廵 Zuo Niangzi: The little lucky wife of the God of War family is crazy

Chapter 187 Han Lin's Obsession (Part [-])
In the night of the barracks, there was a coldness that seemed to never go away in the silence.

Although Fu Shijin's sleep was much better after coming here than before in Yuanzhao's hands, but because it was an unfamiliar place, she still couldn't fall asleep with peace of mind.

After seeing He Zai, she finally felt that the dust had settled. Therefore, tonight, she rarely slept soundly.

However, in her sleep, she felt that her right hand seemed to be pressed down by a heavy mountain, but she was strangely free from the slightest sense of oppression or discomfort. Instead, a kind of reassurance that seemed to have happened before spread throughout her limbs bit by bit. Baike.

However, that mountain seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and in the end, the right hand seemed to be pressed and hurt.

Fu Shijin frowned, and slowly opened her eyes. Her still-awake mind originally wanted to see how sacred the mountain pressing her was, but unexpectedly, what appeared in front of her was a picture bathed in the gentle moonlight. handsome face.

Fu Shijin was slightly taken aback, looked at it for a while in a daze, and then muttered: "Why does this mountain look so much like Han Lin...I must still be dreaming..."

Seeing the bleary-eyed woman in front of her who had just woken up, after saying this, she was about to close her watery apricot eyes again, Han Lin's suppressed emotions suddenly burst out. He sat down on the edge of the bed all of a sudden, grabbed the woman on the bed with his big hand, and pulled the girl into his arms, hugging her tightly.

Fu Shijin trembled, only feeling a familiar but no longer fresh man's breath instantly surrounded her whole body, and her mind was finally fully awake.

She was held tightly in the arms of the man in a daze, and she could clearly feel the man's head buried deeply in the hollow of her shoulder, and his scorching breath brushed against the skin of her neck again and again. , Han Lin's breathing seemed to be much heavier than usual, and she was forced to press her hands on his chest, as if she could feel the rapid heartbeat under the thin silver armor.

It took Fu Shijin a while to figure out the current situation. During this period, Han Lin didn't say a word, but just hugged her tightly like this, as if only in this way could he confirm her existence.

Fu Shijin's heart suddenly seemed to be slightly blocked by something, it was not uncomfortable, but it was as if he had eaten a lemon, and it was a little sour.

She tentatively called out, "Han Lin?"

The man didn't speak, but just hugged her hands, which became tighter all of a sudden.

In a trance, Fu Shijin felt that he had comprehended the man's current mood. He gently curled up his hand on his chest, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "I'm fine, I... finally came back."

During the eight days since I left Shangjing, each day seems to be endless.

But Fu Shijin's mood has always been very firm - she wants to go back, back to Shangjing.

Although the foundation is still relatively shallow, Shangjing has a woodcarving business that she started alone, a home that she personally decorated, many people she knows, and a few apprentices that she finally took back.

And... him.

Perhaps because he had no relatives since he was a child, Fu Shijin has always cherished the people and things around him very much, as well as the bonds between himself and the people around him.

Moreover, she is always subconsciously looking for a sense of belonging, even if she does not have a sense of belonging, she will create an environment for herself that can give her a sense of belonging.

In the eight days since she left Shangjing, she felt very clearly that her sense of belonging in this world was in that courtyard in Shangjing, and maybe she was still by this man's side.

After she finished speaking, the man holding her remained motionless.

This was the first time Fu Shijin saw Han Lin like this. In the past few days, although she always felt that Han Lin would not ignore her, she never thought that he would do this for her.

Not only did he come to the northwest in person, he also risked letting the enemy know his contacts in the northwest, and also stopped Yuan Zhao.

In fact, before that, even though Fu Shijin decided to try with Han Lin, she always felt that there was something missing between her and Han Lin.

She undoubtedly likes him, and she is often moved by what he does for her and his tolerance for her.

But she always felt that the relationship between them was too smooth and the foundation was too shallow. She was willing to take this relationship seriously, and she was also willing to think about whether she would marry Han Lin in the future.

But she still couldn't take that step.

Therefore, whether it was Han Lin proposing to her on the Lijiang River, or the Empress Empress expressed that she would decide the wedding date for them, her first reaction was to refuse.

No matter how many reasons she had, it all boiled down to one sentence - she didn't want to hand herself over.

Han Lin must have noticed her retreat and resistance, so after she rejected him face to face and asked her to marry him, he would be so annoyed and helpless.

Thinking of this, Fu Shijin subconsciously leaned into the man's arms, allowing the sore feeling in her heart to invade her body bit by bit.

She is not the kind of woman who plays around in the world, and she can't treat a relationship freely and casually, so she will be confused and shrink back.

But her confusion and withdrawal always seemed to be easily disintegrated by the man in front of her.

Although Han Lin didn't speak all the time, Fu Shijin felt that his heart was gradually filled with steadiness and peace of mind, and he couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth slightly, and said softly, "I seem to... miss you a lot these days."

As soon as the words fell, she felt the man who was holding her tremble slightly. After a while, he finally let her go gently, with rare fear in his dark eyes, looking at the woman in front of him, the corner of his mouth Sighing slightly, he said in a hoarse voice with some difficulty: "After that guy took you away, he even sent someone to deliver a letter to me."

Fu Shijin was slightly taken aback.

"He said in the letter that you left with him voluntarily, and you told him yourself that you don't have me in your heart, and you don't want to marry me."

Fu Shijin: "..."

She widened her eyes in disbelief, and after a while, she said with an absurd expression: "You don't believe it?!"

That bad-natured guy in Yuanzhao is indeed the kind of person who would do that kind of thing!
However, Han Lin shouldn't believe such absurd things!

When did her eyesight get so bad!
Han Lin didn't speak for a long time, and the disbelief on Fu Shijin's face became more and more intense. He almost wanted to pinch the man in front of him severely, and let him erase all the messy thoughts in his mind.

Seemingly seeing the flames igniting in the woman's almond eyes, Han Lin finally spoke, his voice piercingly cold: "Of course I don't believe a word of that guy's words, but he is right in saying that you don't want to marry give me."

Looking at the man's eyes that could not reveal any emotion, Fu Shijin's heart tightened slightly, and his eyes couldn't help but become a little erratic, "This...I told you the last time..."

"Jin'er, I never doubted that you said that you would seriously think about your future with me."

Han Lin obviously didn't want to listen to her messy excuses anymore, he gently took her hand, pulled it into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "But you always don't want to let go of saying marry me, let me always It is doubt, whether there is something you are not doing well enough, whether you are still hesitating because of something.

I am also very clear that you have always wanted to live a peaceful and peaceful life. If you choose to be with me, the life you want to live will only run counter to your hope.

The truth is true, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be involved in the disputes in the Daqing court, you wouldn't be involved in the spies of the Yingsang Kingdom, and you wouldn't be targeted by the Yuanzhao, regardless of your wishes take you away from..."

Fu Shijin was taken aback for a moment, she never expected that Han Lin thought so.

"My mood has always been very contradictory. On the one hand, I don't want you to get involved in these things too much, but on the other hand, I don't want to let go of your hand."

As Han Lin spoke, his eyelids lifted slightly, and his pair of black eyes were heavy, as if some kind of prey beast was locked in the forest. With an unconscious obsession, he said in a deep voice, "It's just that there is a I haven't changed my thoughts from beginning to end, I won't let go of your hand, unless one day I go to hell."

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