Cross the ancient times with golden fingers to farm and raise cubs

Chapter 205

"You didn't understand at the time but said that you would never learn from them, you said that you will never be like this in the future, you have to treat yourself as a human being, and you have to rely on yourself to live.

do you remember? "

Shen Qingyun was silent for a moment, the sadness in her eyes flashed past, why didn't she remember, she just fell into that short-term love like an ordinary woman.

Yu Xiaoxiao sat down, looked at her and said quietly: "Qingyun's love hurts people the most. It's not terrible to enjoy it for a while, but the terrible thing is to fall into it and cannot extricate yourself."

Shen Qingyun raised her eyes with seriousness in her eyes: "Father, I understand the truth, I just don't want to be reconciled to it. Why do you say that the more humble a person is, the more able he is to share joys and sorrows?"

"This is the bad nature of human beings."

Shen Qingyun sighed softly: "I won't care about him anymore, baby."

"It's good if you can figure it out. Grandma doesn't say much. There is nothing more important than yourself in a person's life. Everything and everyone must be ranked behind me. Only when I live a comfortable life is the most important thing." valid reason."

Shen Qingyun smiled, and changed the subject: "Baby, is there any way for me to stop my breasts from engorged and leaking? It's really embarrassing and very embarrassing."

Yu Xiaoxiao also has no good solution for this: "I'll give you a prescription to make you angry, and you can drink it like sweet water. This problem can't be solved. It can only be said to give the baby more food."

Shen Qingyun was a little disappointed, but still nodded in agreement.

Afterwards, Yu Xiaoxiao prescribed a dietotherapy prescription for recuperation, and told Shen Qingyun to eat it every day, and only then did they talk about homework together.

The two of them seemed to have endless conversations, and the maid who was guarding the door knocked on the door twice before Shen Qingyun noticed it.

Shen Qingyun looked at the sky, the master probably came back, and then said to grandma: "Grandma, I said I forgot the time when I was talking to you, my master is back, and he will probably receive the news in a while, grandma Are you sleepy now, if you are sleepy, I will send you to rest first, and I will just wait and explain to the master."

Yu Xiaoxiao shook her head and said, "Farewell, grandma isn't too sleepy, you managed to manage it with great difficulty, there's no need to waste your feelings over trivial matters."

Shen Qingyun shook her head in disapproval and said, "Family is the most important thing in my eyes, you just advised me not to pay too much attention to him."

"You, these are two different things. How can you confuse them? Although you don't say anything, I am not old-fashioned, grandma. Since my aunt is not afraid of being punished and wants to anger you, it proves that someone is willing to support her.

And even though you didn't say anything bad about your master, just because you gave birth to him, he still dislikes the smell of milk on your body, which is enough to explain a lot of problems.

Therefore, grandma advises you to let go of unwillingness and feelings.

But this doesn’t change the emotional management you have had with him for many years. If you don’t have expectations and fantasies about him, you won’t make yourself sad, and your emotional management for many years has become a bond, a relationship that you can use. Understand? "

Shen Qingyun nodded, but was still stubborn: "That can't make my grandma feel wronged."

"It's just your sweet mouth, well, let's clean it up again, so that people won't be disgusted again."

Shen Qingyun nodded and left.

Yu Xiaoxiao waited quietly.

After Shen Qingyun finished packing, she opened the door arm in arm with her grandma. As soon as the two of them sat down, the maid served tea.

"Hongyu, you go and invite Mr. Zhiye over, and then send someone to order the kitchen to cook more dishes, and the master will have dinner with me in the evening."

Hongyu is one of Shen Qingyun's four maidservants, she is the most appropriate in dealing with people, and the things arranged are always done quickly and worry-free.

Hongyu replied respectfully: "Yes."

After the ceremony, go to complete the master's account.

Shen Qingyun's state at this time is much better than in the morning, the gloom between his brows has dissipated, and the whole body exudes a peaceful atmosphere from the inside out.

It didn't take long for Zhiye to be brought in by the little maid, and Shen Qingyun's husband came just before she sat down and had time to speak.

Shen Qingyun got up and saluted: "I've seen the master, the master is tired, Yuanyang, you take care of the master to freshen up and tidy up."

"Yes."

Shen Qingyun's husband was stunned for a moment, and looked at his wife who was very different today in disbelief, but when he saw the old woman who got up slowly and the young man standing beside him, he realized it again, and stopped. Think about it, follow the mandarin duck to wash up.

Fortunately, he is also a sensible person, and the four of them had a pleasant dinner.

He stayed at Shen Qingyun's place at night, and he felt that the face that should be given to his wife is still necessary.

The two lay side by side on the bed, Qing Yun thought over and over again of her childhood, and everything after marrying the person next to her pillow, the feelings in her heart cooled down rapidly.

After slowly removing the slightest bit of filter beautification, she saw the truth of everything.

That's right, the marriage between himself and him was just appropriate, and the life of getting married later was very ordinary, the sweetness before was just an illusion created by the mixed emotions of them sleeping together.

Apart from these, his gentleness, politeness and courtesy to himself are all out of respect for his real wife, there is no so-called love at all...

I am nothing more than being deceived by myself.

Shen Qingyun felt more and more clear-headed, and no longer had any emotional involvement with the person next to her pillow.

And the man who was also lying down felt even more surprised at this moment, and couldn't help saying: "Ma'am, are you angry?"

Shen Qingyun felt a little baffled, opened his eyes and looked at the person next to the pillow: "No, why did the master suddenly ask this?"

"It's nothing, I just feel that Madam is a little different today."

"Oh, go to bed then."

Once Shen Qingyun thought it through clearly, she completely lost her previous enthusiasm, and stopped talking after a faint reply.

This made the person next to her pillow feel even more uncomfortable, and after holding back, she said again: "Ma'am, why is today different from the past? In the past, Ma'am was not as quiet as today."

"I just figured out some things, isn't the master tired?"

The man shook his head: "I'm not tired, how about Madam Ruo talking to me?"

"What do you want to talk about, sir?"

"What did Madam figure it out? In the past, I was rarely happy when I saw Madam."

"Today, firstly, I saw my relatives, and I was very happy, and secondly, I was enlightened by my grandma, so I knew that I should not let myself down, and then I realized that I was always the one who made things difficult for me."

Shen Qingyun couldn't say it directly, after listening to her grandma's persuasion, she felt that love was not as good as her own, so she decided to be selfish and put herself first in everything, so she didn't bother to revolve around him in the future.

So, she could only be vague and vague.

Apparently, the person next to her pillow really had a half-knowledge, but seeing her tired face, she had no choice but to hold back the question.

Shen Qingyun just pretended not to see it, and sure enough, in the past, when he moved up and down, he felt annoying even if he didn't care, but now that he didn't want to talk to him, he felt very uncomfortable.

So, this person, only by taking good care of himself can he live a happy life.

(End of this chapter)