si Niang, so he can only give her one son. Moreover, he can only give her a son. Give it to Si Niang, otherwise it is acknowledging that there is a problem with Si Niang's background. In fact, it is a series of schemes. If one son is divided, the one in the palace will automatically become the prince. Regardless of the son, then they can support the son of the clan, as the prince The emperor abdicates; if the concubine Xianrui passes, then there is a problem with Si Niang's identity, but the concubine Xian, they can find out Si Niang's true identity and slap the royal family in the face. Every step they take, they are actually counting and have a future Hands. It's really annoying." Shi Niang sighed softly.

"That's why you let Liu Niangzi draw the salary from the bottom of the pot." Zhang Qian also thought of these, and felt that these people's hearts were really dirty enough.So except for the first step, after that, Shi Niang ignored them at all and directly killed the person in charge.The first one annexed the land and ignored the people, but in this way, the royal family is still lenient. It just distributes your whole family and confiscates your property. There is room for any dynasty or generation.Expressed the royal sympathy for veterans.The second one asked himself to go, that one was really solid evidence, and no one would say anything if he brought people directly and took them directly.And it is certain to die.There must be no one to say anything.

"I guess there are people behind it, but this kind of thing is originally endless, and we can't tell who is right and who is wrong. So we can only say, find the guilty, at least we are not the kind of people who do not teach. Bad guys, right?" Shi Niang walked slowly, "So at this time, it's better for us to go to the battlefield with swords, right?"

"Yes, I like this very much." Zhang Qian nodded seriously. These two were not good people in the first place, so he didn't think Shi Niang's sixth lady did anything wrong.Thinking about it the other way around, what did Fourth Lady do wrong?It's already bitter enough, why should I be cast aside and punished by the world because of other people's faults?

"Huai De, when you thought I was pretty, you didn't think anything of it. But after you knew Si Niang's identity, didn't you think I was pretty like that?" Shi Niang thought about it, and looked back at Zhang Qian.

"Ah?" Zhang Qian had an intuition that this question was a bit dangerous, and he didn't know how to answer it. After thinking for a long time, he shook his head, "The truth is, I don't know. Before I knew it, I really thought you were very good-looking. Whenever, I think it looks good. But after knowing about Fourth Lady, I feel a little uncomfortable. I don't know why, but I just feel a little uncomfortable. "

"Understood, you are a man, you don't care about other women, but I am the wife you are marrying, so your requirements for me are different. Of course, women in Hualou must bloom as much as possible, but I, even in In the boudoir, it is best to wear ten or eight layers. Because I am the mother of your child, you hope that the virtues of the whole world will be on me so that you can pass them on to your children." Shi Niang nodded and said casually.She stretched out her hand in front of the seven-star lamp, which is not actually a lamp, because it has a windproof cover and a rainproof wall eaves.The hands are close, and they are warm.

"Probably not all, but I think it's about the same." Zhang Qian was a little honest.

"I really can't say you are wrong, thank you for your honesty." Shi Niang raised her head and looked at her seriously, "Another question, then, do you want me to forget?"

"Well, can I ask why they want to teach you?" Zhang Qian lowered his head and thought about it, but didn't respond positively. He never thought that he was a good person, or an upright gentleman, but he also wanted to be honest.After he got in touch with people like the eldest princess, his biggest feeling was that the eldest princess and her sisters are all extremely wise people. Such wise women let their eyeballs learn this. He wanted to know what they thought that's it.

"Alive." Shi Niang didn't want to hide it, "For my mother, my life is the most important thing. She used to protect her grandmother because of filial piety, and she protected her uncle because she can live well when her uncle is in power. Living detachedly, you won't I thought, without her uncle, those four families would really protect her? They would just take away the jade pendant, so that it would be better for Zhuang Yong to marry her. Mother doesn't believe anyone! When I was a child, I rarely saw my uncle, and I only saw my uncle when I was an adult. She let me learn so many things, even in the end, I have nothing, and I still have myself. "

"Then what's the point of being alive?" Zhang Qian disagreed.

"So you are you, and my mother is my mother." Shi Niang smiled, and looked at Zhang Qian, "When I get to this point, do you want me to live or die all day long?"

"Do what you want. You can live if you want, and die if you want." Zhang Qian thought about it, shaking his head, "If you don't want to live, what's the point of forcing yourself to live? If you are really afraid, then work hard. Tell yourself that you can see hope when you live, and happily wait for that result to come."

Shi Niang smiled, and poked the corner of his mouth with two fingers.

"You've become slippery too."

Zhang Qian shook his head: "The other day my uncle said to Si Niang, 'She yearns for freedom, and her freedom is not about how far she really wants to go, but the kind of inner freedom.' Do you understand this sentence? So I think their The idea is that my body is my own and I want to make it as beautiful as it can be.”

"My understanding of freedom is relaxation within the framework!" Shi Niang originally shook her head.

She never believed in the so-called freedom.It's like she has watched many popular dramas in modern times, and then one by one drama critics said that the core of comedy is tragedy. Every time she sees this, she wants to jump. We are very tired from work, can you let me see Comedy, show me sweet girl, don't talk to me about freedom.Talk about an angel with broken wings, since then she has become a girl who has lost her happiness...

"Inner freedom..." She was about to say, whose heart is not free, but was startled immediately.

Traveling around the world, is this considered freedom?That is financial freedom!
Going to learn various crafts, who would pass on their crafts to outsiders?Their so-called study before was just for fun, but the study after that is the plunder under the mask of hypocrisy, right?

Four ladies and the others are traveling abroad, are they really free?I'm afraid that when she was the most free, she was in the Yuan Nunnery. The fourth master died, and she had no children. She sought refuge under the eldest princess' wing, but she was also Princess Rui, so the eldest princess and the emperor had to give her some face .So, what is true freedom?There is no longer a bondage on her body, she is free.

　People are actually very strange. You clearly know it’s not your fault, but when you don’t know it, everyone is fine. If you know it, you can’t look directly at it. Is this a problem?In fact, I remember reading a short article before, a very beautiful antique table, when the customer bought it, the boss would say that the back was flawed, and it had been returned several times, and every time it was sold, the customer would say it was okay, they were very happy like.After a period of time, the love fades, and the shortcomings will become bigger and bigger, so when you can't bear it, returning the goods (breaking up) is the inevitable result.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)