After dressing as a peasant woman, I tried my best to clean up

Chapter 5 Li Erlang's Miserable Childhood
"Erlang, mother has something to tell you!" Li Fanghua knocked on the door, opened it and walked in, and saw Li Erlang flustered for a while, shirtless and busy getting dressed.

"Wait, Erlang, who is this?" Li Fanghua saw the injury on Li Erlang's arm, and hurried over. Seeing that there was medicine on the table, he probably hadn't had time to apply it just now. Just as he was about to help with the medicine, he saw Li Erlang He put on his clothes and said coldly, "Mother, what are you doing here?"

"You child, apply the medicine first!" Li Fanghua pulled Li Erlang to sit down, carefully applied the medicine to him, and bandaged him. Seeing Li Fanghua's gentle and careful look, Li Erlang's mood was very complicated!
Forget it, he is his own mother after all, Li Erlang finally spoke first: "Are you short of money recently?"

Yes, apart from lack of money, Yuanshen would not seek out Li Erlang,
Li Fanghua was taken aback, and then said: "That's not true, I just wanted to go up the mountain with you tomorrow, but seeing that you were injured, I thought I'd better go there in two days."

"No problem." Li Erlang whispered,
"What?" Li Fanghua didn't understand,
"It won't take two days, I will go up the mountain tomorrow." Because I don't want to be at home,
"Then can you take me with you tomorrow?" Li Fanghua asked,
Li Erlang wanted to refuse at first, but seeing the bandage on his arm, he nodded and said, "Okay."

Li Fanghua happily said: "Then let's go together tomorrow, you rest first, I will call you for dinner."

Li Erlang fell into a complicated state of mind after watching Li Fanghua go out, just to go up the mountain, why is this so?
Li Fanghua is actually very strange, this Li Erlang doesn't seem to be as close to him as Da Lang, but is very distant to him, this child raised by a mother, the gap can't be so big?
After thinking about it, Li Fanghua decided to go to the field to ask Li Dalang. After eating, Li Dalang went to the field. If he didn't talk about it, although Li Dalang didn't have any opinions, he was not lazy!
Li Fanghua found his home after some inquiring. Good guy, it’s really not small. If Li Dalang did it by himself, he would probably be exhausted. It seems that the original owner is very fond of this eldest son, and he knows how to hire someone.

"Mother, why are you here?" Seeing Li Fanghua, Li Dalang rushed over to ask,
"Come and see our place, and I'll bring you some water." Li Fanghua handed over a water jar and said,
Li Dalang took it and drank several sips. Li Fanghua watched him finish drinking and said, "Dalang, I just saw your second brother came back, and his arm is still injured."

"Is Erlang okay?" Li Dalang asked concerned,
Seeing Li Dalang's appearance, Li Fanghua felt relieved, it's okay, it's okay, the relationship between brothers is still okay, so she said: "It's okay, mother is bandaged, it's because he is cold to mother, alas~"

"Mother, don't be too sad. Although Erlang was only eight years old, you made him sad by sending him away, but later you knew that he was not doing well, and you took him back when he was ten years old. Don't be too aggressive, you will figure it out when you get married in the future." Li Dalang comforted,
what? What?give away?what's the situation?Li Fanghua was a bit gossip-minded, rolled his eyes and said: "Da Lang, mother fell down in the morning, this head, sometimes forgets things, please explain in detail."

"Mother, are you okay, do you want to see the doctor?" Li Dalang asked with concern,
"Mother is fine, tell me about your second brother in detail, mother thought, your second brother is so bored, it is not good for him, mother thinks of a way, get closer to him, and try to get rid of the knot as soon as possible .” Li Fanghua said,
"Mother is right. In fact, the matter started many years ago." Li Dalang said,
Half an hour later, Li Fanghua, who was walking home alone, was still in a difficult mood. No wonder Li Erlang was so indifferent to him, but he was heartbroken:
More than ten years ago, the original owner's husband died, and five children were waiting to be fed. For a time, a woman was under a lot of pressure and had a hard time living.

There was a couple in the village next door who had been childless for many years. Someone got in touch and said they wanted to adopt Yuanshen's son. Although Yuanshen was reluctant, at that time she thought that instead of letting the children suffer with her, it would be better to send one of them to enjoy the blessings, so she agreed. ;
Li Dalang was able to do something at that time, and Li Erlang was a little older and more sensible, so Yuan himself sent Li Sanlang there tentatively;

But when people came to see that day, Xiao Saburo chatted innocently: "I was brought by my second elder brother's belt. As for myself, I brought my younger sister. I can also bring my younger sister to the new parents in the future."

That family originally raised a son, one was to guard against old age, and the other was superstition, hoping to have a son. After hearing Sanlang's words, they insisted on raising Erlang, so Erlang was still crying and screaming at the time, but he was sent away cruelly by the original body.

A year later, the family really had their own son. From the beginning, they liked Li Erlang, the tool man, to feel that it was unnecessary. Both physically and mentally were severely traumatized,
When Yuanshen heard the news and went to pick up Li Erlang, the little child was skinny and beaten all over his body. After returning home, he remained silent and indifferent to Yuanshen. Because Yuanshen was busy, he never noticed it.

Later, when he realized that he wanted to get closer, Li Erlang had already learned how to hunt with an old hunter and made money by himself, it was too late~
Although Li Erlang gave Yuanshen the money for selling the prey, he refused Yuanshen's approach and care, and he was cold all day long,

The original body gave up after a few unsuccessful attempts, thinking that if the child was older, he would be able to figure it out. The mother and child have been getting along with each other indifferently all these years.

Li Fanghua felt distressed as she walked. She has been to an orphanage, and she has seen children who have been abused by domestic violence and those who have been abandoned. Most of them have psychological problems. Some people even spend their whole lives healing childhood trauma!

Think about how desperate and sad Li Erlang was when he was young? !

It is estimated that I have not slowed down in these years, alas, now I am just a young boy, and now I am at the age of high school, but I have experienced such a sad childhood~
"Mother, you're back." Damei greeted Li Fanghua when she saw Li Fanghua enter the door.

"Grandma!" Big Ya said while feeding the chickens.

"Damei, let's kill a chicken tonight." Li Fanghua pointed at the big rooster and said,

"Did Sanlang come back today?" Damei asked. In the past, only Sanlang would cook meat when he came home.
"No, Erlang was injured and needs to be mended. Besides, you and Da Ya also need to eat well." Li Fanghua said,
Li Erlang didn't come out in his room, but he could hear the conversation in the yard clearly, why did he suddenly treat him well, just to go up the mountain with him?
wrong!

Li Erlang walked under the bed nervously, snapped off a small piece of wall brick, took out a small cloth bag and opened it, the copper plates and broken silver were still there, he was relieved, no one was found, why?Li Erlang is very confused!
"Xiaolan, come out and cook for your sister-in-law!" Li Fanghua said very dissatisfied seeing Damei busy, but Li Xiaolan still stayed in her room,
"Mom, I can do it by myself, my little sister is still young, let her rest more!" Damei smiled and said, as if she was used to it,
Li Fanghua saw that the five-year-old girl was still helping to light the fire, and she became even angrier. She shouted to Li Xiaolan's room: "If you don't come out to help, don't eat dinner!"

After the words fell, Li Xiaolan reluctantly came out and went into the kitchen to help. Seeing Li Xiaolan like that, Li Fanghua secretly said, don't be angry, my daughter teaches herself, don't be angry~
　Did you have any memorable childhood experiences?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)