Deliberately addicted

Ruan Yu's operation took three hours, Liang Zhouyue was waiting at the door, and Jiang Li was late.

As soon as they met, Liang Zhouyue didn't even have time to say anything, when the door of the emergency room opened from the inside, and the doctor and nurse came out.

She ran over quickly, her voice anxious and concerned: "Doctor, how is she?"

The doctor took off the mask, with a gentle expression on his face, and let out an invisible breath: "It was delivered in time, adults and children are fine, but the situation is not very good, and I will be hospitalized for observation soon."

Ruan Yu's body is weak, this was the case before, and now it will only get worse.

Liang Zhouyue nodded hurriedly, and arranged for Jiang Li to take a look at the door first, and followed the nurse to go through the hospitalization procedures for Ruan Yu.

The woman left, and Jiang Li put his hands into his trouser pockets, rubbing the phone inside with his fingertips, with a hesitant expression.

Li Qingyi came over and broke his hesitation: "If the breakup is clean, you should tell Dan about Ruan Yu's situation."

Hearing the sound, Jiang Li slowly lifted his black eyes, the emotions in his eyes were like mist, smudged with gloom.

He just came over from Chen Tan, and Chen Tan was in a very bad state, he didn't speak, and locked himself in the room, not knowing what he was going to do.Jiang Li had never seen him in such a depressed state, and he didn't know how to comfort him for a while.

What Chen Dan needed was not persuasion, he wanted Ruan Yu to be willing.

What Ruan Yu wanted was not Chen Dan, she wanted freedom and a future.

There is no solution to this problem, and separation may be the only way for them to deal with this relationship.

After being dull for two seconds, Jiang Li sent Chen Dan a WeChat message, the content was simple and clear: [The child is saved, she is not in good condition and needs to be hospitalized for observation. 】

If Chen Dan still cared about Ruan Yu's feelings, this WeChat message might be the last contact between them.

But Jiang Li did not expect that the way Chen Dan left Ruan Yu's life was so powerful and decisive.

Chen Dan never contacted Ruan Yu again. He didn't go to the hospital to find someone, and he didn't ask about her situation through friends. He put all his thoughts on his work, and he wanted to transfer Chen's focus abroad at all costs.

This is not an easy task, and there is also the obstruction of the Ji family.Everyone knew that it was Chen Dan who annoyed the Ji family, or Ji Xianglin, by breaking off the engagement casually.

The Ji family is in the shipping industry, and the sanctions against the Chen family are not fatal. They can only put pressure on the export of the Chen family's commodities, making Chen Dan have to take care of both the front and back, and he has no skills at all.

But Chen Dan didn't care anymore, he was like a complete lunatic, he didn't seem to value the cold enterprise of the Chen Group at all, and only wanted to transfer the company as soon as possible.

This reckless transfer of assets severely damaged Chen's vitality.It only took Chen Tan two months to completely draw a line with City B, and moved to Los Angeles by himself.

The company is in New York, and his trip to Los Angeles was a private trip, and he didn't tell anyone.

At this time, Ruan Yu was five and a half months pregnant, and her body was getting heavier and heavier. She lived alone in the apartment that Liang Zhouyue helped her rent, and found a considerate live-in nanny.

Liang Zhouyue once proposed to live with Ruan Yu, but Ruan Yu didn't want to disturb the private life of the young couple because Liang Zhouyue and Jiang Li were about to get married.

From the day Ruan Yu was hospitalized, there was no news from Chen Tan again, and the people around seemed to have this tacit understanding and kept silent on this topic.

She didn't take the initiative to ask, she was hospitalized on her own, and went home easily, as if Chen Dan had never existed in her world.

The past always exists, and the wound is there, but everyone chooses to avoid it.

……

Chen Dan's life in Los Angeles is difficult, but this is his own choice.

Someone helped him manage the company in London, even if the Chen family had just shifted its focus and its foundation was unstable, Chen Dan didn't care.He spends money to hire people to handle the company's affairs, and he chooses his confidantes who were trained by him in China back then. He doesn't need to worry about the other party's professionalism.

He just wanted to calm down in a strange city and let himself live a decadent life as he wanted.

He has never experienced the hangover lifestyle. He used to love to drink with his friends, but he was rarely drunk. His emotions could not reach that level.

But it's different now, he is very confused now, he doesn't want to use his brain to think, it hurts his body and mind.

When he was in the country, he was paralyzed by business affairs, but now that he is free, he has been immersed in this sad and depressed atmosphere, unable to extricate himself for a long time.

Ruan Yu said something very right, late affection is not as good as grass, humble and humble.

Chen Dan knew that he had become such a person in his life.

He didn't want to, but he couldn't get out of this quagmire.

In the second month after arriving in Los Angeles, Chen Dan received a message from Jiang Li: [She went for a pregnancy test today, the baby is fine, and she is also in good condition. 】

If he calculated correctly, Ruan Yu was already seven months pregnant.

But obviously so long has passed, as long as Chen Dan closes his eyes and thinks back, the bloody scene of Ruan Yu's fall in Jiang Li's villa back then will still linger in his mind.

That was the first time he felt strongly Ruan Yu's determination to stay away from him.

It also made him understand that he had to learn to let go.

Chen Tan clicked on the phone's keyboard, replied very slowly, hesitantly typed a long paragraph, and then deleted it all in deliberation.In the end, I continued to type intermittently, but when I sent it, there was only one thank you.

Ruan Yu couldn't see his concern, and it would be useless and hypocritical to tell others. It's better to handle it lightly, hide all your emotions, and don't tell anyone, not even a good brother.

Throwing away his mobile phone, Chen Dan picked up the wine glass on the coffee table again, raised his head and poured the spicy wine into his throat, stimulating his weakened reason.

He has Ruan Yu's mobile phone number and her WeChat. Although he is not sure if she has deleted him or blocked him, he has a strong desire to contact her when it is dark.

It's just that every time he stepped on the door, he would return rationally and choose to lie on the sofa and have a big dream.

When his consciousness was drowsy, Chen Dan thought of the text he had read in a book before: My love is the sword that stabs me.

This sentence seems to describe Ruan Yu, but if you look deeper, it can also describe him.

He chose to play with her feelings at the beginning, and the beginning of this deformed relationship doomed their tragic process and painful ending.

Chen Dan knew that he was too selfish.

The cold-blooded growth atmosphere, the influence of money interests, the lack of emotional experience...

He has bred himself to be an unscrupulous egoist who puts his own gains and losses first.

Love requires ability.

It's a pity that he didn't understand it before, but now he's clumsily aware of the signs, everything is in the past, like a firework tube that has been drenched by rain, before it starts to shine, it has already been doused and turned into garbage.

He has mixed too many gains and losses and benefits in love, but he doesn't know that love is pure, clean and unique.

He was wrong.

But the old dream is far away, and he will never see the light in his life.