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Chapter 53 Chatting
"Just now, you were still full of meaning, why are you sighing here alone now?"

The sudden voice surprised Lu Weimang, but she just drank some wine and didn't bother to move right now.Turning his head to look at the source of the sound, it was Huo Jing. He stood on the second floor attic and watched for an unknown amount of time.

It was still the black clothes he used to wear, and the jade belt around his waist made him look taller and taller.His face was still as solemn as usual, and with his thin face, it seemed that he was very difficult to get close to.But with his high browbones, high nose bridge, and bright phoenix eyes, he is so handsome that he is particularly eye-catching.

Lu Weimang stared blankly at Huo Jing who was leaning over to look at him on the second floor.

Who doesn't like to look at handsome and seductive people?On weekdays, Lu Weimang avoided looking at it, because he was afraid that his gaze would cause some trouble.But now Lu Weimang drank some wine, and because of the recent gossip and gossip, he simply indulged himself and watched for a while.Anyway, some people say whether to watch it or not, it is better to watch more, but it is not wronged.

Huo Jing was a little surprised to see that Lu Weimang didn't avert his gaze as usual.After thinking about it, he turned over and jumped off the attic, and walked to Lu Weimang's side.

Lu Weimang's nerves were relaxed due to drinking, and he was a little excited. Seeing Huo Jing's chic movements, he no longer held back as usual, and clapped his hands and applauded, and praised, "It's amazing, the movements are so beautiful!"

As soon as Huo Jing got close to Lu Weimang, he smelled a faint smell of alcohol, and thought it was so.This little girl has consciously kept a distance from him since she was a child. Every time he met, Huo Jing wondered if she had looked up at him, but this time she just stared at him blankly. There is a reason for being so abnormal.

"Is it a drink to celebrate with Qin Xuan and the others? Why didn't you go back to rest?"

At this time, Huo Jing's face also softened a little, without the coldness just now.

Lu Weimang felt that drinking seemed to make him sharper and bolder. Seeing that Huo Jing's face softened a little, he blurted out, "It's so nice of you to talk like this. Every time you have a cold face, it makes me more scared." I don’t know what to say to you if I say the wrong thing.”

After hearing this, Huo Jing looked into Lu Weimang's eyes, because of drinking, her eyes were a little blurred, and she lost the previous look, "Are you usually afraid of me?"

Lu Weimang nodded, "I'm afraid."

Huo Jing squatted on the edge of Lu Weimang's recliner, straightened his upper body, and looked at Lu Weimang, as if he wanted to see her eyes more clearly, "Why are you afraid of me? If it's because of my status, then Qin Xuan The status is not bad, why can you get along with him naturally and talk to me, but only a one-word perfunctory response is left?"

Lu Weimang seemed to be confused by the person in front of him, and stared blankly, "You are too powerful, I am afraid."

Huo Jing was a little puzzled, "When have I ever been tough on you?"

"Every time you talk to me, you are more powerful than my father. Control me, but you are right, so I can't refute. Isn't that powerful?" Lu Weimang felt a little wronged at this time. Huo Jing, he has to be reprimanded by him. He is not hers, so why should he care about her?
"I'm doing it for your own good. It's okay for others to ask me to say a few words, but you don't know what to do."

Alcohol is really a good thing. It not only strengthens people's courage, makes the drinker tell the truth, but also makes others talk to the drunk person without defense.

"I don't want you to treat me differently. You treat me like anyone else, so you don't want to talk." Lu Weimang sat up straight, turned his head and said to Huo Jing.

Huo Jing was a little angry at the moment.This Lu Weimang, if you don't force her, she won't even raise her head in front of you. If you force her, she will use harsh words to hurt others.Obviously she gets along with others and is very easy-going.

"Then why do you treat me differently? You talked and laughed with Qin Xuan and the others, but you didn't say a word in front of me." Huo Jing said what was in his heart.He always wanted to ask, but every time Lu Weimang talked to him, he was in a hurry to get away after three sentences. This time Lu Weimang was drunk and gave him this opportunity.

"Because, because..."

Even when he was drunk, Lu Weimang couldn't say anything.She can't ask for a hug from her biological parents for granted, let alone with others.

"Because of what?" Huo Jing moved closer, looking directly into Lu Weimang's eyes, leaving her nowhere to hide.

"Because I don't want to like you!" Lu Weimang, who was approached, said this in a panic.

"What did you say? You, like me?" Huo Jing looked into Lu Weimang's eyes.

Lu Weimang was a little drunk, and couldn't bear the hot gaze. He wanted to lower his head, but was pressed by Huo Jing every step of the way. "Why don't you like me? Am I not worthy of your liking?"

Speaking of this, Lu Weimang couldn't avoid it, but wanted to say it all at once, "I don't want to like anyone, anyone I might like, I will avoid."

Huo Jing was a little different, "Why? Isn't it a very lucky thing to like someone? Do you think everyone is so lucky to meet someone they like?"

