Nongmen shrew: Farming with cubs is spoiled by rough men

Chapter 188 Cherish the person in front of you

"Grandpa..."

Qin Zhiyi's figure was a little unstable, she never believed that such a thing would happen.

At least she still doesn't believe that grandpa really went.

She turned her head and said to Fei Chengcheng: "I want to go back to Qinjiazhuang."

Hecheng County has always been nimble, and quickly found a carriage.

Qin Zhiyi sat in the carriage and drove to Qin's Village, feeling his body was floating.

Along the way, he just clenched his fists tightly and didn't say a word. Fei Chengcheng was also sitting in the carriage, watching it quietly. Seeing Qin Zhiyi's pale face, he held her silently without saying a word. hand to comfort her.

When Qin Zhiyi came to Xujiazhuang, he saw white banners hanging in the yard of her natal family from a distance.

When they jumped out of the carriage and approached, the crying in the room also reached the eardrums.

Grandma sat on the side with the support of the people around her, her expression a little numb.

It was as if these people who came and went and even cried had nothing to do with her.

There was a black coffin in the main room, and a brazier was placed in front of the coffin. Qin Zichang and Qin Zhuangshi knelt on the ground to burn paper money.

Now there are sister-in-law and the others kneeling behind.

Qin Zhiyi staggered two steps, walked up to Grandma, and held Grandma's hand tightly.

"Grandma."

When Grandma heard the voice, her loving eyes slowly fell on her, and then she murmured: "He must have been stuck with phlegm last night, and I sucked it for him, who knows... ..."

Speaking of this, she looked at the black coffin again, as if she couldn't believe that the grandfather who slept with her last night was gone this morning.

"My dear granddaughter, don't worry, he didn't feel uncomfortable when he left, you go and see, he seems to be asleep, there is no pain at all..."

After Ah Nai said this, she couldn't bear it, and took out a handkerchief to wipe the corners of her eyes.

Qin Zhiyi never dared to let the tears fall, she was afraid that if she cried, Grandma would feel even more uncomfortable.

At this moment, he could only hold on and say: "Okay, I'll go and have a look."

Grandpa lying in the coffin really seemed to be asleep.

But when she thought of never seeing Grandpa again, she still couldn't help but burst into tears.

Fei Chengcheng was always by her side, Qin Zhiyi looked at him, sniffed and asked, "Tell me, is Grandpa still alive, he just fell asleep?"

Seeing Qin Zhiyi so sad, how much he wanted to tell her yes, but he knew it was a deception.

He could only hold her hand and comfort her in his own way.

At this time, the sister-in-law walked up to her, and said while choking with sobs: "Ayi, you also saw that the second master walked away without pain, as if he was asleep, don't cry, the old man is old, and he left without pain, It's a joy."

She nodded and looked at the people coming in one after another, some she knew and some she didn't know.

All the grandpa's children and grandchildren came, but she didn't see any sadness on their faces.

Grandma was also surrounded by several people, and she didn't seem as uncomfortable as before.

She had a vague impression of those people. Some of them were grandpa's brothers and sisters, and two of grandma's own sisters. Still so lonely.

Chui Chui Da Da, she was in a daze, people, it was always too late to say goodbye.

Just like when Grandpa left, she still feels unreal, but more regrets.

It was the day of the burial, which was the last day in a daze.

Everyone followed the funeral procession, Qin Zhiyi also followed inside, took a handful of loess and sprinkled it on it, saying a final farewell.

She saw Grandma sitting at home secretly wiping tears, watching the people beating the gongs and drums carrying the coffin farther and farther away with a pair of eyes.

Everything was ready, all the helpers and funeral attendants left, the older brother and sister-in-law cleaned up, and grandma just sat in the yard blankly.

When Qin Zhiyi passed by, Grandma beckoned to her, and she squatted down, holding Grandma's hand tightly.

Grandma said: "Grandma is right, isn't it? Your grandpa walked away very comfortably. In fact, it is considered a blessing. His good granddaughter took him to the city for a long time. The things you bought for him I burned all the clothes for him, he likes to wear them, and let him wear them when they are underground."

"Don't blame your grandpa. What he said that day was angry. I thought I was leaving when I came back. Who would have thought that he would walk ahead of me. If you said that I was not pestering me to leave, would he Can you survive this winter?"

At the end of Grandma's words, her lips were trembling slightly.

She looked forward with her eyes, which was the place where grandpa was buried.

Then, as if remembering something, she held her hand and said, "Don't be sad when Grandma leaves. Grandma has enjoyed all the blessings she deserves, do you understand?"

"Ah."

She suppressed the urge to cry, and continued to comfort Grandma: "Grandma, it is also happy to have you by my side when Grandpa leaves."

Grandpa and grandma respect each other as guests all their lives, and they have never quarreled once.

She had heard from grandma that grandma's mother and grandpa's mother were best friends, and grandpa's mother was unable to support her when grandpa was three years old, so she told grandpa's mother about this thing.

At that time, Grandpa’s family still had some surplus food, and there were many males. Compared with ordinary families, it was still able to get by, so I directly said that since I couldn’t support it, I would hand it over to her. When I grow up, I will give the two little dolls. marriage.

It was precisely because of this sentence that Grandma became the child bride of Grandpa's family.

Grandma also told her that when she was young, she often followed Grandpa, and the friends who played with her said she was Grandpa's daughter-in-law. She didn't understand at that time, and she still followed behind.

Grandpa is six years older than her, but he is much more sensible. When someone calls him that, he is always shy.

Perhaps because he knew that this was his future wife, grandpa protected her everywhere, even after getting married, he never blushed once.

She was thinking, maybe this is the most simple love.

Now that grandpa is gone, only grandma is left, she will definitely not get used to it, and she will definitely be sad.

"probably."

Grandma thought for a long time before replying this sentence.

She squeezed Grandma's hand again: "Grandma, after the first seven days, I will take you to live in the city."

Grandma waved her hand: "No, I won't go. I'm fine here. When I have nothing to do, I can bask in the sun and walk around the village. I went to the city to influence you. You are tired of running a restaurant, and you have to serve me, an old man." Mrs."

"Grandma, I'm not tired. I just went to the restaurant for a while. Besides, after you came back, the two little ones always talked about you."

Hearing her mention of the two younger ones, Grandma's eyes softened a lot.

"The two little guys need to read and read. If you really have time, you can take them back to have a look. Grandma is old and can't walk, so it's more comfortable here."

Sister-in-law Xue Chunhua also came over at this time and patted her on the shoulder. She immediately understood, stood up and walked aside with sister-in-law.

The sister-in-law said to her: "Grandma came back this time because she felt that she didn't have much time, and the old man is sometimes stubborn. If she doesn't want to go, then don't force her. Besides, the relationship between Grandpa and Grandma You also know that she is afraid to stay here to accompany Grandpa."

　The writing in these chapters is very heavy. Zhizi’s grandfather passed away last year, and the situation when he left was similar to what was written in the article, so the departure of his grandfather has always been Zhizi’s regret, and it is a pity that he could not spend more time with him.Now due to the impact of the situation, it is rare to go home, and it is also rare to see grandma once.I hope our life will soon return to the previous life, and spend more time with those who love us and those we love~
　　Gardenia loves you too

　　
　
(End of this chapter)