After the divorce: the president can't hold back the young grandmother

Chapter 296 His heart throbbed in pain and he really wanted to kiss her
He didn't dare to move the hand holding the cigarette, for fear that if he moved, everything in front of him would be a dream and would shatter.

Even though the shreds of tobacco burning with scarlet fire burned his fingers, he didn't move.

It was only after Sheng Chaomu, who had finished blowing his hair, removed the scarlet cigarette butt in his hand in time, that he realized that all the muscles in his body were numb.

After Sheng Zhaomu pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, he sat down opposite him.

She looked at him and asked, "Since when did you have this disease?"

"Can not remember."

Sheng Chaomu frowned: "I can't remember, it was there a long time ago, isn't it?"

The man lowered his head, unable to see the expression on his face clearly.

He hummed lightly and said:
"I just remember that the first time I cut my skin with a blade was when you were pursuing Xiao Yu at the age of 17. At that time, you seemed to like him so much that you wanted to lose weight for him. At that time you weighed 130 pounds, Because Xiao Yu said you were fat, you stopped eating dinner from that day on. If you don’t eat well,
I got a stomach problem and went to the hospital for an infusion. I was your bodyguard at that time, and I accompanied you to the infusion at night. You cried out to me in pain. I don’t know why. I couldn’t bear it at the time, so I hid in the bathroom and cut myself with a blade. One knife, I feel very comfortable cutting myself like that..."

Sheng Chaomu was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

When she was the fattest when she was a girl, she weighed 150 pounds, but it is natural for girls to love beauty. She loses weight because she wants to be beautiful, not because she wants to pursue someone.

The man's words continued.

At this time, he raised his head, and the black phoenix eyes looked at her for a moment,
"Later, whenever I encountered depression or irritability that I couldn't resolve, I would do this!"

Sheng Chaomu pursed his lips and asked, "What did the doctor say? In your case, it should be depression..."

"Not only depression, but also depersonalization. When my depersonalization was at its worst, I didn't know myself at all, and I didn't have consciousness at all..."

Sheng Chaomu nodded and said:
"Then your situation is indeed worse than I thought." With a light tone, "Take some time to take a look. After all, your body is yours. If your body and spirit are broken, you will have nothing at all."

After her words fell, Fu Huaijin remembered what Lu Shaoyan had said to him, and said:

"Lu Shaoyan said that when you were producing small candies, you also suffered from severe depression. Didn't you have a difficult time?"

Sheng Chaomu nodded: "It's quite difficult. But for me, the most tormenting thing is not that time, but now."

Fu Huaijin's pupils shrank sharply, "Now?"

Sheng Chaomu hummed and said:
"Yeah. I feel like the worst time in my entire life, except for when my family broke up, is now."

After a pause, he added, "Ajin, you made me feel less and less selfless, more and more humble and miserable."

Fu Huaijin's heart trembled violently again.

At this time, Sheng Chaomu gave him another heavy blow, saying:
"Ajin, if possible, let me go and give me a way out, I will be grateful to you. I thought about it carefully, children belong to us, and we can raise them together, but frankly speaking, I really don't think it's necessary for us to continue living together. Let's break up, okay?"

"Scattered? What does it mean to be scattered?
Sheng Chaomu pursed his lips, "When we break up, we break up. Except for the children's issue, we basically don't interfere with each other's private life."

Fu Huaijin's throat rolled, she stood up abruptly, and condescendingly pronounced the verdict on Sheng Chaomu:

"We can't break up. From the beginning to the end, you were the one who provoked me first. Five years ago, you faked your death and escaped from your shell. Five years later, you made a comeback. Every decision you made was based on hurting me, so this The rules of the game can only be determined by me. Either lose your wife, or you will treat me honestly with the title of Mrs. Fu."

Sheng Chaomu's heart sank, his eyes flushed:

"But your grandfather will never agree to us being together. Your mother died because of me. To your grandfather, I am the culprit who killed his daughter. He will not let me go..."

Fu Huaijin interrupted her:

"He is him, I am me, and I am the one who wants to pester you endlessly. He can't live for a few years with his old bones." After a pause, "What's more, with me here, who would dare to hurt a single hair of yours?"

Sheng Zhaomu laughed because of his words:
"Sounds so nice? When your aunt pointed at the tip of her nose and called me a coquettish scourge, weren't you quite helpless? Your old lover brought your daughter into the house. Isn't this more painful than stabbing me with a knife?" ?”

Fu Huaijin pursed her thin lips, "I thought you were heartless and heartless, so you didn't care about these at all..."

Sheng Chaomu didn't want to continue to argue with Fu Huaijin:
"Think about it carefully, don't rush to make a decision." After a pause, "I'm tired, I'm going to bed first."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Chaomu climbed onto the bed and put on the quilt, as if he really wanted to rest because he was really tired.

Fu Huaijin looked in the direction of the bed without saying a word, and finally turned off the light, leaning over to kiss her...

(End of this chapter)