This unruly lady smells like green tea

Chapter 35: 035

Isn't it important?

Regarding this question, a thing from a long time ago and a past life came to Xia Ning's mind.

I have almost forgotten everything about my childhood, even if I do remember, most of it is still vague, only that incident, I remember every detail clearly.

At that time, I was seven years old and had just entered the first grade of elementary school.

Because she studies well and looks pretty, everyone likes to make friends with her, and even the teacher prefers her. She likes this feeling and enjoys the process very much.

Until later, I had a conflict with a friend who played very well. The man pointed at her nose and scolded her for a long time: "Do you think everyone likes you? It's just to copy your homework. If it wasn't because the teacher likes you, I have a good relationship with you, who will care about you? You will only pretend to be hypocritical, it is really annoying!"

It was also at that time that I realized for the first time that goodwill can also be disguised at an age without any impurities.

These words may be just angry words between children, but they made her doubt herself for a long time, and even for a long time in the future, she would always ask herself from time to time whether she was an annoying person or not. Is it really hypocritical, pretending?Also unwilling to accept, or make new friends.

The terrible nature of the habit once affected my entire study career, even after I joined the work.

Making a fuss out of a molehill?
I just care about it.

Take the cyberbullying incident that happened just now as an example. During the period of time before it was reversed, I seemed calm and indifferent on the surface, but when I saw countless abuse, my heart broke down more than a little bit.

When I go to sleep at night, I can even feel that I have a tendency to be depressed.

……

Cheng Feichen noticed Xia Ning's trance, so he asked, "What's wrong with you?"

After hearing the sound, her consciousness came back from the fugue: "Sorry, I didn't hear clearly, can you say it again?"

The breeze picked up the blue hair scattered on both sides of Xia Ning's ears, and there was still a blurred look in those autumn-like eyes. Just like before, it was like a soft feather scratched his heart, tickling of.

A very subtle feeling.

"It's nothing. I don't have much time in China. I'm new to this school. There are many things I don't understand. Please take care of me in the future."

There was an imperceptible gentleness hidden in the cold voice, and when it reached her ears, she always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.

Is it really?

Shaking his head, he said softly, "Then you have found the wrong person."

"how do I say this?"

Cheng Feichen blinked in puzzlement, the slightly bewildered little movements paired with that abstinent face, there was a kind of cute contrast.

Kind of cute.

"This palm-sized school, you only need to walk around to be familiar with it. And remind me in advance, you should not get too close to me in the future, otherwise it will have a bad influence on you, and I will not be responsible .”

Afraid that the other party didn't understand enough, he added: "To tell you the truth, my reputation here is very bad."

Hearing this sentence, he shook his head disapprovingly, obviously disapproving: "I've heard a little about the heated discussion on the Internet recently, and I wanted to ask you if you needed help, but I couldn't get in touch during that time, and later because I needed Urgently deal with some matters, and when the process is completed, this matter has achieved a reversal of the confrontational situation, and the development of subsequent things will also follow the expected track."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly asked: "Facing unexpected disasters, you must have worked hard."

Didn't you ask "do you feel very hard"?
Instead, affirm "You are not doing well"!
A look of astonishment appeared in Xia Ning's eyes, could this person know mind reading skills?But even though there are all kinds of thoughts in his heart, his face is still calm and calm: "Can I take your words as concern?"

Hearing this, Cheng Feichen seemed a little interested in her words: "I'm curious, what do you think a friend is?"

She has no concept in this regard, nor has she ever thought about such issues, so she simply admitted openly: "I haven't thought about it."

"It's not too late to think about it now."

"?"

Why do we have to hold on to this question that has no standard answer?
Although having questions and answers is self-restraint, but after racking my brains for a long time, I still couldn't come up with a suitable description, and finally gave up struggling, and then asked the other party: "Then what do you think is a friend?"

The small thoughts in his chest were seen through by the other party at a glance, but he didn't say anything. He chuckled: "I don't have any friends, but I think friends should be like you, right?"

If you can't see it, you will miss it. As long as you are in the field of vision, you will feel happy for no reason.

The following words were not spoken.

This was the thought in his heart, and Cheng Feichen couldn't figure out why he had to answer this way, since he obviously hadn't thought about this question, let alone be able to give the answer.

I just don't want to see the other party disappointed.

Listening to his uncertain tone, Xia Ning glanced half-believingly: "I know a man named Murong Hao, he is about to come back from an exchange study abroad, he is a person who has been indoctrinated with educational ideas from outside, I think you should If we can chat, maybe we can become good friends.”

When the name Murong Hao was mentioned suddenly, Cheng Feichen's face changed slightly, and the displeasure flashed in his eyes, and she seized this moment and overturned some of her previous judgments.

The relationship between the young couple seems to be quite different from the description in the original play.

After a while, he responded lightly: "You still don't want to have too much contact with Murong Hao, you will easily suffer when you meet someone like him."

This remark was beyond Xia Ning's expectation.

No matter how it sounds like he has a lot of prejudice against his childhood, in terms of the tone just now, it can be said that he is contemptuous and guarded.

However, it is rare to meet someone who has a little friendship with her and knows something about the male protagonist in the play. I still want to inquire about the other party's situation. The first time Murong Hao showed his face was when he returned to Hailuo Business School, which can be regarded as the beginning of the drama.

The intersection between the two is inevitable, and it is said that the original body still has a kind of obsession with the protagonist, so it is better to know more about it, so that we can be fully prepared to face it.

Xia Ning wanted to hear Cheng Feichen's thoughts on this, and the advice of someone close to him was more valuable for reference.

So she said tentatively: "Murong Hao, like you, is recognized as a very good person by everyone. Those who are close to Zhu are red, and those who are close to ink are black. Shouldn't the advantages of getting in touch with excellent people outweigh the disadvantages?"

(End of this chapter)