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After Zhang Sijiu was busy with the others, he went to check on Hong Zhu's situation.

Hongzhu's stomach is getting bigger now.

The spots on the face are still the same.

Hongzhu looked a little listless and sick.

She was lying on her side on the imperial concubine's couch, with one hand resting casually on her belly, even when Zhang Sijiu came, she only raised her head and glanced at it, and returned to her original state without interest.

Zhang Sijiu saw too many patients today, although she had changed her coat and washed her hands, she still didn't get too close.

Hongzhu is a pregnant woman. Pregnant women have a heavy burden on their bodies and their immunity is not that strong.

Although this disease does not spread through the air, but... seeing so many people, is there any other infectious bacteria?After all, it's not good to pass on a cold.

Regarding Hong Zhu's laziness, Zhang Sijiu couldn't help but feel a little resentful: "How many times have I told you that you can't just lie still! You should move as much as possible! You should go out to bask in the sun more often! You don't like this." Obeying the doctor's orders is very annoying!"

Hongzhu sat up, but smiled instead: "If you hate it, hate it. Is it possible that there are people in this world who like people like us?"

As soon as Zhang Sijiu heard her words, he knew they were talking about something else!

Immediately became even more angry: "Didn't I tell you that you have children, so don't think about those. People who are not worth it, why are they always unhappy because of him?"

Hongzhu lowered her head, and suddenly said, "He should have returned two months ago. He broke his promise."

"Then forget about him." Zhang Sijiu comforted softly: "After the child is born, you will have blood relatives in this world, and you will find that nothing can compare to this new life."

Hong Zhu played with her fingers.

Even though she was pregnant, her fingers were slender, like water onions, and her nails were dyed red with impatiens pollen. The light orange color made her skin whiter and greasy.

She has an onyx ring on her finger.

Hong Zhu just twirled the ring like that, and it took a long time before she said softly: "Just hearing your words, I know that you have never loved anyone wholeheartedly."

Zhang Sijiu who was stabbed: Okay, why did you start attacking me?

However, Zhang Sijiu hesitated for a moment, and decided to ask someone who had experienced it: "Then can I ask you a question?"

Hong Zhu was amazed, after all Zhang Sijiu asked for advice with an open mind, and looked forward and backward, which was really rare.

She even couldn't help sitting up straight, and took out a super serious attitude: "You say."

"What is true love?" Zhang Sijiu asked in confusion.

She frowned and described the situation between herself and Yang Yuanding: "I have a friend. She has known a young gentleman for five years. They have a very good relationship, just like the best friends in the world. But some time ago, her Xiao Langjun suddenly expressed his heart to her, saying that he liked her and wanted to marry her. My friend was terrified."

"But my friend thinks it might be a kind of dependence. Because at the very beginning of their acquaintance, they once went to a completely strange place, and only the two of them understood each other's words and thoughts—"

Hong Zhu looked at Zhang Sijiu with contempt: "I think it's you, I guess."

Zhang Sijiu categorically denied: "How could it be me! It's just a friend, a friend!"

Hong Zhu was even more contemptuous, but she could only follow Zhang Sijiu: "Okay, okay, your friend, your friend."

Zhang Sijiu didn't dare to look at Hong Zhu, coughed, and his eyes wandered: "So, Hong Zhu, what do you think Erlang is doing to my friend?"

Hongzhu almost didn't have to think about it: "Let me ask you, didn't your friend come back later? And it's been five years, what kind of dependence can last for five years? Will he not meet other girls in these five years? Moreover, how can there be such a deep friendship between a man and a woman? Unless, he does not treat you as a woman! As long as he treats you as a woman, it is impossible to be a pure friend!"

Speaking of this, Hongzhu sneered: "You little man, you are either too stupid to understand your own intentions, or you are too smart to pretend to deceive others. You have to distinguish carefully!"

Zhang Sijiu couldn't help thinking.

After a long time, I suddenly woke up: "No, no, it's really not me, it's really a friend of mine!"

Hongzhu sighed: "All right, all right, you are a friend."

She looked at Zhang Sijiu with hatred: "Don't talk about anything else, how does your friend feel now?"

Zhang Sijiu said truthfully: "I don't really believe it. I think this is an illusion caused by dependence."

Hongzhu frowned and waved her hands: "Who asked you this, I'm asking you, how did you feel when you saw that little man? Was it happy or calm? If you didn't see him for a few days, would you miss him? What was he doing? , are you busy? Or, if you have something good, who do you think of first?"

Zhang Sijiu is still very honest: "Happy. He is very interesting. Whenever I think of him, I feel very happy. Besides, I will definitely think about him if I don't see him. But it's not much. Thinking about it is just a thought that flashes by and doesn't matter." It won't affect anything. As for having good things, I will still think of him. However, most of the time, I think of my relatives at home first."

"Then what else do you have to say?" Hong Zhu looked at Zhang Sijiu like a ghost: "Why don't you promise him quickly?"

Hong Zhu was speechless, "You're thinking about farts".

Zhang Sijiu was also shocked: "Promise? How can you promise? How can you get married without that kind of warm and lingering emotion? If it's really an illusion caused by dependence, how can you get along with each other in the future? You don't even have close friends." Done!"

Hongzhu spread her hands: "Look, what you're worried about is that you won't be able to meet again in the future. So you're afraid that there will be no good results. You think it's better to keep the status quo."

"As for the lingering and passionate emotion—" Hong Zhu said with contempt on her face: "How many people swear by us, lingering and lingering? But in reality? Someone came back to marry us? Married? The stories in the story books are all deceitful scholars."

"True love and respect for someone comes from the point of estrus, from the point of courtesy. It's thinking about working harder so that we can live a better life together and make the other person feel happy, instead of just thinking about love and love."

"That's not something worth praising, it's clearly just for the sake of sex, to relieve loneliness."

"Look, in the world, which couples with a good relationship don't look ordinary and ordinary? Those who are high-profile and different from ordinary people, most of them have no good results. Without that fresh and exciting idea, what is left?"

Hongzhu earnestly said: "Listen to me, I'm someone who has experienced it, and I still have a lot to see. You go to find that young man now, and let him quickly find a matchmaker to make an offer!"

"Whether you like it or not is just a matter of degree. The key is whether you can respect and love you. So what about the illusion? Since you don't want to separate, it's better to just tie him up and cut off the chance of separation, isn't it more appropriate?"

"If you really missed it, and he married someone else, are you sad?"

See you tomorrow, I managed to put my daughter to sleep, and then she kept crying in her dream, groaning and holding her mouth, looking so sad, the old mother felt so distressed... I don't know what happened, I feel melancholy .I went to sleep next to her to see if I could feel better.