After dressing as a peasant woman, I tried my best to clean up

Chapter 36 Li Xiaolan commits suicide again
"Is this Li Erlang?" The mother and son drove home, and when they arrived at the entrance of the village, they suddenly met a fat boy. He shouted,

Li Erlang paused for a moment, then looked up at the fat man, but the man said: "Why, I don't know him anymore, he used to beg for food like a pug at my house, but now he is acting like a dog? Could it be that your mother Who did you sell to again?"

Li Fanghua knows, this is the son of the family who did the damage back then, right?She didn't take revenge for bullying her son back then!

Thinking of this, Li Fanghua rushed out in a hurry. At that speed, Li Erlang was stunned, not to mention that the man who was still complacent was immediately kicked and sat on the ground.

I heard Li Fanghua swearing with his waist in his arms: "Shut up your stinking mouth, which dog cage is not closed, and a bastard like you ran out!"

"You, how dare you scold me?" the fat man said angrily,
"Calling you? That's light, I'm still beating you!" After Li Fanghua finished speaking, he went up and slapped the little fat man, and he didn't dare to say a word. !
"Let me tell you, it was your mother who begged me back then, and I felt sorry for your family, which was about to become extinct. I reluctantly gave up my son to your family. I didn't expect that your parents are nothing. If you have a son, you will abuse my Erlang. I I haven't settled the score with your family yet, but you jumped out and started yelling, let me tell you, I remember the revenge your mother beat my son back then, I saw you beat you once, until I got it all back!" Li Fanghua said domineeringly,
The little fat man was so frightened, he just looked at Li Fanghua so stupidly!
"Why are you still standing there, get out!" Li Fanghua scolded,
The little fat man ran away as if a switch had been pressed~
"Erlang, let's go!" Li Fanghua said,
On the way, Li Erlang said: "Mother, you just now~"

"Well, my mother was also angry just now, and my mother is usually very talkative, not a violent person." Li Fanghua explained,

"No, mother, you looked amazing just now!" Li Erlang said, standing in front of him like that, like a ray of light, although now he will no longer be bullied, but he is still very touched!

"That's right, mother has something even better, let's compete some other day!" Li Fanghua said with a smile, he is a black belt in Taekwondo!

"Success!" Li Erlang said with a smile, thinking that his mother is so cute!

The mother and son talked and laughed all the way, in a good mood!

But this good mood was completely shattered after returning home——Li Xiaolan hanged herself!
Fortunately, this time, Li Dalan found out early and was rescued, and then she kept looking at Li Xiaolan in fear, not daring to leave, no one else was there, only Li Dalan and Xiaoli who was waiting to be fed, really broke Li Dalan !

Therefore, the moment Li Fanghua came home, Li Dalan wanted to cry too!

Li Fanghua looked at Li Xiaolan who still had a slight strangle mark on her neck, and was really angry!
Looking at her sitting there again, looking hopeless, she sighed deeply!

To put it bluntly, from the first time I saw Li Xiaolan, Li Fanghua didn't like Li Xiaolan. Just because of that appearance, alas, Li Fanghua is not a mother. She doesn't have much maternal love for these children. After all, they are not babies either.

The other children more or less saw some advantages, but Li Xiaolan was like the grown-up bear child, who couldn't see any advantages, so Li Fanghua didn't care about it, but this time she committed suicide, but Li Fanghua was still very happy. Blame yourself!

"Xiao Lan, Mother didn't give you time to prepare for suicide!" Li Fanghua stepped forward, looked at Li Xiaolan seriously and said

Li Xiaolan was speechless at this time, but tears could not stop falling down,

"Mother knows that you are very sad now, maybe you have lost all hope, but think about it, a person can live to at least 70 to 20 years old, you are not yet [-] years old, you still have decades to go in the future, the next few decades In the middle of the year, you might still meet someone who falls in love with you at first sight, or makes you fall in love at first sight, and you're done now, don't you even leave yourself a little chance in the future?" Li Fanghua said,

"Look at mother again, mother is also old, don't you want mother to experience the pain of a white-haired person giving a black-haired person now?" Li Fanghua was moved with emotion and reason,
"Xiaolan, cheer up! When your father left me, I was not as hopeless as you. I will bring up your brothers and sisters. Isn't your current situation much better than your mother back then?" Li Fanghua continued said,

Li Xiaolan lowered her head and silently wiped her tears with a handkerchief~
"Mother, I'll take care of her. Go and rest first." Li Dalan just heard Li Erlang say that the children stayed at her uncle's house. She was very grateful in her heart.

"Okay, you can persuade me again." Li Fanghua sighed and walked out the door.

"Xiaolan, my sister also liked someone back then, but later my mother betrothed me to Sun Dahu, and my sister broke up with that person." Li Dalan sat by the bed and did not comfort Li Xiaolan, but told her stories and told her about herself. Young love and regret,
Li Xiaolan looked at Li Dalan, and Li Dalan continued: "At that time, my sister was just like you now. She was extremely sad. After all, we were still in love at that time. That person did not have any malice towards my sister, nor did I cheat on my sister, but because of my sister Cowardly and cowardly, I gave up."

"My sister cried for a long time at that time, and even thought about committing suicide, but in the end she married Sun Dahu obediently, but her life was not satisfactory. Sun Dahu's injuries are all caused by my sister now." Li Dalan rolled up her sleeves and showed it to Li Xiaolan Look at the scars on the arms that haven't receded,

"When my eldest sister had a dystocia, she was lying on the bed very desperate, very hopeless, and even thought that she might die like this. It was not until the mother came that she saw the beam of light, and then went home. She once didn't want to live anymore, but look at it. After looking at the children, I still feel that I should grit my teeth and persevere." Li Dalan continued,
Li Dalan patted Li Xiaolan's head and said: "Xiaolan, compared with elder sister, your good days are yet to come. Now life has just begun. It's not terrible to see a person clearly, the terrible thing is not to see clearly."

Li Xiaolan closed her eyes slowly, and Li Dalan said softly: "Go to sleep, my sister is here watching you."

Just like when I was young, Li Dalan coaxed the young Li Xiaolan to sleep like this!
At night, Damei came to replace Li Dalan. After all, Xiaoli was still young. Damei sat by the bed and watched Li Xiaolan's eyes open, without her usual aura. She thought for a while and said, "Xiaolan, If you can't sleep, sister-in-law, let's chat with you. In fact, sister-in-law also had the urge to commit suicide. At that time, there was a flood in the house, and my mother died. My father took me all the way to beg, and finally starved to death just to keep me alive. At that time, I really wanted to die, but thinking that my father would rather starve to death and leave me half a piece of cake, I am not even qualified to die,
Sister-in-law is telling you these things just to tell you that no matter how frustrating things you encounter, how frustrated you are with life, just think about your loved ones who love you, think about our mother, and really stop doing stupid things. good or not? "

Seeing Li Xiaolan nodding, Damei tucked the quilt for her and said, "Go to sleep, tomorrow will be a brand new beginning."

Li Fanghua tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep, no, I can't let Li Xiaolan do this anymore!
(End of this chapter)