Lu Weimang shook his head, "Buddhas say that fear is born of love, and worry is born of love. If there is no love, there is no worry without fear. I don't want to live in fear and worry."

Huo Jing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Are you too timid to take this step just because others said it? If you don't try it yourself, how will you know it's not good?"

Lu Weimang seemed to be caught in his own emotions, "No, although I haven't experienced it, I have seen many similar stories. Love makes people tragic. I don't want to become a tragedy myself."

Huo Jing grabbed Lu Weimang's arm, as if he wanted to shake her awake, "You have always been fearless. Back then, you were such a small child, and you brought two younger brothers with you, and you dared to come out to make troubles. Now that you have grown up, why have you become timid instead? You dare not even try, why do you think you will definitely get hurt?"

Huo Jing never imagined that Lu Weimang would think so much at such a young age.

Looking at the handsome face in front of him, Lu Weimang shook his head, "I've always been unlucky. Except for things I can actually hold in my hands, I don't dare to expect anything else. What's more, there is no trace. Looking for love held in someone else's hands?"

Huo Jing let go of his hand and sneered, "It turns out that you are just an ordinary person. Or you don't even have the courage of an ordinary person. You really don't deserve to be liked by others."

Lu Weimang seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't deserve anyone to give me a halo. Maybe I was too blind when I liked it, so I added a halo that doesn't belong to me. Actually I'm really an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary."

Lu Weimang's appearance made Huo Jing very angry.But she drank again, and she couldn't beat or scold her.

For the first time in his life, he actually felt a little powerless.

After staring at Lu Weimang for a long time, Huo Jing turned his head and walked towards the attic.

Looking at Huo Jing's back, Lu Weimang breathed a sigh of relief.

Sometimes liking is a mutual, subtle feeling.You never spoke to him, but you could feel his eyes on you.You didn't even see his appearance clearly, but subconsciously avoided him.

But stripping away this delicate coat, the real appearance of a real person cannot stand the reality.

Maybe I don't have to deliberately avoid General Huo in the future.Lu Weimang thought.

Unexpectedly, the person who turned away just now came back again, holding a reclining chair and a blanket that were the same as those under her.

This is what Lu Weimang has placed here successively over the past few years.

Huo Jing put the recliner one meter away from Lu Weimang, and threw the blanket in his hand onto Lu Weimang. "It's far enough away from you. You won't be afraid, will you?"

After speaking, he also lay down on the recliner.

Lu Weimang hugged the blanket and lay back in a daze.

"The fireworks will bloom in a while, you can lie down here and take a look."

Huo Jing's voice like water came over, he inexplicably thought of what the third prince said, watching the stars with the girl.

"Ah."

Lu Weimang replied blankly.

"Don't you know what to say again?"

"No."

"Let's jump out one word or two, isn't it?"

Lu Weimang shook his head, realizing that the people next to him might not be able to see it, so he quickly said, "No. I just have a slow brain and can't speak."

"But you and Qin Xuan seem to have endless things to say."

"Qin Xuan is different from you. I have no pressure to be with him. I can say whatever I want, and I am not afraid of saying the wrong thing and making people laugh."

"With me, you can say whatever you want."

"I just suddenly thought about things after graduation. I want to let go, but I can't bear my family. Cheng Yang is like a bored gourd all day long, but he has pressure in his heart and needs to be relieved from time to time. And Chang Feng , he is still young, so he has to be controlled all the time."

Huo Jing turned his head and looked at Lu Weimang who was on the side, "It's not that you have to, your father can do it too."

Lu Weimang thought for a while, "It seems to be like this. I look for my presence in my family too much, maybe they think I'm annoying?"

It was only then that Huo Jing knew that under Lu Weimang's seemingly strong appearance, his heart seemed to be very fragile, like duckweed with nothing to rely on, and he didn't know how a careless person could be so sensitive. "You can put your mind on me. I won't bother you."

"It's not based on people's will. At first I didn't know how to get along with my brothers and sisters, and I didn't know how to get along with my father. After a long time, I got used to it."

"Then you can try to focus on me. I can give you time to get used to it."

The darker night seemed to cover up her blushing and shyness.Lu Weimang turned his head to look at Huo Jing who was on the side, looking at his hazy silhouette under the night.

"There are many noble women in the capital. They are beautiful in appearance, beautiful in appearance and wise in appearance, and have a gentle personality. They can help you take care of the family. They are the candidates that the queen is satisfied with. But I am rough, don't care about people, and have a stubborn temper. , I am not very capable, but I always want to start a career, and I will not be content to stay at home. Whoever marries me will be regarded as unlucky for eight lifetimes."

As the drunkenness dissipated, Lu Weimang's consciousness seemed to also dissipate, becoming more and more light.What can't be said on weekdays can be easily said today.

"I just like being stubborn."

Lu Weimang seemed to have heard someone say that.

(End of this chapter)